I ask all who view my page to continue praying for me on my continued strength, hope, self doubt and faith to make it through each day.... Over the weekend I fell into a deep depression in which I layed in bed all weekend long..I've decided to dedicated my life to Christ not only because of my past failures, turmoil, anxiety and depression but too because its right. At times I must admit that patience is hard, its seems impossible when I fall to my knees each night asking for God to grant me with peace, less fear and worry, contentment, love and ture companionship and it all seems unanswered; but I have indeed learned that its patience that helps us all... So today I ask for prayer from all who doesnt mind including me in their prayers; that God assists me with my needs, that I continue to know that he is here for me and I have been promised that he will not leave me nor forsake me... Its just all a ruff hill to climb when I know the scriptures, study the word, pick up my bible each day and during the times when I feel lonely and fall to my knees nightly and even more so when I get discouraged; so I assume here on my blog, it states that I lack hope, dont have much patience, and have more issues with discouragement when indeed I am truley blessed. Ive always belived in Christ but for 08' I have dedicated my all to him... No more half stepping. Each time when I have had past issues, sad to say but it seems that I only spoke with God while my problem was bruised and after its healing I left... So God knows my needs, and I know that he knows my desires, he knows my wants =, and feel that if he were to mend my current issues and should I say fix them AGAIN, I would be subject to leave, only returning when I am in need... So thats why today , I ask for more power and strength.As I was getting prepared for church services this morning, I went out to start my vehicle and it would not crank... I hate that I missed the services because after that long depressing weekend, I felt that I needed the word to ensure me that it will get better. So I thank each of you who inlcudes me in their prayers and you will too reamain in mine!!! God Bless,

Shenika