beloved brothers, and sister, praise God for prayer and for you all who know and trust the power of prayer. I don't think I told you but my husbands girlfriend is a girl I had the privalge to win and baptise to the Lord. I later found out that she also had another affair with another married man in our church. I pray for her return to our Lord. I even talked to her about God faithfulness to forgive and restore after I found out about the pregancy, she still wanted to be in relationship with my husband, she told me sorry but that she planned the pregancy because she said she knew that would be the only way she could have him. there were times we would try to recoinsile our marriage, but once she attempted sucide and my husband felt guilty and ofcourse by now decieved by satan choose sin. I have been set free from all this , but in my natural I do love him still. he still calls me to just want to talk, sometimes I think it's to torment me, cause I always feel sick afterwards. please pray for me to let go totally so God can do new things in my life. I want the Joy of the Lord again it has been a long trial. I just dread the birth of the baby cause I wish it were I giving my husband his baby. I know that all babies are blessings. and I do praise God for this little one. but I still hurt so bad. please agree with me in prayer that I will do all things to please God who is so worthy. please remember in prayer to give this pain of the upcomming birth for God to turn it to joy some how in His name I ask. Love you all