My very dear thanks to Greg and the Holy Spirit for cleansing this request from the past and his true respect and sincere support for my integrity and truth, it was really important for me, Gods bless for you and Prayabout, sincerely Marcus

PS: The Holy Spirit has many ways of assistance, so for the special case you sensed or received some kind of clearvoyant, intuitive message which you consider to be important for me but dont want to share in public you are very welcomed to write to imoena@web.de. I am absolutely used to such spiritual experiences and sensitivity, so there is no fear for you to be ridiculed or called to be crazy, occult, wierd etc., you will simply know it in your heart when you feel an urge/need to tell me...Thx.

Dear Brothers and Sisters, please pray during April with me for God touching the spirits of those who frauded and harmed me and for some abundant financial blessings to come, so that I can finally quit this survival mode to be back in service for those in need again....Thank you so much, Gods bless for you and all your loved ones and my kind regards for all your prayers, candles, blessings, hugs,Marcus

My dearest thanks for all your kind prayers lovely people. I am still alive if not a dear old friend of mine will inform about. There is only one reason to be mostly offline now I will shortly tell. I have to negotiate with people who devastated my life spirit in a most traumatizing nightmare from 2000- 2007 which means writing very long letters, going through the whole nightmare again, dealing with the persons and their denials of guilt etc. in order to get some compensation for an already unpayable harm and it feels like a woman raped over and over in most evil ways communicating totally alone with her rapists in a last attempt just to get the rehabilitating money for expensive and very advanced traumatherapy. This is an unbearable situation that triggers inevitably each and every Trauma. The only possibility to survive and accomplish this is to "shockfreeze" my soul, completely shutting off all feelings, longings, needs everything, so I deeply rape myself for the only sake of survival. If I wouldnt do this I would be totally torn inside and the unbearable pain would just push me to suicide. I can only cope with this by burying all my emotions deep inside but then I cant be here because any love,any gentleness, any care immediately leads to crying my guts out and feels very painful like coming almost frozen to death into the warmth knowing that you have to freeze the next moment again. This is so terribly painful that somehow its easier to remain frozen till the situation is finally decided. After 2007 there is no other option for me to handle this pain anymore otherwise be sure I would do it. I am very grateful for all your prayers, I notice the prayers even if nothing is posted very well and there is very often these times some sacred dense energy/spirit around which I can sense and access and I am sure that my guardian angels are very aware, such extreme situations never remain unnoticed in the spiritual realms, especially not with many sincere prayers. It hurts and breaks my heart when I see many praying requests could be solved with human compassion and integrous guidance since they all are a sad reminder that I got trappped into the fraud in a longing for financial independancy so that I could devote myself completely for offering this comfort and compassion. Inspite of all intelligence I was a very easy victim because of a sensational timing I simply considered the fraud as a god given answer to my prayer overlooking the godgiven warning sign, most bitter lesson. As said I pray for all the kind praying people here but not posting much due to my exhaustion and I decided to spare you the whole nerve wracking rollercoaster ride, just posting an outcome or definite improvement as in stillness there is much more strength and serenity. And of course I was deeply touched from all your kind prayers after dear Beckies candleattack, crying out a little creek of thousand imprisoned tears and bowing down in silent, grateful thanks. May God return each of you a multifold for all the prayers, candles, blessings, kindness and compassion, Gods bless, Marcus

Just a short update because of some questions in mails:
My Internet Provider cancelled my account last Friday because I couldnt pay the last months bill and it was actually a wonder that they didnt shut me down 2 weeks ago as they already told me. So now I have to go to the Internet Cafe in town for accessing Prayabout and this was as well one of the reasons to say good bye. Unfortunately when I checked in now I had to notice that some responses and accounts are deleted and I got some mails refering to that. I wasnt conscious about the possibility that my non-presence could be really abused for some foolish statements or comments but since I am only 1 or 2times/week in the Cafe I didnt even see them, so I kindly ask the community to help out and watch a little over this request because I simply cant run in such a severe situation everyday 4km to my Inetcafe and back just to check my request. I unfortunately or fortunately ???(good question,hmm) have no idea who said what for whatever reasons but I have got 8 mails telling me about some quarrels on prayabout while I was not even one second here. Really sad, because I actually wanted to respond to some prayer requests but now the time went away for other thoughts. The situation in itself has not changed yet, please continue with your prayers that there will be some adequate financial compensation by the responsible people for the terrible harm they caused because otherwise I am done. Due to the severity of the situation and the loss of my Internetaccount I will only read/be here once a week. Of course I appreciate any sincere prayer as everybody here is included in mine, be sure that I notice your prayers without any posting because sometimes there is a truly uplifting energy around, even dense enough to be felt by my senses, hopefully it is reaching the responsible persons,too. My dear thanks for every prayer, Gods Bless for all of you, Marcus

B I G T H A N K S F O R A L L Y O U R P R A Y E R S !
Please just keep me in your prayers, much needed, much appreciated and hopefully much heard and blessed....
Took so much time with the server today to light some candles and get to your new or updated requests - I am still not through all of them so next weekend or next week more...
G O D S B L E S S F O R A L L O F Y O U !!

My goodness, you are really lovely people...;-))) My big thanks, bowing down. Well, though two friends of mine really put strongest pressure on my mother she was extremely persistent to avoid to come to a talk about partial compensations for the big overall harm she caused & triggered with her betrayals in 2007 because she is very scared to face all her guilt but miraculously all her resistance somehow collapsed today, so she will come at around May 28th to negotiate it in a round table talk. I will announce it in time, today with this strange, sudden increase in prayers really helped so very much, Katriina (my dear finnish friend) really wondered that my mother seemed very different this evening...*g So I would really be in deep need of your prayers at the end of May- since she has so much guilt that she really needs to be touched by God in order to be finally able to rather face and admit her guilt than only denying it. I am very exhausted now and I must admit that I really got strongest doubts already, because it seems to take such huge efforts of praying for such a simple, righteous case (and anyway compensation will be only 5-10% of only the financial harm) that I really resigned but today gave me some new and fresh hope on that. Though I have no doubts about most spiritual questions with prayers its really different. This is my first time of ever asking God a big favour and my first time of asking other people to pray for me, so I have no assuring experiences and its quite interesting -though I didnt say anything- several responses refered on trusting in God as if this was somehow communicated, I am still wondering about but I was so badly lacking this assurance, no doubt about -so this was a very important evening and now I am much more confident than before, so thanks very much for all your kind and beautiful prayers, candles, pictures and support, lovely people. Dear God, please bless all these people a multifold in all their own needs and requests, in Jesus mighty name I ask, my dear thanks. Amen.

Something I already wanted to say some time ago: Its of course no secret that the american government caused the worst decline of american reputation ever worldwide.
As a European I dont know anybody who didnt lose quite a lot of his or her former respect for America and the american people. Though most Europeans at least make a big difference between the government and the people it still changed a lot and not to the better. Even I had already some growing resentments and thats why I am very happy that the unbearable harm after all the betrayals lead me to this site and with so many heartfelt responses, caring, loving words of prayer, empathy and encouragement this deeply healed and cured at least my view on the american people so many really touched me to tears, with others I feel as if I knew them for ages and some of you far away lovely guys and girls hiding behind the Atlantic ;-) I would really like to see some day to express my deep respect and sincere gratitude for hundreds of uplifting prayers with all their love, concern and care, with so many gentle emails, burning candles and heavenly blessings from heart to soul and back each and everyone of you is just a very precious and most shining ambassador not only of God and Faith but as well of America and its people and I really hope that God will continue to bless all you lovely american people and restore this great country to the timeless wisdom and integrous values of the founding fathers of the constitution.
After some weeks here my starting resentments were already melted away by all the expressed love and care into deep and deeper gratitude and though the request in itself is not yet answered my view and opinion about the american people is beyond doubt completely healed and the best I ever had (with the government just give me some further half a year please...;-))) so after all this huge amount of prayers at just one day I bow down in deeply touched gratitude and want to thank all of you from the bottom of my heart and soul or in the words of this Leonard Cohen Song: I AM YOUR FAN & THANKS SO MUCH ;-))