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beloveddaughter
beloveddaughter Decatur, GA

Feeling forsaken

Last week, I laid down in my mother's bed and asked God to stop my heart from beating when my mother's did. I feel as if I am carrying so much more than I can bear. Right now, I feel as if everyone I love is moving away from me. Over the last year, I have had to endure the illness and death of my father, and struggle with feeling abandoned by my siblings when they did not help care for our parents. Recently, a good friend became very distant and stopped calling and talking to me. I care for him very much and feel betrayed and abandoned at a very trying time in my life and I only want to know that he still cares about me. Now I am watching my mother fight cancer. She has been so sick, weak, sad and lonely, that I cannot understand why my loving God allows her to suffer this way. I beg that God would heal her, and if that is not His will, that He would bring her peace and welcome her into His Kingdom. Please pray for my mother, my family, my faith in God and my friend.

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DAverette
DAverette Central, NJ

Beloveddaughter I made this same mistake on February 15, 1982 and it took me until Ocotber 29, 1999 when I surrendered my life to God to get over the death of my mother. I had forsaken God, I had become lost to the world. The enemy had complet control since that time. He even consumed my own daughter. It wasn't until I had no one else to turn to and no where to go that I finally turned back to God. I pray in the Name of Jesus whose Name is above every name that you don't make the same mistake. He sends us thru these trials to only make us better. We may have lost the one most dearest to our hearts but we have gained something far more precious. I know you don't hear me nor understand me right now. Just don't take you as long as it took me to surrender to His every will.

May the Lords peace be with you my dear sister.

beloveddaughter - 8 months ago: Well, thank you for your words of encouragement.
tinkerbell21
tinkerbell21 Mobile, AL

God bless you.

beloveddaughter - 10 months ago: Thanks tinkerbell21. God bless you too.
TIKHIM
TIKHIM Maryland

GOD please continue to bless this loving daughter and her mother and give them the strength they need in this time of sickness. Fill them with your grace and mercy and love. Cast out the cancer, restore family and friend relationships, heal wounded hearts and lives. In Jesus' name I pray

beloveddaughter - 11 months ago: Thank you so much for your prayer. I really appreciate it. God bless you!
bry
bry england

Lord Jesus, You said "I WILL NEVER LEAVE YOU NOR FORSAKE YOU, FOR, LO, I AM WITH YOU ALWAYS!" and Your Words are eternal TRUTH to ALL Your followers because You are "THE SAME, YESTERDAY, TODAY AND FOREVER" and You are also "THE WAY, THE TRUTH AND THE LIFE" forever and ever. Amen. I ask You, my Lord to send down Your Holy Spirit, the Comforter, on belovedaughter. right now, to bless, protect and keep her, through her trials and tribulations and all the storms of her life, to give her the PEACE in her heart/mind/soul that passes all human understanding, that she may be still in the midst of the storm, and hear Your "still, small voice," my God, for your Word says "Be still, and KNOW that I am God," that she may come to know You, Jesus as the One True, Lover of her Soul, the Only One who ever died for her, her Lord, Saviour and Healer, her closest and best friend, and that You are always only a prayer away. Amen.Thanks so much for your prayers for SHEENA, in Scotland. MUCH appreciated! Also for your very kind comments/compliments to me. Have you seen www.FathersLoveLetter.com it's life-changing!!! Praying for God to answer ALL your prayers, in His way, and in His time. In Jesus' mighty name. Amen. God bless you and yours superabundantly. Amen. bry xxx

beloveddaughter - 11 months ago: Thank you so much for your prayer. I am actually in tears right now, because your words truly touched me. God bless you always.
MinTRICIA
MinTRICIA M.V. ,CALIF.

ASKING GOD TO TAKE YOU, I HOPE YOU HAVE NO KIDS?
THE LORD SAYS I'LL NEVER LEAVE YOU NOR FORSAKE YOU(ABANDONED). JUST CALL ON THE LORD AMEN, GET IN THE CLOSET MATT6:6 AND PRAY TILL SOMETHING HAPPENS OR YOU SEE A CHANGE LUKE18:1 AMEN.
WE SAINTS ARE IN SPIRITUAL WARFARE READ EPH 6:10-18 GIRD UP FAST PRAY PUT ON ARMOR OF GOD, TRUST AND BELIEVE MATT21;22 GOD TO DO ALL YOU ASK .THERE ARE SEASONS IN OUR LIVES PEOPLE COME AND GO, PRAY FOR THEM.
LORD I PRAY HEALING VIRTUE FOR MOM FROM CROWN OF HEAD TO SOULS OF FEET JEHOVAH ROPHE, LORD BY YOUR POWER, LORD CURSE CANCER AT THE ROOT WITHER AND DIE, BE CAST INTO THE ABYSS BY GOD'S POWER/ANOINTING IN JESUS NAME.
START PRAISING THE LORD FOR YOUR BREAKTHROUGHS
PHIL.4:19 ALL NEEDS MET ,SEND INCREASE LORD 1 CHRN 4:10 WITH WISDOM AND TITHES, LORD.YOUR WILL BE DONE.
ALL YOU NEED IS A MUSTARD SEED OF FAITH FOR GOD TO MOVE READ PSALMS 35,37 AND ISA.54:17DAILY. START BINDING SATAN'S ATTACKS AMEN. MATT18;18.LORD SUBSIDE MOM'S PAIN.LORD,GIVE UNDERSTANDING KNOWLEDGE WISDOM LOOSE FAVOR ABUNDANCE
UPON THE FAMILY AND LOVE JOY TOGETHERNESS COMPASSION UNITY PEACE FILL THEM WITH THE HOLY SPIRIT LORD. MAKE THEM MIGHTY MEN AND WOMEN OF GOD ON FIRE FOR YOUR GLORY LORD..IN JESUS NAME AMEN.

beloveddaughter - about 1 year ago: Well, thank you for your response. Even if I don't completely understand it, I appreciate it. I don't have any children, nor am I married, and at the time that I posted this prayer request, I was lonely and overwhelmed. I think I may have been in a hospital room. Whatever the season was/is in my life, I was crying out in desperation. Again, thank you for this message, which I accept in a loving spirit, and I will read the scriptures that you have so generously offered. Bless you.
diamondspd723
diamondspd723 london

Dear beloveddaughter, fear not but keep your faith that you have, and when that fails keep the Lords faith for you are a child of God and he Loves you and your mother let us not forget to ask that the Lord forgives us of our faults, sometimes these can cause hinderences to our prayers, I am no Angel but I know my Father will not fail us let it be his will be done and not our will, sometimes we try hard to keep the sick with us it causes more pain and hurt because we will not let God do his will, I pray that you are strong in the Lord and do not give up the good fight of faith belovedaughter, Jesus loves you, you are a wonderful person and a prayer warrior and you have the faith just keep believing for you are Blessed In Jesus Name, you are appreciated and loved In Jesus Name Amen.

beloveddaughter - about 1 year ago: Wow...thank you so much. I really appreciate your words and your prayers. God bless you!
Vivian
Vivian Canada

Heavenly Father I humbly implore to grant your special graces to this family..may their home be a shrine of Peace,Purity,Love labour and Faith...Dear Jesus I beg of to touch each person in the Home and in the Life of this person,Cover them with your Grace and protect them from all harm and danger..Heal the sick,bind the wounds and reunite the family as you see best this is all I ask in your most precious Holy name.Amen.

beloveddaughter - about 1 year ago: Thanks so much for your prayer Vivian. God bless you.
courtneymorris

Please know that God is with your parents and yourself. God has plans for all of us and if being sick is part of His lesson for you or your parents to learn, then perhaps it is not so much of a burden. Perhaps some part of your mother has been lacking faith and He feels it is a way maybe for him to reach her better. Or you. The Lord loves you and wants you to know that. Through earnest prayer and unwavering faith, you will let him know that you Love him too. I will pray for you and your mother and your faith. As for your friend and siblings, I pray that things work out between you. Perhaps God appointed you to be guardian to your mother because He knows the special connection between you and her. Perhaps He sees that you will do her more good than your siblings. Take heart. I know its hard to work on the Lord's time. Maybe start reading scriptures with your mother and find his passion and his peace in his Holy words. With God, there is no death, only life. I pray that every blessing the Lord has for you is bestowed upon you as well as your mother, and I pray that He finds his way into the hearts of those who run when approached with responsibilty. I pray that you love yourself as much as God loves you and to know that you are never ever alone. Amen.

beloveddaughter - about 1 year ago: Thank you for your prayer.
NannyEast
NannyEast Saint John NB Canada

My heart goes out to you. I too have had far too many deaths to face in my lifetime. The greatest loss was that of my six year old daughter. I thought that I could not go on living but we have a Heavenly Father who loves us and is with us even in our darkest most isolated moments. He hears every tear that drops from your eyes. He knows your thoughts and He knows that you are feeling lost and alone. But you are not really alone. Let your heart be still for a few moments and I know and pray that God will make His love known to you. I know how easily one can turn away from God at a time like this because you don't feel He is listening to you and you don't feel He wants to hear what you have to say. He is your Heavenly Father and He wants you to tell Him EVERYTHING that you are feeling (He already knows) so that He can bless you with the peace that is beyond understanding. Many of my 'friends' turned away from me when my daughter died. They just didn't know what to say. Do not worry about them, God will either bring them back or bring you new friends. It is also my prayer that our Heavenly Father will be with your mother now and let her know He is there. Father, I pray that you will ease this woman's suffering and that she will make her peace with you. I pray that you will bless her daughter and give her strength and renew her faith in You daily. In Jesus' name, my Saviour and Lord, we ask. Amen

beloveddaughter - about 1 year ago: I really, truly thank you for your words of encouragement. Somehow it is easier to understand sickness than it is to feel abandoned. While I don't think all this sickness and death is fair, I know it isn't personal. I know that God has a plan, and I am so glad He has chosen to make you a part of His plan, and thank you for spreading a bit of God's love.
febony
febony London, UK

I'm praying for you and your family. I pray that god gives you strength and guides you through your difficult times.

beloveddaughter - about 1 year ago: Thank you so much for your prayer.
anointedteacher1
anointedteacher1 Durham, NC

Beloved Daughter, God has made some people with hearts like His, and you have that heart. Other persons do not love the way they do, so they will not hurt the way you do. Your bowels of compassion remind me of Jesus. Do not despise it, but embrace it. I ask God right now for your eyes to open to see yourself the way God sees you. Pray and become intimate with Jesus, let His name be on your lips and your heart every possible moment. My prayer is for the will of God to be done in your life, be still and know that He is God. He can do all, heal all, deliver all--but He does not always do it. Surrender to His will and be blessed. Heavenly Father, in the name of your Son, Jesus Christ I commit this woman to you for a blanket of peace to cover her in this time of trials. May she abide under the shadow of the Almighty and rest in your peace. Amen. God loves you and I love you with the love of God.

beloveddaughter - about 1 year ago: It is hard to find the right words to thank you for your kindness and your prayer, but I really appreciate your compassion. Thank you so much and thank God for you. Please continue to allow Him to use you as a blessing.
Mathewtstt
Mathewtstt Trinidad

I will pray for you firstly that GOD maintains your strength and to let you know that you are not alone, and although we dont feel it all the time, GOD is really with us always

beloveddaughter - about 1 year ago: Thank you for your prayer.