Well where can I start even though my daughter is going through with the chemotherapy and she is in a very difficult time called delayed intense, Im still dealing with everyday issues that comes along with the territory and now my daughter is in the hospital very upset and my mom is sick with the flu and i am to and my whole house is very sick and i still have to try to keep my insanity with everything that is going on, my doctors said that her counts will be down for a couple of weeks and when they let her go home then if she has to come ack to the hospital then she will be in there for at least a couple of weeks and she is real angry and displeased with everything that she is going through and it is very much bothering me. I really dont want to get up in the morning and at my house there is alot that is going on but me and my boyfriend is fine but when kayla gets sick then that really worries me. I know that everything is god hands and we all need to patient but it is very hard dealing with it.I dont know what to do i do pray all the time but its not fast enough, and i also know that that is not the way that we need to be that way but right now thats all i need to say, I called my job and told my boss that i needed some more time off but i dont care about the money but my job is not hard all i gotto do is go in and drive the kids back and fourth to school and that is all that i got to do and I really dont have to talk to noone but that really is not me i always for making other people smile but now days i dont feel ike smiling myself.....Please pray with me and ask god to please help me overcome this obstacle that im dealing with right now and help me to try to come ou of all this im going through............Thank you..........Depressed