I've fallen on tough times. I lost my father last year. Due to my depression the loss of job and apartment followed. I thought my life was changing when I got engaged and this man spoiled me with unconditional love.

Sadly, my insecurities and fear of abandonment chased him away. I was so awful to this man. I really regret the way I treated him.

I've started to go to counseling and have started to pray for strength.

Please help me pray to get my life turned around! I need to be happy again and find a great job. I need to build my selfesteem back up. I would LOVE to have the love of my life forgive me and want our relationship to reconcile.

I pray for fiance complete happiness too. I hope he is following through with his sobriety. I hope he realizes my regret of hurting him and he remembers my true love for him. I hope he realizes we were meant to be. I hope and pray my life turns around soon. Please help. I feel like I'm losing my strength sometimes...

Faith, hope and love. That's all I've got these days...