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akdubb78
akdubb78 Los Angeles

Dreams

I ask that you pray for my mind and soul to rest. Every since I was a child I have dealt with Dreams. As an adult I have come to an understanding that God is warning me and to just pay attention. I truly dont know if this is a blessing or a curse. Before my Mother died I dreamed her whole funeral and something inside told me that this would be the last trip home that I would be able to see my Mother. I fought it with faith that everything would be alright because he had already taken me through the death of my Girlfriend so I would know everything to do in order to prevent the same thing from happening to my Mom. Well the same thing happened, my Mom passed and now my way of understanding this is that God was preparing me for the death of Mom by taking my Girlfriend. I now pray that I just can be delivered from all the pain that I feel inside from these losts. They both meant so much to me and both honestly knew me in a way that I didnt know myself. I ask that you pray that God continues to give me strength to rely on what they have both given me to continue on until my time comes. When I would dream I could call my Mother and she would always give me some sort of comfort and let me know that everything would be alright. Sometimes the calls werent enough I felt that I needed a hug or some sort of physical connection and then God sent me Jen...who was there to give me a hug and comfort me in a way that I felt from the top of my head to the bottom of feet was as sincere as my Mom. Now they are both gone from this earth in a physical sense anyway. And I know neither one could be replaced. Their understanding of who I was even though I didnt truly know who I was at the time was God sent and just to have had that in this life is truly a Blessing by itself. Pray that I continue to receive whatever God has in store for me. My Mother always told me that I was an annointed child...to this day I dont know exactly what she meant. Jen hardly ever missed a day without telling me how special I was to her and how much it meant to have me in her and her life. I didnt receive it the way a know I was supposed to. God knows that if I wasnt willing then I am more than willing now. Help me pray that whatever I am allowing to lie in the way of me receiving whatever God has in store for me and mine, give me a revelation in order to help me remove it from my life so I can fully receive his blessing. My Mom always told me that she may not be here to see me being blessed in a way beyond my understanding but God has something special in store for me. I have to believe that in some way Im getting in the way of his blessing. Pray that sooner than later I am able to Truly and Sincerely " Let Go and Let God!"

Update - 7 months ago:

I want to Thank Everyone who is Praying and Believing in God's Power with me. I know who He is and I only have his blessed assurance which allows me to keep going. Jesus knows that the pain I feel as well as the void seems unbearable. I have to believe that GRIEVING IS NOT THAT IM NOT BELIEVING. Never have I not acknowledge who he is. And with all that has happened I feel that I have honestly become even closer to MY CREATOR. See if you claim to know our Heavenly Father you must know who the Enemy is as well. You have to be able to know what you are up against so you can know what you need in order to win and get the greatest reward that you could ever imagine receiving which is EVERLASTING LIFE. All that is needed is FAITH and BELIEF! Nothing in this life REALLY MATTERS BUT OUR FAITH IN OUR MAKER! My soul is just hurt but I thank God for my humble spirit and my belief in who HE is and what HE can do. Also my understanding that EVERYTHING happens for a reason and it is all apart of HIS plan. We dont put a question mark where HE has already placed a period. We just ask that he allows us not to lean on our own understanding. I want to continue to STAND and Im claiming that I,as well as my family's souls be at rest. So that My Dear Mother and Jen can rest peaceful as well! PRAYER CHANGES THINGS SO I DO ASK THAT YOU DO JUST CONTINUE TO PRAY FOR US!

Update - 6 months ago:

I ask and thank ALL the true PRAYER WARRIORS that u continue to pray for me and my family. I ask that everyone sends up a special prayer for my continued strength and faith. I know and am witnessing everyday that I wake that I am growing closer to Jesus and I thank God for praying people. I thank HIM and I truly am grateful for my growth and especially for HIM allowing me to see it, now I am just struggling to accept it in the right way. I am so broken and IM TRYING so hard to just accept what has been done and LIVE with it in the best way manageable. I have to know and trust in who OUR CREATOR is because I feel that I honestly dont have anything or anyone around me that can just TRY to understand my pain. I have been HURT on top of HURT by those that claim to LOVE me. I can not afford to lean on my own understanding, because only GOD has the POWER to understand and know how and why people are and can be so self-centered and inconsiderate to a person that they claim to love. I am truly hurt by things that I have had and allowed myself to go through by the hands of the people that are in my life. I ask that you just pray that he also continues to bless me with the HUMILITY that has always been within me but not as strong as it is now. I am use to being there for people in ways that I always seem to find out that they cant be for me. Im okay with that because I know what the true REWARD is. If I cant be of help then I pray to not be of hinderance to anyone or anything. I dont wont to lose myself while trying to help the next one find themselves and they arent even truly trying. I am more than willing to accept the fact that my purpose on this earth is to just be there for someone who is in need of whatever I have been blessed to be able to give, I just want to have the needed strength that only Jesus can give before I continue to overindulge myself with someone esle's issues that they arent even trying to receive there deliverance. I have surrounded myself with the wrong people for me at this time in my life but its becoming to be too much for me carry anymore. I have my own pain and sorrows that I try to hard not dwell on or make them to be more than what anyone else is going through. I really know that I need to rid myself of the situation that I am currently in and because in all honestly it is taking a great deal more out of person than it is giving at this point. I have compromised my feelings, in a way that no should. I havent in a sense been able to feel and grieve the way I feel that I need to because I've been so focused on not being selfish. I pray and ask that all of you pray for GOD to please remove those away from me that are no good for me nor to me and give me the mind and heart not to try to hold on to whats no good for me. He has taken two of the most influential people in my life...and If I can live without my Mama then I know I can live without what Im having to endure. Im strong but Im also weak in a lot of ways right now and people that are emply themselves prey on that. I dont want to make excuses or accept excuses for those who continue to hurt me. I just want to learn from it, forgive and be able to move on and receive my true BLESSINGS and HAPPINESS that JESUS has in store for me. Thank GOD for allowing me to know WHAT LOVING AND CARING is all about so I can know what is not about.

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MinTRICIA
MinTRICIA M.V. ,CALIF.

SISTER AS YOU PRAY AND REPENT DAILY THE LORD IS YOUR STRENGTH, PROTECTOR AND DELIVERER. THE LORD HEALS HURTING AND BROKEN HEARTS, GIVES PEACE OF MIND AMEN.
MOM AND JEN HAVE RUN THEIR RACE, THEY REST UNTIL THE LORD COMES FROM THE CLOUDS AND THE DEAD IN CHRIST SHALL RISE FIRST TO MEET HIM AMEN.
YOU HAVE A GIFT FROM THE LORD (I TOO), YOUR DREAMS AND VISIONS MEAN THINGS., WARNINGS, PREPAREDNESS FOR THINGS TO COME.DECERNMENT. GOD GIVES US THE VISIONS AND DREAMS SOMETIMES ACTUALLY THE WAY IT WILL HAPPEN CLEARLY. THEN SOMETIMES ITS IN A PARABLE, AND NEEDS TO BE INTERPRETATED FOR CLEAR UNDERSTANDING. SOMETIMES YOU GET THE MEANING WHEN THE SITUATION COMES TO PASS YOU SAY "OH THATS WHAT THAT WAS OR MEANT".JUST PRAY ASK GOD FOR CLEARITY. I THANK GOD FOR THE GIFT. ITS AWESOME . FASTING MAKES DREAMS CLEARER, MORE EASILY, QUICKER.
LIVE YOUR LIFE BY THE WORD(BIBLE) OF THE LORD NOT BY MAN AMEN. CHRISTIANS ARE PECULIAR PEOPLE WE ARE NOT ALWAYS UNDERSTOOD AMEN. BUT GOD. HE KNOWS ALL ABOUT US.HE CREATED US. THE LORD ONLY HAS THE POWER TO GIVE ETERNAL LIFE, POWER TO SAY WELL DONE MY GOOD AND FAITHFUL SERVANT ( HEAVEN) OR WORKER OF INIQUITY I KNOW YOU NOT ! (HELL).
LIFE IS THAT IT IS. WE LIVE LAUGH LOVE CRY AND DIE, IN SHORT. THE LORD GAVE YOU WISDOM KNOWLEDGE UNDERSTANDING ITS INCREASES WITH PRAYER AND FASTING. HELP THOSE YOU CAN, THOSE WILLING TO RECEIVE IT, ACCEPT IT, THOSE WHO HELP THEMSELVES AMEN. YES THERE ARE TAKERS/USERS. CAST NOT YOUR PEARLS UNTO THE SWINE AMEN. PRAY FOR THEM AND MOVE ON. GIVE IT TO THE LORD. DO NOT WEIGHT YOURSELF DOWN WITH THE PROBLEMS OF OTHERS AMEN. IT BECOMES MENTAL, DEPRESSION, CAUSES SICKNESS. YES WE HAVE LOVE COMPASSION FOR OTHERS. GIFT OF GIVING, ASSITANCE.
IF YOU CAN HELP ( ASK GOD FIRST WHAT TO DO ) BE LEAD OF GOD AMEN. DO NOT BE A ABOMINATION TO GOD NOR GRIEVE THE HOLY SPIRIT AMEN.
THIS LIFE IS OF TRIALS HURTS PAINS DISAPPOINTMENTS AS WELL AS JOY AND HAPPINESS PEACE AMEN.BUT THE LORD IS WITH US ALWAYS AMEN. IN CHRIST WE WALK NOT ALONE AMEN. YOU ARE VICTORIOUS, MORE THAN A CONQUEROR. I PRAY YOU HAVE A CHURCH HOME, GOOD BIBLE BASED. ASK PASTOR OR I PRAY SOMEONE IS GIFTED THERE (A FIVE FOLD MINISTRY) TO ASSIST YOU WITH. DREAM INTERPRETATION.
GOD BLESS YOU SIS IN CHRIST.
LORD GOD GUIDE AND DIRECT AKDUBB INTO THE WILL YOU HAVE FOR HER LIFE AMEN. TAKE HER HIGHER IN YOU LORD. ANOINT HER THE MORE BY YOUR POWER LORD. I PRAY FOR DEVINE HEALINGS FOR HER AND LOVED ONES. PROVISIONS, SALVATION AND DELIVERANCE, SPIRITUAL GROWTH, FILL THEM WITH THE HOLY SPIRIT FATHER. AKDUBB YOU CAN DO ALL THINGS THRU CHRIST PHIL.4:13.
I TO HAVE LOST MOM GRAND MOM, OTHER LOVED ONES.
THEY LIVE IN MY HEART MIND MEMORY AMEN. THE LORD KNOWS BEST AMEN.THE LORD PUTS NO MORE THAN WE CAN BEAR UPON US AMEN. THIS TO SHALL PASS( THE FEELINGS/ PAINS WON'T BE SO SHARP WITH TIME AMEN.
THE LORD WILL SEND YOU A GODLY MATE, THE MAN HE HAS FOR YOU. IF YOU SO DESIRE TO BE MARRIED.
IN JESUS NAME WE PRAY AMEN HALLELUJAH WE PRAISE AND THANK YOU LORD. HALLELUJAH.
SAY YES TO THE LORD BE OBEDIENT TO HIS WILL FOR YOUR LIFE AMEN. YOU HAVE A GREAT WORK TO DO FOR THE LORD SISTER. HALLELUJAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

cory
cory rochester ny

Lord Bless you and keep Jesus close to your heart and your dreams.

memo
memo Los Angeles, CA.

Precious Heavenly Father God:
I pray that you will bring enligthment and guidance to my precious sister and that you will bless her loving heart and that
you will bring her Godly people into her life and that she will continue to trust fully in you and know that you Love her very much and will never abandon nor forsake her. I pray that you will give her strength and courage to stand firm in her faith and to know that you are in control and you will take care of her and her loved ones. May your will be done for her in her life and may
she be blessed in more ways than one.........
IN JESUS MIGHTY NAME I PRAY.................
AMEN............

I'll be praying for you sister akdubb...........
Have a Blessed Day.............
Your sister in Christ memo AKA: Becky

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SCSunny
SCSunny Dallas NC

Lord You hear the cry of this heart and I am praying and agreeing that You will answer this prayer and give the desires of the heart as You promise in Your Word. You will make a way where there seems to be no way. In Jesus name. Amen

DEMI
DEMI ANCHORAGE

PLEASE BE AWARE OF YOUR DREAMS. THAT IS A GIFT FROM GOD. PRAY THAT GOD GIVE YOU UNDERSTANDING FROM YOUR DREAMS. YOUR DREAMS MAY SAVE SOMEONES SOUL ONE DAY. GOD BLESS YOU

virgcadc2005
virgcadc2005 Illinois

Death is a very difficult thing to deal with. I could not even imagine the pain that you must endure daily eventhough I too still feel pain and miss her dearly, it isn't as intense as what you feel. My heart goes out to you, and though we are miles apart... please know that I am here for you and if ever you need someone to talk to or just an ear to listen, I am here. I love you. I wish I was there to hold you and tell you just how much I love you, and I do pray that God will lift both you and your sister's hearts and lessen the pain. Our entire family is still in pain, and the worst part is not over yet, but we must believe that God is going to see us through this, and He will. I will continue to pray for you daily as well as pray for our entire family because 2007 was truly a struggle but God is going to shine his light on you baby girl. Remember that. "He will put no more on us than we can handle"

I Love You!

kbooth
kbooth la

Hail, holy Queen, mother of mercy, our life, our sweetness, and our hope. To thee do we cry, poor banished children of Eve. To thee do we send up our sighs mourning and weeping in this valley of tears. Turn then, most gracious advocate, thine eyes of mercy toward us, and after this our exile show us the blessed fruit of thy womb, Jesus. O clement, O loving, O sweet Virgin Mary.
Pray for us, O Holy Mother of God.

That we may be made worthy of the promises of Christ.

SCSunny
SCSunny Dallas NC

As one with a hurting heart also I join with you in prayer and the Bible says what we make happen for others will happen for us.

GOD DOES THE IMPOSSIBLE
Isaiah 43:18,19 18Remember ye not the former things, neither consider the things of old. 19Behold, I will do a new thing; now it shall spring forth; shall ye not know it? I will even make a way in the wilderness, and rivers in the desert
Psalm 37:3-5 3 Trust in the LORD, and do good; so shalt thou dwell in the land, and verily thou shalt be fed.
4 Delight thyself also in the LORD; and he shall give thee the desires of thine heart.
5 Commit thy way unto the LORD; trust also in him; and he shall bring it to pass.
Isaiah 43:2,4,18 When thou passest through the waters, I will be with thee; and through the rivers, they shall not overflow thee: when thou walkest through the fire, thou shalt not be burned; neither shall the flame kindle upon thee. 3For I am the LORD thy God,
4Since thou wast precious in my sight, thou hast been honourable, and I have loved thee: therefore will I give men for thee, and people for thy life. 5Fear not: for I am with thee
18Remember ye not the former things, neither consider the things of old. 19Behold, I will do a new thing; now it shall spring forth; shall ye not know it? I will even make a way in the wilderness, and rivers in the desert
Ezekiel 34:18 16I will seek that which was lost, and bring again that which was driven away, and will bind up that which was broken, and will strengthen that which was sick
Ezekiel 11:19 19And I will give them one heart, and I will put a new spirit within you; and I will take the stony heart out of their flesh, and will give them an heart of flesh:
Jeremiah 24:7
7And I will give them an heart to know me, that I am the LORD: and they shall be my people, and I will be their God: for they shall return unto me with their whole heart.
Deuteronomy 30:6 6And the LORD thy God will circumcise thine heart, and the heart of thy seed, to love the LORD thy God with all thine heart, and with all thy soul, that thou mayest live. 7And the LORD thy God will put all these curses upon thine enemies, and on them that hate thee, which persecuted thee. 8And thou shalt return and obey the voice of the LORD, and do all his commandments which I command thee this day. 9And the LORD thy God will make thee plenteous in every work of thine hand, in the fruit of thy body, and in the fruit of thy cattle, and in the fruit of thy land, for good: for the LORD will again rejoice over thee for good, as he rejoiced over thy fathers: 10If thou shalt hearken unto the voice of the LORD thy God, to keep his commandments and his statutes which are written in this book of the law, and if thou turn unto the LORD thy God with all thine heart, and with all thy soul.
Matthew 18:19 19Again I say unto you, That if two of you shall agree on earth as touching any thing that they shall ask, it shall be done for them of my Father which is in heaven. 20For where two or three are gathered together in my name, there am I in the midst of them.

Deztny
Deztny Vicksburg,MS

You are absolutely right sister. We can't put a question mark where God has placed a period. I have not heard that saying since mama and that has been a loooonnggg while ago. you sound so much like her when you speak about God and the love you have for him. Just another reason for me to believe that You will find your annointing that SHE saw in you. I feel like it's so close. I feel it from your words that you expressed in your update above. It's as if it's staring you in the face ready for you to unmask yourself and receive it. I don't know what it is but I can feel. And yes, EVERYTHING happens for a reason. God will take the soul of one beautiful creature in order to save the soul of the next. (DEEP HUH) We don't know what mama or jen prayed for. Even in those last days. But I do know that God makes no mistakes and he will give us what we humbly ask of him. Jen loved you enough and mama loved US enough to go be at peace in order for us and our families to see the light and save our own souls. It hurts and it won't get any easier. But we are making it EVERYDAY believe it or not. Time waits for no one. Look how long its been since Jen's death. Our own mama have been gone for almost a year now. But we are MAKING it. And just on that alone I am thankful and blessed. We could've been in mental hospitals, or we could've disassociated ourselves from the world. But here we are on "pray about" able to talk and express how we feel and hopefully give strength to the next person who may stumble across our stories and give them hope and inspirtation as well. I love you sister and may God continue to add strength and healing on your soul and life.

iamhischild
iamhischild Texas

Dear Father in Heaven, Please bless me sister in Christ with comfort in what is going through with the loss of her Mother and girlfriend. Continue to give her strength and to trust in you always. Remember my sister, it not our time it is his timing and he knows what is best for us.

Aska
Aska Beograd, Serbia

Lord and lady
Please shed some light in this man's situation. Please help him to understand and get over the pain because of his grave loss. Please let him have his ability developed so he can help others too. Blessings

Deztny
Deztny Vicksburg,MS

God does have something special in store for you dear sister. Just continue to ask and you will receive but it will be in HIS timing. I firmly believe that the trials and tribulations are for a reason. But I'm tired of trying to figure it out on MY OWN! Its not for US to figure out anyway. The inner spirit or annointing that mommy saw in you will reveal itself ( I Feel) when you are TRULY ready to see it for yourself. Sometimes you have to pray and ask God to give you His understanding of what you need to see. And the trip part about it is that once you figure it out, the answers were always there in your face anyway. Our understanding and logic of it all can be intercepted by the devil. So we need HIS understanding to figure things out. I don't know if that makes sense sister but thats what I feel and I love you and I'm going to continue to pray for me and our family.

Thankfultoo
Thankfultoo Killeen, TX

My Heavenly Father I come to You in prayer and ask that You will help this young woman understand her blessing. Lord God YOu are an Amazing God, and we are so blessed to have You in our livies. I thank You my Lord for blessing this woman.Be her guide, In Jesus Name I pray, Amen.

Into_the_Light
Into_the_Light Germany

Dear akdubb, sorry for these two big losses you have to face.The dreams you have are actually a blessing, some psychic gift you received from God, but you would need someone honest in your area with experience in that field so that you could integrate or further develop this talent of yours. Many spiritual healers doing a great job with their talents but many as a child have been disturbed or anxious about that. What it means is just that you have access to some part of divine knowledge and the dreams about the deaths came to prepare you for something that you could not have changed by any intervention, your love for theses two people was so strong that you were prepared for the loss but -as everybody has his or her time to die -it truly was their right time to die or better to make the transition to their heavenly home as they are both spiritual beings like everyone of us, so you can reach them wwith your prayers,etc. -i am very sure that you received or will receive some signs from both that they are doing very well and everything is okay, check this link out:http://www.adcrf.org/
And be absolutely sure that you will meet both of them when it is your time to leave your body, making the journey home again.
But your ability is a true gift and by no means a curse and it may be the beginning of a deep awakening of truths you somehow knew but supressed or were afraid of. If this is the case there are very many honest people who can help and guide you with that but most likely you wont find them in Sundaychurch.., Gods bless, sincerely,Marcus

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Into_the_Light - 7 months ago: In regard to Imgreenes response: I think these are totally different cases since his dreams were no nightmares but true precognition, quite the same like Jesus KNEW that he will be cruxified soon. But in the case you have any fear to be possessed by evil demons simply cast them out abdukk and command them in the mighty name of Jesus to leave you, your thoughts,emotions your spirit and all that belongs to you making strictly clear that you dont allow any evil spirit to dwell or reside in you in the name of Jesus. And if you are so disturbed and anxious about your gifts and talents you can surely ask Jesus to take theses gifts away from you. Free will in our lifetime on earth is one of the utmost divine laws, otherwise we would not have any murderers at all, so if it is your free will that you want to be freed from this gift Heaven will respect that. But only do that if you are absolutely sure of it,since you can always ask Jesus, God or the archangels for guidance and protection and since you dont abuse your gifts for any black magic why not asking for protection and guidance first, since Jesus is always just one prayer away....
lmgreene16
lmgreene16 Rochester, NY

Hello,
I pray in the Lord Jesus name to take the dreams away. I too used to suffer from horrible, emotional dreams that seemed so real, I would wake up terrified. I asked the Lord to take the dreams and intuition away. My father who is practicing an eastern religion (cult) said it was my destiny and that in another life I was a powerful magician and "entities" have followed me into this life (they still thought I was alive). What a bunch of hooey??!! Only when I asked Jesus to forgive my sins (I didn't know any better) the dreams stopped. As a matter of fact the last bad dream I had I envisioned a hevenly lighted column that separated me from the dream!!!! Praise God!!!!:>