Please pray for me while I deal with the difficult times that I am going through. About 3 yrs ago I found out my husband of 10 yrs whom I have 2 children with was cheating with a much younger woman (18yrs old). I was devistated. I felt like God betrayed me. I was a good wife and mother. How could he do this. Then he sent this wonderful man to me that treated me and my daughters like Gold. Then somewhere into our 2 yr relationship he began treating me and my girls terribly. Tearing me apart emotionally. Telling me he hated me, I disgusted him, he can't stand putting his hands on me, etc, etc. As much as I loved him I couldn't stand it anymore so I left. A month or so later he came back telling me how sorry he was and I truely believed that he was. Just recently he started up again. We were in an arguement and he told me he was going to beat me up and soon after that he pulled a gun out on me and when I cry he tells me that I am giving him a headache. I know that this is a terribly disfuntional relationship but I fell in love and now I am broken hearted all over again. I just don't understand why God continues to put me through this. I am emotionally defeated. I feel like I can no longer carry on and I find myself questioning Gods existance. So I ask that you all pray for my heart to heal.