Oh wow, i started this prayer by writing this huge intro..but its not really nescasery (sp). Anyways i just want to say i do beleive in the lord and jesus and i pray yes but i dont follow a church..please dont get me wrong but i just dont agree with churches. Anyways...my life is good yet hard. I have read some of the other prayers here about people's physical pain, medical conditions, abuse etc and I dont have that problem as far as i know but emotionally im hurt you can say. I have great friends and a super family BUT..i think i might be gay/bi. there i said it. I really dont want to be but if i am, i can accept that. I think God will still love me even though churches are totally against it. But it would be so awesome if i can get some help with my feelings on this. I also need some help so that i don't get teased about being a homosexual.

Sorry if that doesnt all sound nicely..its late, but i felt like i need to share my story somwhere. I hope all works out well..i know suicide is not the answer and i must just live through whatever. But feeling sad, down, depressed etc is not very fun. I love you Lord.