Praying for a miracle - The past 8 months I have been emotionally unstable. I have ruined a relationship that God has so graciously placed before me. I am asking to please please pray for this relationship it was an answer to a prayer a year ago and i have taken advantage and ruined it. I pray for healing and I pray that God will heal his heart as well. I pray that God will draw Josh near to him and teach him the beauty of loving and the beauty of relationships. I pray desperatley that God will soften his heart to these things. I pray that God will help me to seak the proper help that i need and I pray for forgiveness for what i have done, I pray the Lord will do his miraculous work in our lives and i pray he will guide me. I pray he will help me not to feel so alone and so purposeless. I pray the hurtful hurtful words that i have held onto from other people will be released and they will see me in posotive ways. Please pray with me...Jesus your beloved needs you now.