I suffer from depression and right now am going through a very, VERY bad spell where I really just want to not continue living and I know that this too shall pass. I am in so much pain and anguish because of a horrible misunderstanding which occurred with a special loved one on Monday. She has blocked me from the computer. I was writing to apologize and suggest we put the past in the past and we can still be friends. I thought we could heal each other and get beyond the anger. I haven't stopped crying and I am praying that my angels, God and Jesus will lift my anguish from me, but I still feel it. Please help me. I don't want to feel this. I have so much love to give and I can't stop crying from the pain. Please, please help me as I help others, and please pray for my friend, that she can forgive me.