believe it or not, i have felt similar. not so much that something was 'crap', but more in that some things only applied to certain people, and that 'favor' was only for others.

i have been in the toilet of life for over 5 years. financial ruin. not knowing where money for rent, utilities, food, medication, and other bills will come from....

i never understand how some get their prayers answered and are so blessed.

what i am trying to say is that -- in spite of my short comings and how i feel, the circumstances and outcome, god does still love and forgive me.

he too loves and forgives you.

i feel your pain and pray that the lord would touch your heart and reveal his love thru the holy spirit so you will know in a special way.

i pray that he will do the same for me. i have been empty, sad, in so much pain and lonely for so long -- it seems like it will never end.

god bless you.

FATHER IN THE NAME OF JESUS I PRAY THAT YOU WILL TOUCH THIS SISTER, FATHER SHE NEED A TOUCH FROM YOU, FATHER LET HER KNOW SHE DID NOT CHOOSE YOU, YOU CHOOSE HER, SHE IS ANOITED TO DO GOOD WORKS, WORKS THAT WILL REMAIN, AND WHATEVER SHE ASK THE FATHER IN JESUS NAME SHE WILL HAVE.... BUILD HER FAITH, FATHER I PRAY THAT YOU WILLSUPPLT HER EVERY NEED ACCORDING TO YOUR RICHES AND GLORY IN CHRIST JESUS.. AMEN

Dear sister we all have made mistakes and come short of the glory of God. And if we tell the truth we all at sometime have questioned God. And that is what makes us human.God sent his son to die on the cross so our sins are forgiven what ever they are ... No matter how big or small ... If only we ask. God is our father and a forgiving God. So never give up on him and he will never give up on you. His blessings may not come as fast as you think they should, But keep the faith and I assure you they will come. Dear Heavenly Father I lift this prayer up to you with my sister. I pray you see her needs and send her the blessings she seeks. This in Jesus name I pray Amen

IF YOU HAD NOT THOUGHT WHAT YOU READ WAS "CRAP", YOU WOULD HAVE NEVER FOUND OUT THE TRUTH AND THE REAL MEANING OF WHAT YOU READ. WHEN YOU THOUGHT WHAT YOU READ WAS CRAP, GOD "SPOKE" TO YOU AND DIRECTED YOU TO THE TRUTH AND TRUE UNDERSTANDING OF HIS WORD. WE LEARN THE TRUTH FROM THE MISTAKES WE MAKE IN LIFE AND THE "CRAP" THAT WE FEEL HAS DISTANCED OUR LIFE FOR THE WORD AND THE LOVE OF GOD. WHEN JESUS DIED TO REDEEM YOU, YOUR PLACE IN HEAVEN WAS MADE PERMANET. JESUS SHED HIS BLOOD AND DIED ON THE CROSS TO REDEEM US OF ALL OUR SINS. GOD IS ALWAYS WITH YOU AND HIS LOVE AND GRACE WILL SUSTAIN YOU. GOD NEVER LEAVES US ENEN DURING THE DARKESS DAYS OF OUR LIVES. WHEN WE SUFFER, HE IS THERE TO COMFORT US IF ONLY WE WOULD LET HIM IN TO DO HIS THING. AS HARD AS IT MAY BE FOR YOU TO UNDERSTAND, GOD ALLOWS THINGS TO HAPPEN FOR A REASON. HE ALLOWS DESPAIR TO CREEP UP ON US IN ORDER TO BRING US TO THE FOOT OF THE CROSS AND ASK HIM FOR HIS HELP. ADVERSITY INTRODUCES A MAN TO HIMSELF. ADVERSITY ALSO INTRODUCES US TO GOD AND HIS POWER TO SHOW US WHO IS GOD. PRAY WITHOUT CEASING. HE MAY NOT BE THERE WHEN YOU WANT HIM UT HE IS ALWAYS ON TIME !!!
HENRIETTE

God Our Father, in Jesus' name, I lift up this woman to you for total restoration of her life, finances, and soul. Lord, let her know in a miraculous way of your love and mercy. Show her in your wisdom how much value she is to you! BVM please intercede. Amen
Matthew 5:3
Blessed are the poor in spirit, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.