My friend, instead of "testing God", you should test YOURSELF! (or you think you are the professor at the collocvium examining God in YOUR BELIEF??) For example: start changing your life in a small but very important thing: NEVER EVER mention that woman's name again whom you committed adultery which caused your lovely wife to wish to die! At least I found her name too often in your prayer requests. I would like to see your WIFE's name - TANYA - written and talked about as many times as she deserves it! I pray for TANYA to have her husband back with a cleaned heart and with a serious decision for never cheating or leaving her again... I pray for you to get the willpower for ending this harmful, self-destroying way of life you lead and to be ready to take full responsibility for all the bad things you did against TANYA . I pray for you to be again a happy couple with your wife, TANYA in the name of Jesus. God bless you and TANYA!

Grant, things happen in God's time. It seems you need to give Him time with an open heart to hear what God is telling you.

I am praying for you to please listen to God.

03/20/08 NEVER GIVE UP!!! GOD HAS YOUR BACK. EPH.6:10-18 GIRD UP !! STAND!! THE LORD FIGHTS YOUR BATTLES GRANT, CONFESS SINS, REPENT. START ANEW. THE LORD WILL RENEW, REVIVE, RESTORE YOUR LIFE AMEN. HALLELUJAH. ISA.41:10 MARK11:24 MATT21:22
MARRIAGE RESTORATION IS YOURS. IN JESUS NAME AMEN.

Proverbs 13:19 A longing fulfilled is sweet to the soul, but fools detest turning from evil. Proverbs 12:15 The way of a fool seems right to him, but a wise man listen to advice.

Think of what Christ would tell you Grant. He would rebuke the spirit within you.We don't give God the chance at nothing. You are wrong in your thinking and you need to get on your knees and ask God's forgiveness.He will still forgive you. But if you repent.(turn from your sin,the the world, the flesh and the devil are telling you to keep this behavior up. And they will laugh at your downfall. Pray for forgiveness.

In Matthew 4:7, Jesus tells Satan, 'YOU SHALL NOT PUT THE LORD YOUR GOD TO THE TEST.' You, Grant, admit to putting God to the test, so it's not surprising you didn't get any results. You blame your wife for the loss or your baby, and at the same time say you hate her while you ponder perhaps returning to her in a year or two. Are you just thinking up excuses to have an affair and just have a good time? Please think of the feelings of others. Furthermore, you are jeopardizing your salvation and Liz Peck's salvation. It doesn't seem to me that you love Liz Peck all that much, either. You need God and I pray he heals you since you are wandering about in darkness, led by the evil one, and in danger of falling off the abyss of eternal damnation. Hell, although none of us likes to talk about it, is a reality. You need God and I pray you find him, through Jesus Christ his son, our Lord.

You should be asking What have I done for God? Instead you are questioning what God hasn't done for you. You have no choice but to give up on your marriage you say? You are just trying to justify your selfishness right now.

John 4:
7Submit yourselves, then, to God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you.

Lord, only you have the answer. I pray you will send understanding, that you will enlighten, the you will heal what has been broken and restore what the enemy has stolen. In the name of Jesus. Amen

LETS JUST TAKE THIS ANGER PRAYER WARRIORS AND USE IT FOR GODS GLORY. THIS IS NOT GRANT BUT THE SPIRIT THAT IS USING HIM. THIS PROFILE IS VERY REAL. HIS MOTHER AND WIFE IS UP HERE AS WELL. THE ENEMY IS BUSY AND WE CAN'T FIHT FIRE WITH FIRE. WE GOT TO SMUTHER THAT FIRE OUT WITH LOVE.

Grant, I don't think we test God, I think he tests us.
When the idea is not right, God says, "NO".
No - when the idea is not the best.
No - when the idea is absolutely wrong.
No - when though it may help you,
it would create problems for someone else
When the time is not right, God says, "SLOW".
What a catastrophe it would be if God answered every prayer at the snap of your fingers.
Do you know what would happen?
God would become your servant, not your master.
Suddenly God would be working for you instead of you working for God.
When you are not right, God says, "GROW."
The selfish person has to grow in unselfishness.
The cautious person must grow in courage.
The timid person must grow in confidence,
The dominating person must grow in sensitivity.
The critical person must grow in tolerance.
The negative person must grow in positive attitudes.
The pleasure-seeking person must grow in compassion for suffering people.
When everything is all right, God says, "GO."
Then miracles happen:
A hopeless alcoholic is set free.
A drug addict finds release.
A doubter becomes a child in his belief.
Diseased tissue responds to treatment, and healing begins.
The door to your dream suddenly swings open and there stands God saying, "GO!".
Remember: God's delays are not God's denials.
God's timing is perfect.
Patience is what we need in prayer.

Grant, it's not your wifes' fault she lost the baby. I am sure she is hurting too. I think you need to give God time. God allows things to happen only when HE is ready. Your baby is now an Angel watching over you and Tanya. Please have faith. I am praying for all 3 of you.

Sounds like you need to listen to God more you are married for life and as long as you desire another how can you not think that is sin turn it over to the Lord ask him how youmay help your wife with her pain Find a church that makes you feel wanted close your eyes and listen with your heart to the sermon the music go to a chapel and just sit you will find him cause he has already found you

YOU CANT PUT THE ALMIGHTY TO THE TEST. YOUR TRUST ,CONFIDENCE AND HOPE IN THE ALMIGHTY IS THE TEST OF YOUR FAITH. GOD ALLOW US TO GO THROUGH DARK SEASONS IN OUR LIFE, SO WHEN WE COME OUT WE KNOW IT WAS HIS POWER AND MIGHT. I KNOW YOU BELEIVE IN THE FATHER , BECAUSE YOU WILL NOT BE ON THIS SITE. SORRY ABOUT THE LOSS OF YOUR BABY. IM SURE YOUR WIFE HURTS JUST AS BAD, AND NEED ENCOURAGING FROM YOU, YOU HAVE TH RESIST THE DEVIL WITH ALL YOU HAVE, HE WANTS TO SEE YOU DEPRESSED, AND LIVING IN SIN. HE IS DOING HIS JOB,HE COMES TO STEAL KILL AND DESTROY. HE CAN HAVE YOU THINKING THINGS THAT ISNT TRUE.. DIG DEEP IF YOU CANT SAY NOTHING BUT JESUS JESUS.. ASK GOD TO FORGIVE YOU, BUT LIZ IS JUST A DESTRACTION THAT THE ENEMY PUT IN YOUR PATH, TO KEEP YOUR MIND OFF CHRIST. DONT BE FOOLED. GOD WOULDNT GIVE YOU A WOMAN IF YOU ALREADY HAVE A WIFE. ...GOD IS FAITHFUL. HE WILL GIVE YOU THE DESIRES OF YOUR HEART(BABY) FIRST YOU HAVE TO DELIGHT YOURSELF IN HIM. I BEG YOU TO ASK THE TO FORGIVE YOU, RENEW YOUR MIND, GIVE YOU A CLEAN HEART AND A RIGHT SPIRIT WITHIN YOU.....AND YOU DO HAVE A CHOICE.TO THROUGH YOUR MARRIAGE OR FIGHT FOR IT.... STAY ENCOURAGE. GOD BLESS

GRANT PLEASE DON'T ALLOW LUST TO COME BETWEEN LOVE. THIS IS YOUR WIFE AND LIZ PECK IS BEING USED BY THE ENEMY. YOU CAN'T PUT GOD THROUGH A TEST BABY! HE IS THE ALMIGHTY AND THERE IS NONE LIKE HIM. OPEN THE DOOR TO YOUR HEART AND ALLOW GOD TO ENTER SO THAT HE CAN HEAL YOU. IF IT WAS AS EASY AS JUST SITTING BACK AND WAITING FOR GOD TO MOVE, THEN THERE WOULD NOT BE ONE UNSAVED PERSON HERE. YOU GOT TO WANT CHANGE. YOU MAKE ONE STEP AND GOD WILL MAKE THE REST! YOU MADE ONE STEP BY CRYING OUT TO GOD FOR HELP, BUT YOU TOOK OFF RUNNING BEFORE YOU ALLOWED HIM TIME TO MOVE FOR YOU. KEEP PRAYING PLEASE. PLEASE EMAIL ME AT DEMIBABY_101@HOTMAIL.COM. PLEASE. YOU OWE YOUR WIFE THAT MUCH. I LOVE YOU BUT GOD LOVES YOU BEST.

No Shawnscott, actually I felt very irritated and can truly understand your anger when I read this request. But may be Grant could explain a little more because explained like that it sounds outmost selfish to say the least, I was just too tired for a comment but Grant, it would be really helpful to have a few more details because how you describe it I had exactly the same view like Shawnscott........couldnt believe what I read....