I'm so excited to see some plans (for vbac) coming together. I have some recently answered prayers about how to continue in this walk towards vbac. I'm going to lovingly tell my dh where I stand now after praying and walking in this journey. I believe I now have the guts and how to approach him on this topic. I didn't know it was ok to just tell him this is what I'm going to do and this is why. Though I have told him why many times and I have told him that I was going to have the midwife and did try that route for a little bit, but then got swayed because of fear of the journey. I wasn't sure of what the Lord wanted me to do, then I thought I was supposed to go with the OB and hospital. But now after much prayer and more walking in this journey; it's become so obvious to me that this is actually what I'm supposed to do. I'm supposed to lovingly and then stick to having a midwife and let the Lord plan the rest of the journey. So that's what I'm going to do. Also, I'm going to cancel my OB appointment on Thursday. I'm also going to encourage my dh to watch The Business of Being Born on Netflix. I'm trusting God to work all this out. I believe He cares so much of the birth of this baby.

Praise God!!!