I'm 28. I have 20 diagnosed health problems. I'm overweight on top of it all, from previous medical steroid use. I found out my liver isn't in great shape and I find out tomorrow if my heart is enlarged. I really need prayers, I mean really. I'm so afraid. Please keep me in your prayers, I haven't many people to ask. Your help is so much appreciated, thank you, and I will pray for others as well. Thanks again. Also, a new prayer I just added, my fiance' doesn't believe in God. We can't marry because of my health problems, I'll lose my medical coverage (disability/medicaid and medicare) and with 8 doctors, sometimes more and a lot of medications, I can't afford to lose it. He doesn't see how there's a God with the way the world is and he sees my situation, says if there's a God he's not a God he wants any part of with the way he lets people suffer. I pray everyday that he'll turn away from that line of thinking. We've written every presidential candidate and congress in Indiana, but we never get a response. I'm sure they won't change things for us or the millions in our situation I'm not saying my situation is the end-all by any means, I know it could be so much worse, truly I do. I'm just saying, even WITH what I go through, I believe, if anything more than I ever did. The only thing that bugs me is..when I was a teenager, I'd pray and feel him close and know he heard me. Sometimes now, I feel so separated from him and I don't know why. I know I get angry sometimes and I feel so guilty when that happens (not at him, in general)...but when I asked him why, I got "I've always been here. You've changed, I don't change, my love doesn't change." It was reassuring but hard to figure out what I'd done to change it all.

So, thank you for the prayers, everyone. I'll have to thank you in my comments on here, but I wanted to make sure I thanked you all. It means the world, as I said, to know that total strangers care about me and my situation.