Things are lining up quickly with no issues - my boss said OK to go away, the airline said no issues at all - book any time for this week. It's all lined up. I need to confirm with him. My issue here is doubt and fear. When we talked Saturday night he was excited and then I needed to confirm with my boss. Today I have doubts that he will change his mind - this has been a constant in our relationship - I need to believe. Seems God is directing me and if he wants us to be together (me visiting him) it will all line up. I need a sign... All systems go on my end - Please God, just send me a sign, so that i can plan this trip and see if our love can be renewed. I do miss him and realize we were both at fault. Thank you for your guidance and all the prayers for those who have read my dilemmas.

It is confirmed. I am on a plane on Friday going 6,000 mles away. I just know God is guiding me and I will get my answers with my ex and within myself. He is working, so I willl have a lot of time on my own. People stray for many reasos - he could be a jerk, lonely insecure or I pushed or all of the above. I believe in me and he will learn what he has lost. He has a lot of apologizing and it may not work. However, 9-10 days will give me answers.

This is one of the best experiences of my life. Maui, Hawaii - wow. Not only do I feel the presence of God, but the Karma is amazing... MY ex and I are getting along the best ever, the sun is perfect, I feel so connected to everything. God is definitely guiding me. My ex said have you had any more dreams about my mother? His Mom died when he was a teen - I said no, why? I did a few weeks back - a powerful dream at that. He said I don't know - I feel at peace, I feel something there - I thought it was her. I said so are you believing - and he looked at me and smiled - he has doubted God for a long time. I said Darren I am trying to make you a believer - Humans make mistakes - your Mom is communicating the same thing. I'm so happy to get someone to believe - God is guiding us - this is the best we have ever, ever been - emotionally, physically, etc.

God is guiding me, however, although we are getting along well - I have to leave on Sunday and it could be the end of our relationship. He is working here and I will be back 6,000 miles away. I guess our love is not strong enough - now we are so separated. I guess I move on. The only way our love will work is if we are together - months apart just won't be ok. God, please bring me some options.

God is guiding me, however, although we are getting along well - I have to leave on Sunday and it could be the end of our relationship. He is working here and I will be back 6,000 miles away. I guess our love is not strong enough - now we are so separated. I guess I move on. The only way our love will work is if we are together - months apart just won't be ok. God, please bring me some options. One option is me move here (very risky - I make too much $ at home), the other option is him getting a call at our home state. So hard.

God is humorous -- ask for signs and he shows you in so many ways you would never expect - not for my benefit, but for my boyfriend to realize what he has and what he will lose. He thinks all this that happened today is bad luck -- nothing really bad - just life hiccups -- I knew it was ok and was all signs for me - answers - advice -- guidance from God. Thank you Lord.

Something happened. I know God is still there but darkness came over me - I need to pray harder for me. My boyfriend was really, really trying and this experience opened up a lot of communication, but I got scared - put up my walls and continue to push him away. I want to heal and I want to be able to love. I do love this man and as God guided us a couple of months ago - he felt it - he talked about it for one of the first times in our relationship and he felt very blessed. Now? I don't know - darkness has creeped in to challenge us. Could be my own make-believe dark cloud or could be a satan challenge. Whatever it is I pray for God's guidance for both of us. We have learned a lot and both deserve to see this through. Thank you and God Bless All.

Something happened. I know God is still there but darkness came over me - I need to pray harder for me. My boyfriend was really, really trying and this experience opened up a lot of communication, but I got scared - put up my walls and continue to push him away. I want to heal and I want to be able to love. I do love this man and as God guided us a couple of months ago - he felt it - he talked about it for one of the first times in our relationship and he felt very blessed. Now? I don't know - darkness has creeped in to challenge us. Could be my own make-believe dark cloud or could be a satan challenge. Whatever it is I pray for God's guidance for both of us. We have learned a lot and both deserve to see this through. Thank you and God Bless All. I do pray tonight that we go to counseling. It is the only thing that will truly heal both of us - being around a neutral party with experience. God lead us in that direction, intercede with my boyfriend as he was interested in going and now may be closed down - show him the courage and remind him of the good things I do and the love I have and will care for him completely again, but need to heal -- years of healing, not just from him, but from life. Him too. Keep us together and make sure we are kind, caring and respectful to each other.

I also ask that God bring me any answers I still seek or anything behind the scenes that I am missing or not aware of. I need closure -- a new beginning - finally. I also need to know if it is all worth it. God needs to guide me there.