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misskayla
misskayla Baltimore, MD

suicide

I am an 18 year old recent high school graduate young woman and I have been feeling really low about myself lately. So many bad events have happened to me recently and I have all these bad feelings about myself. I cant help to think about suicide because all I want is some peace and to finally feel secure about myself. I prayed to God so hard last night that I even cried and begged him to take away all these bad feelings. I need some help. Please pray that god will take away these bad feelings and replace them with good feelings and that I can meet the right person. I just want to be happy again.

-Kayla

Update - about 1 year ago:

Just to clue everyone in on just one of the events that has happened to me recently is my boyfriend of two years cheated on me and our relationship is over..

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GAJAO
GAJAO Wayne,PA

Kyle
You are young and beatiful....give your life a chance to see all of God's creation ...start by smelling the roses...take a walk into the woods...with someone you trust...get involve with a hobby and make or set goals for your dreams come.If you truely believe you can make it happen ...you have to stay strong...share all of that gifts that God has giving you...maybe you want to be a teacher for 1st and 2nd graders.Just think positive. This way you can keep your mind of your x-bo

Hannah
Hannah London UK

You Encouraged me when me and my boy friend broke up- let me encourage you -

You are a beautiful, intelligent woman of a God who loves you, and who wants to hold you close...

He has a good and perfect plan for you, with some one who will treat you right, and who will love you and God - so you can grow together in God...

Have hope

xxx

r953230
r953230 Cairo, Georgia

Kayla,
You are a young and beautiful girl. If your boyfriend cheated on you, then you didn't need him anyway. Pray for the right soulmate to come your way. He is out there somewhere. Say this outloud everyday, IN THE NAME OF JESUS CHRIST AND BY THE BLOOD THAT WAS SHED ON THE CROSS FOR ME, THE DEVIL HAS TO LEAVE. Anything bad that happens to you comes from the devil. God does nothing wrong. You have to wake up every morning fighting the devil. Use God's words to fight him. We are always in a spiritual fight with the devil. Remember this. All answers to anything we want to know is in the Bible. The Bible is the most important resource we have. It is God's word for us. It never changes. When you read it, ask God to help you understand it. Your peace will come. Bless you. Read Proverbs and Psalms first. They are my favorite.

alexandria
alexandria edmonton

Hi Kayla, i just want you to know that i have been having the same thoughts as you. I'm so sorry about your boyfriend and i will pray that you find a suitable match. I once tried sitting in a running car in a garage but my sister found me and saved me... which i am grateful for. life is hard but if you pray for God's will - you will find happiness. that's what i am trying to do. fighting to stay with the wrong guy... will only bring you tears, you stay strong. god hears your prayers and i will pray for you to; alexandria

Penny_Lane
Penny_Lane Philippines

there's no way i will exactly know how hard is your situation but more or less, i have an idea as i was in the same situation many years ago. simply put, all i did was pray, pray, and pray. i was alone then because i wasn't the type to share my problems with others but i got through it. all because of Him. be strong and if you need someone to talk or someone whom you could pour out your pains, email me. believe that a lot cares for you. God bless you!

Mikeyneedsepiphany
Mikeyneedsepiphany Rochester, NY

I know how it feels to want to be happy, and to be buried in sadness everywhere you seem to look. I've always felt that things happen for a reason. Sometimes, in order to rise up, we need to fall first. For some, it's harder than others. Stay strong and keep telling yourself that this is all a part of a bigger plan. Funny how seeing something from the outside makes it seem easier to deal with. I hear what you're saying, and while I know it's not easy to deal with, I can promise you that it's all going to work out fine. Accept His will, realize it's for the greater purpose, and at least the pain you're feeling will begin to be eased by a feeling of purpose. He's guiding you somewhere. Don't fight it or be sad, be an explorer and see where He wants you to go.

Monique C.
Monique C. Barbados, W.I.

Miss Kayla I am almost twice your age I have been going through the same thing for the last 9months. The thoughts of suicide are not your own. The devil puts those things into your head. Be of courage and faith, God has a plan for you and me. Try to get closer to the Lord and find out what is the lesson to be learnt from this. Heavenly father we ask that you give misskayla peace from the attack of the devil, give her back her joy and show her that it does not come from being with any person it comes from you. Give her direction and let her come out of this victorious, In the name of Jesus. Amen

Joymusik
Joymusik Wisconsin

Lord, Help Kayla to seek you with all her heart. Help her to seek out a trusted friend or pastor who can help guide her closer to you. Help her to see that YOU will never leave her or forsake her and that in YOU alone can she put her trust in. Thank you for healing her broken heart. Thank you for being a father to the fatherless, a husband to the husbandless, and a "boyfriend" to the "boyfriendless." You alone can bring peace and fulfillment in life. Help Kayla to realize once she puts her focus to you, other things in her life will come into focus.
AMEN

wvkidd
wvkidd Lindside, WV

You are a young lady, with only a boyfriend that will soon realize what he has done wrong and be begging for you back... be strong and go on with your life..You have a lot ahead of you... there is always somone else out there! I myself have been going through a hard situation.....my wife left me with our two sons....I just look toward the Lord..and try to keep positive thoughts...although this is tough....It is hard.... Keep praying..
Joey

hlmark
hlmark Idaho

I am so grateful to have this oppertunity to pray with you. You are young and beautiful. You have many things that we seem to forget when we are in this state of mind. You have the talents that God has given you. I ask that he will help you to remember those talents and how much of a blessing they are to have in your life. I ask that he will help you to see that you are seeking that particular one who will be your friend,companion, and soul mate who would never take you forgranted and always love you for who you are. I know that if you look at all that you have been given and remember to thank him for everything it will help you to see how much strength you truely posess. He is truely with you and Loves you so much. I ask that he will open your eyes so that you can see all the love and happiness that he has for you. In Jesus name Amen

cassandra
cassandra South Carolina

You are a beautiful girl, you have many gifts not just your beauty. Explore these gifts. You are young these gifts will keep you focused on God, help you heal, find a life mate and say praise the Lord . I am glad I went through that trial I am much stronger now.

tyvangirls
tyvangirls alabama

i can truely relate to you i am also suicideale i now that it may seem at time that life is unbareable but life is what you make it and how you percieve it in your mind trust in god and he wil deliver you as for your boyfreind if he cheated on you then you will do better with out him you are better than that and you do not have to tollerate that in your life just thank god that he delivered you from him and believe me that if you trust in the lord he will deliver you a-men my email address is twilson@watvc.com i will like to talk to you some times may be we can help each othere not to go down that road of suicide and fully recover ok.

richardc
richardc anaheim, california

Please don't ever consider suicide because that is not from the Lord. This would be from satan cause his goal is to destroy as many as he can. The Lord Jesus is faithfull and he will help you. So just keep seeking him in every way. Prayer, worship, church, christian music. the Bible. You did the right thing to reach out to your prayer partners to. Sometimes it takes some time for these things to pass. I went through a depression that lasted almost two years a long time ago and thought that suicide might be an answer. Thank God I did not do that and he has delivered me and now it is about 30 year later and the Lord is good. The Lord loves you and he will help you. Your joy and peace come from him not circumstances which can change in the twinkling of an eye. Pray without ceasing and just be honest with Jesus every day and he will deliver you. God bless you and I will pray for you now.

cristina
cristina Working in Kuwait (from Philippines)

Do not think about bad feelings ... You are blessed because you are physically strong. Many people are suffering from serious illness and struggling in life everyday. We have only one life and dont waste it. God give us life to be meaningful. If your problem is just your bf that cheated you, open your eyes and mind, you are not the only person suffering from this situation. Forgive and forget. Your bf is not deserving for your love, so wait and see... time will come,, a right person will come to your life unexpectedly... I will pray for you. God Bless always.

abhamarcus
abhamarcus mumbai, India

The Lord loves you and has created you in his image. The Lord has given you this beautiful Life because he loves you. At times v become so selfcentered that we do not think about the Our who gave his life for us, we hardly think about our families but instead we think about the person who has given us hurt and grief. Jesus loves you little Princess Pray to him and he will give you his joy love and peace to you.
with love and Prayers