I asked God to guide me with my son salid's mother, in which a relationship with her would work but I am getting closer and closer to accepting that his mother Karla no longer wants me. Today in Church She didn't even try to talk to me. I called her last night and this morning to pick me up and take me to church but she didn't pick me up. I called her mother last night and Karla Still didn't come to pick me up. I have believed in the past that the thing to do would be to be patient and wait for her to overcome her obstacles in which were hindering her future with me but it justs seems like she has given up on me. I guess I need to know, or I should say I need Gods guidance and wether I should move on in my life and seek marriage maybe to my own race in which I am arabic. I fear this because it may make me, or I should say people will try to convert me back to Islam. For that reason I don't know what to do in my life right now. I believe in God and I am a Christian and I believe in Jesus Christ as my Lord and Savior. I ask that people pray for me Shad Rashid!