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Aska
Serbia
"If you don't fast,I will become sick"
It is tiring for me to even think about her.
It began when I was diagnosed with epilepsy. She was sad, because she knew that without medicaments I would be gone soon. We were atheists but I was drawn to Greek Gods even then.
Then, Vesna appeared. They found her via newspaper and she claimed she can heal everything. They decided to give her a try. She did heal me. She also became mother's best friend. Even today, mom thinks we are in debt to her, and Vesna has a lot of say in my life, including what can I wear and what can I have on my own room walls. Vesna was and is, very religious, and very strange. You know, thinking all other religions should not exist and they are all wrong. That they should be killed or converted so that only Ortodox Christians remain.
So my mother started forcing me into Christianity with treats, violence, and Hell. She claims that everything bad is my fault and everything good is God's doing so I can never be proud or happy. Also, she found a law somewhere saying I am her property, and i am to do whatever she says or she can even kill me or stop medicaments arriving. The same thing was what Vesna said. So I lived in religion that does not lay to my heart for three years, forced to go to church that does not mean anything to me, to fast for some cause that is not mine.
If I disobey she has the right to throw me out, she does not want to be near unchristians because they are 'dirty' she fights with her parents and sister and has no remorse if she hits her old mother with a pan, yells at everyone we are going to hell...I am so tired. For every bit of free thinking that opposes hers, she goes silent from anger saying in whisper: You ARE confessing THAT when we go to church!!! She is p***** me of when she prays loudly, I was often forced to pray with her, just watch the movie THE OTHERS you may get some idea how does it look like...She prays out loud, but I can't even stand in front of my altar with my book of prayers in my hands. She is holy and i am making our home filthy. She rarely now hits anyone but she hammers our minds and preaches all the time. Aunt and sister did not want to get involved when she started yelling at me grabbing me for my hair and smashing me to wall because I politely said I don't feel like going to church. I want to be free and not having to hide my religion like it is a crime. I want to stand right next to Jenny the Christian and Joe the Muslim and not being afraid that my little faith will offend someone or cause some frowning and physical attacks. I don't want bad things for mom...just I want to be far away from her...I am so tired..
Update - 23 days ago:
I am positively surprised by a level of tolerance I see in posts arriving to me. This has never happened to me before. Everyone else would say "Why are you so angry, no one died from fasting and Christianity". I thank you for your thoughts and I thank you you accept me.
Update - 23 days ago:
Vesna messed up original recipe through time, she was changing it and now her formula doesn't work on me anymore! I am so afraid, I noticed ocational leg and arm seizures. I don't wanna go back I can't go back :(
Update - 18 days ago:
I pray for mother to marry with her love and go to live with him. Happy she, happy me. Blessings
Update - 14 days ago:
Vesna said I am fat. Mom is not not making any food all I had today was a piece of bread.After she finds me 'ready', Vesna will treat me with lasers. I don't know what they do but they said I must. I feel like a peace of meat.
Update - 13 days ago:
Today we had a guest so I ate a bit. But as soon as guest goes home she will continue
Update - 13 days ago:
She told me Im a mediocre not good at anything...
Update - 13 days ago:
She is now making food, but is watching me and telling me if I had enough.
Update - 11 days ago:
whole night while we were in the theater, she kept calling her boyfriend! Forcing him to tell her million times he loved her.MIllion and first time he did not reply because it is midnight and she decided not to cook what she promised me whole week, and she took a cab and went to his place which is on the other part of the Bg to check WHY ISN'T HE ANSWERING. I can't believe this.
Update - 10 days ago:
she came back at 01;25, I was in bed,asleep, and she started tickling me. You know, to show me everything is fine. Then she started cooking. Since sarma has to be cooked on the weak fire all night...I don't think she went to bed at all. She says she can't buy milk because of lack of money, why does she have to go to hairdresser every day.
Update - 10 days ago:
I told her this man will be mad if she goes to check him, I can relate, we are both horoscope Virgos/Saggitarius. He is mad and now she is mad at me too. Not my problem she didn't listen.
Update - 10 days ago:
She...just broke into my piggy bank. Le sigh.
Update - 8 days ago:
She twisted my arm in front of Vesna saying I must fast at least on Friday, I said I won't. She then proceeded to ask me whom I serve, what is the name of my master, what is the name of the demon I offer my body in night...
Update - 4 days ago:
today she showered me with gifts and she was not snake like when we mentioned signing out of the school. but as soon as my internet goes out, I won't be online for a month. She had made a horrible debt.
Update - 3 days ago:
we are getting a dog
Update - 1 day ago:
Apparently, Vesna and mom blame me for their bad luck, because I am linked to Vesna through her medicine. And each time I disobey, Vesna suffers. So if you don't wanna hurt another, do as I say. Is this supposed to make me feel bad?
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YourSisterInChrist
El Paso, Tx
Dear Father, please bless our little sister with a healthy Mother and a healthy life style, I ask this in Jesus name, Amen
Aska - about 22 hours ago:
Thanks...blessings
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kbooth
la
God with all your glory and grace we lift Aska and her family up for healing today. We know that all things are possible through you Son Christ who strengthens us. We know that You will make a way when there seems to be no way. Please show Aska what Your will is for her and show her how to follow the path you want her to walk on. Walk with her guiding her along the way. Provide wisdom and insight as she journeys through her life here on earth. Amen
Aska - 1 day ago:
Thanks Kbooth. She is becoming a terror again. and I just thought I can update with nice things.
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Roxana_Allyson
Australia
Dear Ana, I am praying for your dear friend. When is your internet going offline?. I will remember you in my prayers. I hope you are back soon. This is a picture of my dog, Jack when he was a puppy. He is 8 months old now. He is a boxer X staffy and still pretty naughty. (But cute!). Send me a picture of your dog when you can. I love dogs! Take care and God Bless XXO
Aska - 1 day ago:
I will, but I still have to get one. Blessings
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Thankfultoo
Killeen, TX
My Heavenly Father I come to You Lord to lift up Aska in prayer. Holy Father I pray that she will find the peaxe she needs, I pray for her mother to see the beauty in her daughter. I pray that their hearts will be healed. I pray that Aska's dreams will come true. Lord I ask that You place a Hedge of Protection around Aska and her family. I thank You My Lord. Amen
Aska - 2 days ago:
Thank you. Appreciating your prayers. blessed be
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ambergirl0687
hastings,MI
I am praying that God interceds in your mothers life. What kind of dog are you getting? You will love it!
Aska - 2 days ago:
I'm getting a mops, or boxer. Goddess heard my prayer for a companion and brought me yesterday a puppy of German wolfdog in front of our home, but it looked like it had an owner so I didn't take it. If I see it again, I will.
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AuntSherry
Harrison Arkansas
Lord I ask that you protect this child and keep her in your loving arms. Lord I ask that no harm shall come upon her.
Lord I ask that you will stop this pain her mother is putting her through and give her peace in her life. Lord I ask that you heal this mother and put peace in her heart. In Jesus name. Amen
Aska - 2 days ago:
Thanks aunt Sherry. Thing are getting slightly better
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memo
Los Angeles, CA.
Precious Heavenly Father God:
Please watch over my little sister Aska and do not allow her to be put through such torment. I pray that you will touch her mother's heart and that mother/daughter relationship will be restored with peace, love, harmony and lot's of understanding and communication. Please keep my sister safe and help her mom to be more loving and understanding towards her daughter Aska.
In Jesus Mighty Name I Pray...........
AMEN.................
I send you these flowers to lighten your Day........
God Bless You sweetheart..........
Aska - 3 days ago:
Thanks Becky!! How are you? I got a flu.
memo - 3 days ago:
I'm fine sweetie. You should try taking some hot tea with lemon, maybe that will help. I hope you get better. I got your prayer response about not receiving e-mails from the people who are praying for you, and you are not the only one I have not got e-mails either so what I am doing is just checking my prayers individually, however that take more time.
I will inform helpfulpeople@prayabout
about this matter. Hopefully, it will be fixed soon. It's soo much easier when
we go to our e-mail and see who has prayed for us. O well, we'll just have to wait and see what happens. Have a great day sis and I really hope that things get better for you..........
In my prayers and blessings to you........
Love & Hugs
Your sis Becky..........
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My Dear Aska, I Must Write Your email. I would ask your Permisson to due so. I believe you should always be shown Kindness And Love For You Dear One, Are Such a Stong and Wonderful Soul, Such Passion For Life! Love, Kathleen
Aska - 3 days ago:
Of course you can write my email. But after my internet goes off, I won't be online for some time. Blessings
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Into_the_Light
Germany
Dear Aska, thanks God I have no doubt that your mothers insanity wont be able to break your strong soul and spirit, just persist and stand firm, it cant last very long than you will have your own life, prepare already for this coming time so you can endure the waiting, Aska, hugs
Aska - 3 days ago:
Thanks Marcus. What do you plan to do now? My grandad had such situation, just like you, but
everything worked out...
Into_the_Light - 3 days ago:
I jump with Jesus, Buddha and any integrous spirit in the middle of this circle above....its not yet decided Aska, meanwhile I just pray, light candles and rest. You really have a very strong soul, many others would be broken, but you are much stronger than your mother, why dont you answer her stupid question with: Jesus, mom, only Jesus...;-) It would be tiny effort for your wisdom to prove her insanity with all of Jesus teachins, if I was you I would explain seriously to her that you need to do some exorcism on her because you can see that she is in Satans grip and you dont allow her devils to dwell near you, so just cast them out in Jesus name, Aska,lol.Really, turn the situation around and use her bible to prove it, that would make her think and you just beat her with her own weapons and you are even entitled to do so, dont let her trample all over your soul, just trample on all her serpents, scorpions and snakes*gg I would be most interested and delighted if you really turned it around, use the bible to prove all her wrongdoing, its just so easy, Aska and probably makes her really think if you do it with all your cleverness.......;-))) Good luck!
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Dear Aska, It is One of the Prayer of My Soul that You be Loved and Cherished. God, Please Send All Your Angels from All the Heavens. I Kneel before you and Pray for Your Love And Mercy for Your Child, With Every Fiber of My Being Bless and hear this Prayer. Open the Heavens And hear Me Cry: Reach Out, Reach Out Reach Out ! Most Loving And Heart Felt Prayers For Our Dear Sister Aska. Kathleen
Aska - 5 days ago:
Thank you Kathleen. Blessings on you
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memo
Los Angeles, CA.
Sweet precious little sister Aska:
I will keep you in my prayers and I hope things get better for you.
God Bless You
Your sister Becky...........
Aska - 10 days ago:
Thank you Becky...blessed be
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Diotima
Budapest, HUNGARY
Adi-gida, your mum is... what can I write about her BEFORE Mother's Day... Let's talk about her after it is over... Huhh, only God knows how much hardship is imposed on us because of mothers! Your mum is under the bad influence of Vesna - but even this statement isn't really true because Vesna's medicine saved you from seizures! You know, not so long ago I found the TRUTH OF TRUTHS which is: LIFE IS VERY COMPLICATED - mums are even more... You can laugh now :D I send you a photo of "The Secret Garden" where we all would have loved to spend our childhood - but only a few of us could. You and I were not among those happy kids, alas! BUT YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL AND THAT IS THAT!!! ;-) lol Bri
Aska - 10 days ago:
Mother's day here is 8th of March, sooo...:) Anyway, when she awoke me yesterday, she told me I'm chubby again :)
Diotima - 9 days ago:
Adi dear, I have read your lovely prayer request about the the candles, mentioning "sister Brigitta" - thanks a lot, you are a brave little miscief! I copied and saved it because I was sure that it must be deleted... God bless,
gorgeous gal! lol bri
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padma
bangalore,India
LORD PLS BLESS ASKA AND TAKE AWAY EVERY PROBLEM FROM HER LIFE IN JESUS NAME I PRAY-AMEN
Aska - 10 days ago:
Thanks padma, that is what I need, thank you...blessings
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SCSunny
Dallas NC
Honey we need to pray for her. She is hurting really badly to have this behavior. Lord You know the needs and desires here better than I do and I am asking you to meet those needs. Take what is wrong and make it right. Draw them to You and let them see You are the only answer. Put loving caring Christians in their path to hold them and guide them to You. In Jesus name. Amen
Aska - 10 days ago:
Thank you Sunny, I hope you get married to you love soon, blessings
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anim2007
Finland
Hi Ana, I want to give you these. You are just like one of there roses. Love, Ani
Aska - 10 days ago:
They are so lovely! Nine roses, devet ruza :) I luv you Ani :D
anim2007 - 10 days ago:
Yhdeksän ruusua (Finnish-Suomeksi) nio rusor (Swedish-Svenska) Ni roser (Norwegian-Norge) Nine roses
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