Dear God here A.R prayer he been praying for a long time.please let him feel your present.show him your love in a special way.A.R your life is not a failure you have a mission, you are link in a chain, a bond of connection between persons.God has not created you for naught.. Therefore trust him,whatever,where you are.You can never be thrown away.God does nothing in vain.He knowns what it all about. God bless

"The day your desire goes away, love comes along". The lord is listening, I used to live praying for "this guy" to love me, I guess like for about 8 years. I thought God wasn't listening, that he didn't love me, but one day I realized that I was actually living a miracle when I saw the beauty of our universe, I suddenly started to see life with new eyes, I began to love every thing and creature, I was moved for life. In that moment I forgot "this guy" and started to live. Now I'm in love with someone else and I'm really thankful to have been "in love" with "that guy" because then I wouldn't realized how great love and life can be.
Don't worry. Age doesn't matter. I read your post because I saw my name on it. Hehe, funny thing: my name is Mónica Camacho Rodulfo, from Guadalajara.
Hugs from down here. God is listening!

It sounds to me that your trying to test the lord to get what you want. This approach is a little selfish and backwards. You sound very talented, so just let go of yourself, take a leap there is nothing to loose but gain. God loves you and adores everything about you. Just give up your earthly life by saying out loud that you believe full heartedly that jesus died for our sins.The holy spirit is the most powerful gift of life. Surrender your soul to christ and make a commitment to him. He is our father and he knows exactly how many hairs you have on your head. So just take it easy, slow down, dont rush through this life without him. With him all your doors that you think don't exist really do exist. It starts with faith. Most people dont meet jesus until they have hit rock bottom with their earthly life. With the lords spirit, ask in his name and ye shall recieve, May god surround you now and send all the right messengers to you so you to can share with us. We love you and don't you dare give up on us. We are all one with christ, you are my brother. In jesus name, amen

We earnestly pray in the name of Jesus, Mary, Joseph and all the angels and saints in heaven that your prayers are answered and that you discover what God's plan is for your life. God is about love and charity and reaching out to help others. I hope you will finds a wise and caring person to share your life and you both attempt to learn more about Jesus and his message of hope. God Bless you always!