I have a difficult hard times living with my parent,both are alcohlic, we rent a house and got car but most the time money will be the biggest problem...i really dunno wat to do...i need faith,courage, strength to move on this life,my boyfriend is far away and i miss him so much eventought dat he is only 21yrs and im 29yrs i hope that both us can face the difficulities together, i know its hard for him to make commitment at early age but i love him and wait till we can settle down, i just wan to be happy with him,buy a house and have child....sometimes i feel God really far from me when i needed He most...but i still have faith and will continue to pray everthings will be fine...