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india
india Wisconsin

I just can't take it anymore.

please pray for me! I can no longer stand the constant jeckel and hyde personality my boyfriend exhibits, and I can no longer stand the interference of his daughters mother anymore. I just wish I could lay down and die, and I am having panic attacks, I just want it to stop. I am sick and tired of him going off on me for pratically nothing and this seems to precede when he has to have contact with his daughters mother. Also he has his friend thinking I want to hang onto him and not let him go out with the guy. I feel that he is not really in love with me, and will never make an effort to do anything differnt, I have begged him, drug him to counseling, to not talk to me like I am a dog, and I just cannot take it anymore. I have to stay with my mother if she will let me. I don't have a good relationship with her either. I am tired, and I cannot take this anymore. I almost wish I could just lay down and die. I figure if a man loves a woman truly, he does not do and say some of the things this guy has. I am at my wits end and all I can do is leave. His answer would be fine , if you don't like it leave then. This guy is near and dear to my heart, he is often generous and kind, but I do not deserve to be talked to or treated any kind of way, or put last after a woman he no longer has a relationship with. The daughter is a grown woman who lives in another state! Both the mother and daughter manipulate him and he lets them. I am just sick and tired of going through this periodically and it seems to be no end in sight. When I get really mad and I ended up cussing at him and screaming, then I look like an idiot, and I am told to get out of the car. I am sorry I sound so angry and bitter, but I honestly feel if the man really wanted me and loved me at all, he would stop. Sorry about the bad grammar, but I just can't take it anymore. I feel tomorrow I will have to leave taking what I can. I don't feel I can ever return again. I am not perfect, but I am human. I am sorry about this long winded prayer. I feel guilty because I know there are people here who are suffering more than I am. But please pray for me. Thank you so much and God bless.

Hi, having trouble with posting an update on here. I just wanted to let you guys know that my relationship is over. I talked with my guy, and he told me that he felt it was too much stess for him. That I would probably be better off. He said that he was sorry, and that he felt my being with him was holding me back as well. I asked him if he was seeing anyone else, or getting back together with his daughter's mother. He said that this was not the case. Can't shake the feeling that there is a strong possibility it is. He apologized again. The hard part is that the apology sounded like there was no emotion, or that he did not even care. I don't know, at least he said I'm sorry. I feel really scared, and like I have lost someone I really love, and that I had some love back. I told him I would try and tie up any lose ends as fast as possible. I feel like every time I love someone, of have a meaningful relationship, the person abandons me and leaves. I know that God says no sometimes, and I had been praying for him and for me for awhile. Please pray for me to overcome feeling alone and abandoned all the time, and to stop feeling so scared all the time. Please pray for me to begin to just be happy from the inside out, and never need anyone, but myself and God to feel fulfilled. Please pray for me because I am scared, scared and imbolized. I also am living in a situation that is not easy for me at all. Please pray for me to get along with my mother, and to get into my own place, and to begin to see God at work in my life and all of my relationships, no matter how great or small. Please pray for me to get over this guy and move beyound him. Thank you all and my God bless all of you.

Update - 10 days ago:

Hi, this has been one of the hardest week's I've had in awhile. I find myself overwhelmed and tired. I am also scared! I know this is spiritual warfare, and that the enemy is using my situation, and family. I left and returned to where I was, because my Aunt got my mother stirred up about something I shared with another family member. My friends think I am crazy for dealing with the same person I left. I feel bad because I feel I just cannot get it right, and I am letting everyone down. I am afraid for my future, and I feel like right now I have stuff coming at me from left and right. Yet I know that I need to have some backbone, and be independent, that is the lesson here! I have also had to start facing my fear of being alone. So please continue to pray for me to: stop minding my guy's business, to keep the focus on myself, to create stability for myself, and to stop obsessing and stressing. Most of all please pray for me to really just "Let go and let God". Please pray for my guy, Satan is really trying to use him right now. Please pray for peace between us, and for me to be an example to him and others of who God is. Thank you all so much and God bless everyone greatly. In Jesus name. Amen.

Update - 6 days ago:

Hi, more rested and trying to look for work. My guy and I are getting along for now. I am concerned about him--it seems that as I grow closer to God, and try to develop my spiritualiy, the more the enemy is pulling him toward darkness. Without being too specific, satan is really trying to get him mixed up in something that will definitely take him down a dark road! Please, please pray for him to see what the enemy is trying to do to him. Please pray for him to get as far away from this evil as possible. I once went down a similar dark road, and was almost killed! I thank God he let me live, because if he had not, I would have ended up dead. Please pray that God will just do battle for my guy, and help him to see how much he (God) loves him. Thank you all so much, may God continue to bless each of you. In Jesus name. Amen.

Update - 6 days ago:

What I meant to say was that I would have gone straight to Hell. It definitely made me stop what I was doing. I know that if my guy continues to pursue this interest, nothing good will come of it. So, I am worried about him, but I know that preaching at him or saying too much would only result in more upset. Thanks for praying. Love India

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johnhyd
johnhyd hyd.india

praise the lord sister. thank u jesus giving nice respones from u r child .sister i also pray for all .god is with u amen

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kazbah
kazbah australia

hi india and thank you so much for your response to my prayer request, i read your response yesterday but havnt even had it in me to come on here for a few days, it seems that things just start to be looking up then they come crashing down again as soon as certain people are mentioned. i realy feel for you and your situation and i pray that god gives you strength to deal with it. take care, and thakx again,. karen.

johnhyd
johnhyd hyd.india

praie the lord. thank u jesus giving nice respones .. ialso pray for u amen

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johnhyd
johnhyd hyd.india

praise the lord sister .thank u jesus respones . god i with u , i pray for u amen

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india - 8 days ago: Thank you so much. May God continually bless you in everything you do, may you see increase, joy and happiness. In Jesus name. Amen.
johnhyd
johnhyd hyd.india

praise the lord sister .thank u jesus respones . god i with u , i pray for u amen

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johnhyd
johnhyd hyd.india

praise the lord sister .thank u jesus respones . god i with u , i pray for u amen

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hopefullady

HEAVENLY FATHER, HALLOWED BE THY NAME, I PRAY FOR THIS SISTER THAT YOUR HOLY SPIRIT WIL FALL ON HER AND ENABLE HER TO BECOME THE PERSON THAT YOU WANT HER TO BE. TRULY THERE IS TRUE HAPPINESS AND CALMNESS THAT WE CAN EXPERIENCE IN YOU AND THAT IS WHAT MORE IMPORTANT IN THIS LIFE BECAUSE WHEN WE HAVE IT IT WILL BE POSSIBLE TO TRUST IN YOU AND LOVE YOU WITH ALL OUR HEARTS AND SOULS. I ASK THEE FATHER GOD TO BLESS THIS SISTER WITH TRUE LOVE LET HER LOVE BE RECIPROCATED AND THAT HER FEARS AND ANXIETY WILL NOT BE THERE ANYMORE, REMOVE IT FROM HER BEING AND REPLACE BLESSINGS AND HAPPINESS. THANK YOU MY LORD FOR I KNOW HOW MUCH YOU LOVE HER AND YOU NEVER LEFT HER AND YOU WILL PICK HER UP WHENEVER SHE FALLS, YOU ARE MINDFUL OF HER AND YOU HEAR HER CRY AND HEARTBREAK, LET HER KNOW IN HER WAY THAT YOU ARE BESIDE HER, EMBRACING HER AND LOVING HER UNCONDITIONALLY. BLESS HER RELATIONSHIP OH GOD. THANK YOU SO MUCH. I ASK THEE IN THE MOST PRECIOUS AND MIGHTY NAME OF MY LORD AND SAVIOR JESUS CHRIST, AMEN AND AMEN.

Sister, put your trust in GOD, HE hears you and make your request be made known to HIM through prayers, HE wants to answer your prayers, show HIM how important your prayer request is to you. Delight in HIM and HE will give you the desires of your heart. GOD bless...

india - 9 days ago: Hi hopefullady, thank you so much for your encouragement. I feel you are right, I must put God 1st, and give this situation over to him. I struggle, but I try to remember to let God handle this, let him in to take away my fear, and hurt. Thank you for your prayer, and reminding me to delight myself in God. I have read your post, at times wondered if you would get through all the obstacles, but you did. One thing that touched my heart is that your prayers included the wish for everyone to have a happy outcome. God is great, he answered you in a wonderful way, and reunited you with the person you love. Dear God, thank you for hopefullady, thank you for her prayer support and kind words. Father I ask you to continue to bless her, let her see increase in all areas of her life. Father bless her and her significant other with a long and happy life together, united by you in love. Father I thank you for an answer to this prayer- in Jesus name. Amen. hopefullady, I am also reminded in this situation, to wait on God. Again, thank you for praying for me and inspiring me. Take care.
SCSunny
SCSunny Dallas NC

Ezekiel 11:19
19And I will give them one heart, and I will put a new spirit within you; and I will take the stony heart out of their flesh, and will give them an heart of flesh:
Jeremiah 24:7
7And I will give them an heart to know me, that I am the LORD: and they shall be my people, and I will be their God: for they shall return unto me with their whole heart.
As one with a hurting heart also I join with you in prayer and the Bible says what we make happen for others will happen for us.
Lord restore broken relationships1
Pray this with me please:
Dear Father, help me to hear Your voice and not the voice of the accuser. Change my vision. Help me see myself the way You do. Allow me to see others in light of Your grace, and help me se Your destiny in people everywhere I look. in Jesus name ...Amen
Father I pray this relationship is restored. Lord bring peace, understanding and love into this relationship. May they find joy in their life throught your love for them Lord. In Jesus name. Amen

Restore Joel 2:23-26 23Be glad then, ye children of Zion, and rejoice in the LORD your God: for he hath given you the former rain moderately, and he will cause to come down for you the rain, the former rain, and the latter rain in the first month. 24And the floors shall be full of wheat, and the vats shall overflow with wine and oil. 25And I will restore to you the years that the locust hath eaten, the cankerworm, and the caterpillar, and the palmerworm, my great army which I sent among you. 26And ye shall eat in plenty, and be satisfied, and praise the name of the LORD your God, that hath dealt wondrously with you: and my people shall never be ashamed
Ezekial 36:16
16I will seek that which was lost, and bring again that which was driven away, and will bind up that which was broken, and will strengthen that which was sick: Lord You hear the cry of this heart and I am praying and agreeing that You will answer this prayer and give the desires of the heart as You promise in Your Word. You will make a way where there seems to be no way. In Jesus name. Amen
2 Corinthians 4: 13, 14, 17,18
13We having the same spirit of faith, according as it is written, I believed, and therefore have I spoken; we also believe, and therefore speak; 17For our light affliction, which is but for a moment, worketh for us a far more exceeding and eternal weight of glory; 18While we look not at the things which are seen, but at the things which are not seen: for the things which are seen are temporal; but the things which are not seen are eternal.
Psalm 116:8, For thou hast delivered my soul from death, mine eyes from tears, and my feet from falling.
9 I will walk before the LORD in the land of the living.
10 I believed, therefore have I spoken:
I speak healing, restoration, renewal,for marriages and all relationoships that are broken being made whole in mind, body, emotions, and heart, and all and any circumstances I speak God’s Word that will not come back void.
Jeremiah 33:3 3Call unto me, and I will answer thee, and show thee great and mighty things, which thou knowest not. 8 8And I will cleanse them from all their iniquity, whereby they have sinned against me; and I will pardon all their iniquities, whereby they have sinned, and whereby they have transgressed against me
Psalms 37:4,5 4Delight thyself also in the LORD; and he shall give thee the desires of thine heart. Commit thy way unto the LORD; trust also in him; and he shall bring it to pass.
Isaiah 43:19 19Behold, I will do a new thing; now it shall spring forth; shall ye not know it? I will even make a way in the wilderness, and rivers in the desert.
1 Corinthians 10:19 13There hath no temptation taken you but such as is common to man: but God is faithful, who will not suffer you to be tempted above that ye are able; but will with the temptation also make a way to escape, that ye may be able to bear it.
Heavenly Father Your Word is so sweet to my ears and comfort to my heart. I love You and thank You for all Your mercy and grace that You shower on me each day. Give me strength to be a better person, wisdom to make right decisions, and love for all my fellowman and to do what I can where I can. Bless me that I might be a blessing and enlarge my territory and keep me from evil. In the sweet name of Jesus. Amen
Isaiah 43:2,4,18 When thou passest through the waters, I will be with thee; and through the rivers, they shall not overflow thee: when thou walkest through the fire, thou shalt not be burned; neither shall the flame kindle upon thee. 3For I am the LORD thy God,
4Since thou wast precious in my sight, thou hast been honourable, and I have loved thee: therefore will I give men for thee, and people for thy life. 5Fear not: for I am with thee
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Matthew 18:19 19Again I say unto you, That if two of you shall agree on earth as touching any thing that they shall ask, it shall be done for them of my Father which is in heaven. 20For where two or three are gathered together in my name, there am I in the midst of them.

india - 9 days ago: Thank you so much for the wonderful scripture. Thank you for your kind prayers. Thank you so much for such timely wonderful support. God, please bless SCSunny right now. Please heal all pain, and heartache. As SCSunny reaches out to others, please restore SCSunny in all areas. God, I ask for your protection for SCSunny and all others in SCSunny's life. In Jesus name. Amen.
memo
memo Los Angeles, CA.

Lord:
Please bless my sister and help her to remain strong and know that you will see her through and you will take care of her and
make things better for her.
In Jesus Mighty Name I Pray...............
AMEN........................

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india - 9 days ago: Hi Memo, thank you so much for responding! God knows I could use a hug. I can say one thing for sure. I have learned a lot about myself while going through this. Anyway, God bless you for your kind prayers. In Jesus name. Amen.
RECH4STARZ
RECH4STARZ North Carolina

Dear Lord, Please bless India and her family. Provide support and love for her. Please guide her to your will. Help her to lay her fears, obsessions, and stressors down and give them to you. Please bless her relationships and heal what is broken. In Jesus' name I pray. Amen.

india - 9 days ago: Hi, thank you for praying for me! I believe that God will answer my prayer and the prayers of so many others who are praying for me. It may not be what I think is best in this situation, but he will answer. I know that I just need to totally surrender and trust in him whatever the outcome. Again, thank you so much for your kind prayer. Heavenly Father, please bless RECH4Starz in every area. God, in agreement with you, I ask that anything whatsoever RECH4STARZ needs will be supplied. Thank you God for RECH4STARZ, in Jesus name. Amen.
memo
memo Los Angeles, CA.

Preciuos Heavenly Father God:
I pray that your blessings will fall upon my preciuos sister India and that you will be her strength and guidance in all situations she faces in her life. I pray that you will bring happiness, peace, comfort and bless her with a good loving man who will appreciate her and love her the way she deserves. Thank You Lord for hearing our prayers............
We Love You and appreciate your love for us.
In Jesus Mighty Name I Pray....................
AMEN.....................

I Love You sis..........
Have a wonderfull blessed day..............

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india - 10 days ago: Thank you so much Memo. This is God telling me to quit worrying and let go and let him. Again, thank you for the lovely message. God, bless and keep you. In Jesus name. Amen.
johnhyd
johnhyd hyd.india

praise the lord .sister don't worry i also pray for u ..god is with u amen ..thanku jesus giving nice respones . thanku ...

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india - 13 days ago: Thank you so much for the nice picture, and your kind words, I pray that all is going well for you, and that you got the job you were praying for. Dear God, please bless john with whatever he may need. Please bless him for his encouragement to others. In Jesus name. Amen.
jen0912
jen0912 Carrollton, TX

India, I hear ya loud and clear. I hate that feeling of being abandoned, and when your gut is telling you something other than what the person speaking says. I know it's hard, but we have to surrender these things to God and try to live in the present. We don't know what tomorrow may bring. There's no way to predict. And we can't live in the past. We can only live now and pray to be ready for the future ahead. God bless you as you try to move on. Let God carry you. We stand with you, sis.
Sounds like you need someone who is more consistent in your life anyway. God will lead you. He promises us He will never leave or forsake us, even when it seems like everyone else is. Don't let anyone or anything steal your peace and joy. God bless you. In Jesus' name, amen <hug>

india - 14 days ago: Dearest Jen, Thank you so much for the hug. And thank you so much for the lovely prayer. I am grateful for all of the kind loving people here at Prayabout. God bless you.
india - 9 days ago: Hi, was thinking about what you said here today, not to let "anyone" steal my joy. I feel God reminded me of what you had posted today. Thank you jen0912. Also while reading a post from a dear lady, I was again reminded to "Let go and let God". May God continue to bless you. In Jesus name. Amen.
memo
memo Los Angeles, CA.

My Preciuos sister India: Praying is good, when we pray for one another it uplifts us and we are encouraged daily. Why would you feel that praying is something you should not do? please do not feel that way. You are very special to me and I will gladly and with lot's of love always pray for you. When you are in doubt of something always go to our Heavenly Father and he will lead you towards the right path. When you say you have a problem with occult basis I think I know what you are talking about, I will pray for you and please remember praying for others is good there is nothing wrong with praying. God Bless You sis............ In Jesus Mighty Name I Pray.......AMEN..........

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india - 15 days ago: Thank you so much. I felt God was leading me to ask you for prayer on this issue, I know you are a faithful prayer warrior. I just felt slightly bad because I have this area of sin in my life and felt my prayers for others would not be as readily answered. But as I said, when I get scared, I tend to go in this direction, it's probably a stronghold in my life. Thank you so much for praying for me. I pray that God will help me get myself completely away from this. God bless you. In Jesus name. Amen.
memo - 15 days ago: Precious Heavenly Father God: I lift my sister up in prayer and pray that you will be her guidance in all areas of her life and that she will know that you are a merciful, forgiving and loving Father, I pray that you will help my sister to stay strong and resist any thing that is not good for her and that you will be her strength in any moment and time of need. May she know how much she is loved. In Jesus Mighty Name I Pray........ AMEN...................................... God Loves you, Jesus Loves You and I love you..............I'm here for you always ok!!!!!!!!!!! Your sis Becky (memo)
cju
cju New Jersey, USA

Please Lord bless and heal India and grant her comfort and guidance. Please move in her boyfriend to stop this behavior and let all be well again. Please show her your plans for her. Please grant her peace. Please st jude st anne st anthony st theresa and mother mary pray unceasingly for her. thank you Lord. God Bless you and comfort you amen

india - 16 days ago: Hi, thank you so much for praying for me. I am no longer with the person. He ended it as of today. God, please bless cju for her kind prayers. God, grant all of her wishes, hopes and desires. In Jesus name. Amen.