I feel so ungarteful to God. He has helped so much, but yet I still feel so much hurt inside. My life is in a mess. My job is a mess, my employer dislikes me even though I have shown that my work is of a high standard. I fear that I may loose my job. I need another job quickly, but my self esteem is so low that I am finding very difficult to aplly for other jobs. i was out of work before and it was one of the worst times of my life. Please God don't let me go there again.

My wife doesn't seem to understand what I am going through. I need her love and understanding, but I can't get it because she things that all I am doing thinking of myself. Mt whole life has been problems upon problems, Lord I just need your peace.

I am going to church today to find my saviour, but my heart is so heavy that I can't connect with Him. Please pray that I meet God and accept His will for my life, I can't keep hurting like this for much more.