Goodmorning friends, sorry that i've been away for so long due to some connection breakdown in my computer.
Am writing this request with a bloated head, a wounded heart, a crying soul and an exhausted body. Some years back i was thrown out of our home by step-dad having been pushed to do so by my sister Elizabeth. My mom took me to my maternal grandmom to stay there. I had so much problems there which included hospitalization. Finaly i left there after two years to where i am now and working. I still felt bad for what had happened and felt that i should go back home. I had only met my mom twice after i left home. I went home after four years since i left and there was no evident problem to my going there. my relationship with my sisters was somehow restored and we used to meet on their way to school in Uganda, our neighbouring country esp Elizabeth. Dad also used to send thro me some packages or money so that i could as well send them to school. I came to realize finaly that dad was never happy abt the whole issue though he never showed it. In January last year, Elizabeth and Edith(the third born sis) came to see me in our office as they waited for their departure time to uganda. We took some coffee in the office and the day was good. I stayed with them till 8pm when they left. They confirmed their arrival the following day and that was all, they never called me again or texted as was the trend. When i called they would switch off their phones.In April the same year we went home for a family sunday with my aunties and before i entered our gate, i received some text messages saying that i planned, conspired and executed the murder of my three sisters! I was shocked since even the number sending was a Tanzanian number and not a Ugandan one. After 50mins I received the same text but with a Ugandan no. After 1hr 50mins i received the same message again but with the first number. i therefore did not go home but my auntie went there instead to talk to my parents. Whatever they discussed i do not know since i was never told, even after insisting. I returned to nairobi more confussed than ever.At around May, my cousin informed me that Elizabeth was sick and hospitalzed in Kampala uganda and i was very worried and prayed for her. In august same year, we held a cousin's day at my paternal's grandmoms place and my sisters did not attend. We didnt meet with mom and i came back to Nairobi. I September, my maternal grandmom came to see me with warnings from my mom. That i should leave her family alone, that i poisoned Elizabeth when i gave her coffee in the office. That in august i sent them a certain outlawed sect populary known as 'mungiki' to torment them! i hope you can see the anguish of my soul after accusations that i never even thought of. I enquired from my cousin who confirmed that my sister was suffering from AIDS and that there were people threatening to kill 3people from my family and that everyone know it even the area police! I was so suprised since all that is claimed that i've done, i ussually learn of it after even months! I've purposed in my heart to forgive my dad and esp mom and also my sisters. i know that it is a disgrace to the family to have one of them with Aids but am left suffering. Even now, they are still sending warnigs that i did all that. and that i should never set my feet on the home even they died, all my relatives at the moment seem to belive them. i cannot attend any familly funtion since everyone is avoiding me,there was also another warning/threat last Saturday. Now now now, my friends is it that i've not prayed enough to deserve this? Even if my friends call me a special child (coz what i,ve gone thro is intense even this one is just a bit) i still cry and hurt inside. I know very well that God can turn anything to something, bad to good etc, but where am i failing in praying? if there is something i've ever done in my life mostly, it is praying untill i wonder whether i dont pray the right way. My friends please pray for me, everything seems to be falling apart, my family, my house, in the office am just getting threating memos, debts etc God please hear us please God!!!!!!!!!
Hi my friends, thankyou so much for your prayers. I have just been in awe realizing how much your prayers will work out for me and for all of us. There has been no developments and this is the time you find that God is planning for a change. Its only that am down with a flu due to the weather changes here in nairobi.
On another issue, yesterday my former boyfriend came to see me in the office. We had been in love for over 2yrs and we had also introduced one another to our parents. two months after the visit to my parents, he suddenly became quiet and i learnt later that he had got married. All along he used to tell me that his dad doesnt like Kikuyu girls (like i am) and them are Merus a cousin tribe to Kikuyu.(Kikuyu is the is the secnd largest tribe in Kenya inhabiting the central areas.It is claimed that ladies from our tribe are so much aggressive,more civilised due to education and they beat up their husbands!) But he married a Kikuyu girl and thus i could not get convinced about the earlier claim. I felt bad and since he was a 'born-agai' christian, i couldnt dare talk to such men. After six months after breaking up, we met with this other guy and we are planning to formalise our relationship soon. the trouble is, this former guy has come back to me twice now to apologise and claims that his parents want me back.Even though i've some slight feelings for him i still cannot trust him. He's still a christian but this other one goes to church though not a born again. He loves me so much and my son much much more and they are inseparable. A friend told me that its better the devil i know than the angel i dont, but does this phrase always work like this! Anyway pray for me to make the very best decision that comes from the Good Lord. Infact he is coming with the best offer since he knows me and my troubles and he is offering me a chance in his business premises that will make lots of money with a condition that i should be single as he is now. He was very broke when we were together and i used to help him out. He is waiting for my response in two weeks time.
please keep me in your prayers as i pray for you also. Be blessed always.
Hi Dear Sister I Pray things are Somewhat Better and God is Blessing the Prayers Of your Heart Amen. Would You Please Place a Prayer at : Into the Light {Marcus} He needs all Good and Loving Prayers . Love,Kathleen
Jesus Let your healing come down on Beatynimo and her entire family.I proclaim blessings and flourish in their lives through your un-comparable name Lord Jesus Christ. Let it be
Ezekiel 11:19
19And I will give them one heart, and I will put a new spirit within you; and I will take the stony heart out of their flesh, and will give them an heart of flesh:
Jeremiah 24:7
7And I will give them an heart to know me, that I am the LORD: and they shall be my people, and I will be their God: for they shall return unto me with their whole heart.
As one with a hurting heart also I join with you in prayer and the Bible says what we make happen for others will happen for us.
Lord restore broken relationships1
Pray this with me please:
Dear Father, help me to hear Your voice and not the voice of the accuser. Change my vision. Help me see myself the way You do. Allow me to see others in light of Your grace, and help me se Your destiny in people everywhere I look. in Jesus name ...Amen
Father I pray this relationship is restored. Lord bring peace, understanding and love into this relationship. May they find joy in their life throught your love for them Lord. In Jesus name. Amen
Restore Joel 2:23-26 23Be glad then, ye children of Zion, and rejoice in the LORD your God: for he hath given you the former rain moderately, and he will cause to come down for you the rain, the former rain, and the latter rain in the first month. 24And the floors shall be full of wheat, and the vats shall overflow with wine and oil. 25And I will restore to you the years that the locust hath eaten, the cankerworm, and the caterpillar, and the palmerworm, my great army which I sent among you. 26And ye shall eat in plenty, and be satisfied, and praise the name of the LORD your God, that hath dealt wondrously with you: and my people shall never be ashamed
Ezekial 36:16
16I will seek that which was lost, and bring again that which was driven away, and will bind up that which was broken, and will strengthen that which was sick: Lord You hear the cry of this heart and I am praying and agreeing that You will answer this prayer and give the desires of the heart as You promise in Your Word. You will make a way where there seems to be no way. In Jesus name. Amen
2 Corinthians 4: 13, 14, 17,18
13We having the same spirit of faith, according as it is written, I believed, and therefore have I spoken; we also believe, and therefore speak; 17For our light affliction, which is but for a moment, worketh for us a far more exceeding and eternal weight of glory; 18While we look not at the things which are seen, but at the things which are not seen: for the things which are seen are temporal; but the things which are not seen are eternal.
Psalm 116:8, For thou hast delivered my soul from death, mine eyes from tears, and my feet from falling.
9 I will walk before the LORD in the land of the living.
10 I believed, therefore have I spoken:
I speak healing, restoration, renewal,for marriages and all relationoships that are broken being made whole in mind, body, emotions, and heart, and all and any circumstances I speak God’s Word that will not come back void.
Jeremiah 33:3 3Call unto me, and I will answer thee, and show thee great and mighty things, which thou knowest not. 8 8And I will cleanse them from all their iniquity, whereby they have sinned against me; and I will pardon all their iniquities, whereby they have sinned, and whereby they have transgressed against me
Psalms 37:4,5 4Delight thyself also in the LORD; and he shall give thee the desires of thine heart. Commit thy way unto the LORD; trust also in him; and he shall bring it to pass.
Isaiah 43:19 19Behold, I will do a new thing; now it shall spring forth; shall ye not know it? I will even make a way in the wilderness, and rivers in the desert.
1 Corinthians 10:19 13There hath no temptation taken you but such as is common to man: but God is faithful, who will not suffer you to be tempted above that ye are able; but will with the temptation also make a way to escape, that ye may be able to bear it.
Heavenly Father Your Word is so sweet to my ears and comfort to my heart. I love You and thank You for all Your mercy and grace that You shower on me each day. Give me strength to be a better person, wisdom to make right decisions, and love for all my fellowman and to do what I can where I can. Bless me that I might be a blessing and enlarge my territory and keep me from evil. In the sweet name of Jesus. Amen
Isaiah 43:2,4,18 When thou passest through the waters, I will be with thee; and through the rivers, they shall not overflow thee: when thou walkest through the fire, thou shalt not be burned; neither shall the flame kindle upon thee. 3For I am the LORD thy God,
4Since thou wast precious in my sight, thou hast been honourable, and I have loved thee: therefore will I give men for thee, and people for thy life. 5Fear not: for I am with thee
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Matthew 18:19 19Again I say unto you, That if two of you shall agree on earth as touching any thing that they shall ask, it shall be done for them of my Father which is in heaven. 20For where two or three are gathered together in my name, there am I in the midst of them.
Hi Beatynimo, How are you feeling today? It amazing how sayings travel the world! I would say Follow God and do what you think is best for your family. You have a beautiful little boy. May God bless you now and forever Amen. Kathleen
praise the lord . thank jesus ,giving nice respones . i also pray for all ok god is with u amen
praie the lord sister . god tell us .what ever u ask my name i give u .. sister ialso pray for u ok god is with u amen.............
Father, please intervene in beatynimo 's situation in a very positive way. I ask that You give her the total victory. I ask this all in Jesus name. Amen.
Wow, this is a tough situation! I pray for God to give you strength, for the restoration of your familial connections, that your family members' eyes are opened to the truth of your innocence in the situation, and...for everything to get better... I also pray for you and your family's safety... Earnestly I pray, amen.
Well this is definately a difficult situation and I will pray for you and your family. I really dont think that there is a right or wrong way to pray. Prayer is simply conversation with the Lord. I use to think the same thing, but it doesn't matter how many words you say or how you say it, its about your heart and if you sincerly mean what you pray. That is all that matters. Keep your head up and just know that its not something you did or are not doing, but we all have to go through trials. Trials are only test from the Lord to see how faithful and how long you can hold on. Believe me, I am preaching to myself too. Hold on and dont let the enemy discourage you! Take care!
God is my help in every need;
God does my every hunger feed;
God walks beside me, guides my way
Through every moment of this day.
I now am wise, I now am true,
Patient and kind, and loving, too;
All things I am, can do, and be,
Through Christ the Truth, that is in me.
God is my health, I can’t be sick;
God is my strength, unfailing, quick;
God is my all, I know no fear,
Since God and Love and Truth are here.
I am still praying for you. I pray God will lift your sorrow and let the truth be known to ALL AMEN. GOD BLESS YOU
I pray that your family will rea,lize you are not responsible for their pain, that you and your family will know reconciliation. I also pray that God or spirit will comfort you and whisper to you whatever words will help ease the situation.
may god keep you and help you throught all you going throught.i love you and i will be praying for you.
may god keep you and help you throught all you going throught.i love you and i will be praying for you.
Dearest sister Beatynimo... I feel your pain... Ive had many losses in the past 2 years and my prayers seem to hit the ceiling,(that is prayers for myself and my situation), BUT when I pray for others, they seem to miraculously come quick. So, I will pray for yorself and your families situation and your peace, joy, and walk with God. Let me know when the miracle comes please! :) LOve your brother in Christ,Jim. USA