This is a story about three people:
1.Milos, my ex love,
2.Peter(we'll call him Petja) -Milos' and mine best buddy and 3.Milica/Mima, this is all her fault..
Milos and I are students, and we were a happy pair for two and a half years, and we would still be if not for my ex best friend Milica. Milica did not like the fact I am best friend to her boyfriend Peter. Milos and Petja are best friends since they were born. Mima and Petja had teenage internet love, but on their first date, Milica dumped him! He asked me to help him regain her love and I talked to each of them many times,even when I was sick from flu so bad that I slept all day I still did not stop on helping them communicate.
In return, Mima made me look terrible before Petja and Milos. She mentioned something I have told her, when I was broken, and I did not know what I was saying. I can't explain myself what happened. I don't remember a word I said that night. But she recorded me, edited the tape and used to prove that I cannot be trusted. Only with the aid of God and Goddess, furious Petja and I were able to communicate and we are still friends but we lost closeness and daily communication. He thought that my effort to put them back together was in fact, me badmouthing them in front of the other. In his eyes Mima is still a saint and they communicate on a daily basis!
Milos wasn't as reasonable as Petja. Any attempts to communicate with him were useless. After a year and a half long fight for Milosh, I gave up on him for now, and with a binding ritual put him behind me. Goddesses Moires will it, he may return in the future as a changed man and win me back.
Right now I am focused fully on Petja. Please pray for our friendship to heal completely, to be even better than before, for us to communicate daily and to speak of our secrets and future plans like we used to before the Big Disaster. Every day without Peter is a day forever lost. Thank you, blessed be!
Ana
22.2 Petja does not answer even those messages where i require an important information.
26.2 I go every Saturday with Petja on drawing class. But I think he likes a girl Slobodanka/freedom.. She thinks he is a lunatic.
01.3 Everyone on our drawing classes think he is mentally wrong. His hair covers his eyes, and he usually sits alone in corner not talking to anyone and drawing scary pictures. He is nice to me, offering me his chair because there were not enough chairs, asking me stupid little things
15.3. Today I saw him on drawing class. He cut his hair he looks like Harry potter. He ignored me mostly, he said he never answers people's messages and calls ( !!!! ) and later, when the priest who is our professor said to me that "my beloved sailor" will come from afar to me, Petja was not happy. Perhaps this reminded him on Milosh. He did not wait for me to go together, as we usually walked a part of the way together before, he went without me, actually he ran away.I wrote mom a message saying that he left like that but sent it to him by accident, on which he replied "Shame on him". I said"Yes, indeed shame on him"
26.mar Petja actually answered my messages something he didn't do in a year! We ended arguing about dogs anyway but it is better than before.
9 apr Petja and I had relaxed nice conversation, we messaged each other and he answered everything and wasn't bored like before. He bid me good night too.
29. apr I told Petja to EAT EYE because he did not send me a thing on Easter. Stupid lousy guy thinking he can trat me like nothing. I'll show 'im.
01 may it is Milos' birthday on 14th. I got message from Djakon (a church title) Srdjan-our drawing professor to keep coming on drawing classes. A sign? Could be.
9 may I sent Petja a message full of Chinese letters, because, errr, because...just because :)



I prayed to the Lord and He answered me,
He freed me from all my fears.
The oppressed look Him and are glad,
they will never be disappointed.'
Psalms 34:4-5
These verses have made such a deep impact on my life that I still am experiencing its silent promise of hope. A hope that will never be betrayed but grows stronger day by day. A hope that, no matter how big a sin we have done, our Lord Almighty is waiting to embrace us in His all abounding grace, to shelter us under His mighty wings, forgive us for all we have done to hurt him and to shower upon us His mighty blessings. We must have faith in the Lord for He will never let us be disappointed.
Hey,
HOW ARE YOU DOING?
I am sorry for not sending any responses to your request lately.I do still thankyou very much for all your responses,advice,prayers,and everything that you have blessed me and my loved ones with.You are still in my daily prayers NO MATTER WHAT! so,please don't worry when I don't reply back.God bless you and ALL your loved ones always and forver no matter what.love you lots ~April Dawn =]
Dear Lord Jesus, thank you for letting Petja into Anna's life. Thank you for bring joy to Anna. Lord pls pour your favour and grace unto Anna so that Petja will find your favour in her and become deeply attracted to her. Let Petja come close to her Lord, and let Petja fall deeply in love with Anna and yearn to be together with Anna soon. Bless the 2 of them Lord, and let them be a loving and happy couple. In your mighty name I pray, Amen!
Wow Ana I didn't know you knew how to do that. Thats so cool, and very interesting. I am still praying for you1 Much Love
Hey,
How are you Today my good friend?
I just wanted to say that i thankyou for all your caring,advice,prayer,and just everything that you have provided for me and my loved ones.I am happy that soo many people actually care about me, it makes me really happy =]
I want to always let you know that you are always in my daily prayers no matter what.God bless you too and also all your loved ones always and forever.I pray that God will bless you and your loved ones with great blessings.i also care about you,and everybody soo much that is part of why i worry soo much =]
I hope to hear or see your response,and i love you lots~April
Ana I know your blessing to be with someone special is coming soon! I am still praying for you! Happy Late Easter by the way!
I know Ana, it has just been so hard. Thank you for your continued support as always. It means a lot to me to have firends like you! Much Love
Hi Aska, How are you? I will pray the prayers of your heart come true. You have real Spirit and I love that! How has your Mother been treating you? I love your Picture. Your are very Cute and Peter will seen that. How do you like the Tiger? Kathleen
Hey Anna,
How are you Today my good friend?
Wow,All the guys that you have liked,or have liked you.So, Who Do you like peter, or petja?Milosh is gone right?Well, I wish the best for you if the one you love is in thoose pictures above that is good he is cute,no i am not trying to steal your man just sayinh he is cute you all would make a great couple =D
What happened to Bri?Why did she delete her prayabout,and her email?I am worried You and her are the two I pray for the most,but i do pray for all.Any updates let me know ok =D please.
Oh, and me hmmmm,...I right now am love sick.I want a boyfriend really bad.I like Aaron still but, since he said he liked someone else Amber I have been trying to move on it is sooo hard you probally know right?Me,and him are frineds stil thank God.Because all the other guys i have told i liked turnned off,and enored me right after i told them.But AARON is sooo different,he still cares about me,and everything I do.He prays,and wacthes over me, he is a very good guy.I feel like maybe he does like me,but don't want to tell me yet or something,because we talk,he prays,and cares about me,and when i am around him he smiles alot alot alot! =D
Well, Anna if you have any updates about anything let me know,and you will always be in my daily prayers =D
Oh' oh' now I am so out of everything. What is going on?? Who is who, Milosh, Nemanja, Peter , Petja. Slow down. So you skipped Nemanja, ok, Peter is it him who sent you those mysterious messages, perhaps!! And Petja, the man you love. Lord, keep an eye on Ana, don't let her do anything what is no good for her, Lord she is a pretty girl and she both feet study on the ground. Lord I pray that her friendship with Petja will develope. Blessings!!
Thank you Ana for praying for me again. Keep sending them up there as I am not doing well. I will pray for you and peter as always. Much Love