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Diotima
Diotima Budapest, HUNGARY

I HAVE FAITH IN YOU MY FRIENDS, I BELIEVE IN YOUR SOLIDARITY AND COMPASSION!

I had very difficult weeks recently: I have no family, my son is far, on the other side of the Earth, I am alone, sick and fearful, without money to pay the bills. I cannot ask for help because I don't belong to anyone. When my husband divorced me, it was like throwing me to the dogs to tear me. Hungary is a poor country, I am poor myself, living alone without financial support, having an underpayed job (lucky me, I have job!). I don't know when I can see my dear son again! The hopelessness eats me alive, that is why I am often sick. Do I believe that God will make a miracle for me? To tell the truth: I don't think so. There are so many people whose fate is much more miserable than mine. Not because they did anything wrong -- destiny doesn't mean that we get what we deserve... It is what I realized, reading your desperate requests, my friends: njk (=Neenu), who is my dear adopted daughter from India (her new username: archana83), my lovely sister Mohana, Kazbah, Melanie, jamiedoe, padma, nimmi, theword, Kezia, MikeStandStrong, motheroffour, JuanaAleluya, MzDee50, nani, Jacomien, lisagandy, Chloelauren13 , drmik63, Colin, CarmenProfit (!!!), KevinProfit, firegirl, honeyleen, jessy j, petcats, Catlin (we want you back, dear Catlin!), Helpinghand, mr_dan, Emil, bry, stephanieandmick, Harley Rider, cappysparky, Denerica, helpless...needhelp, prayingcowboy, FirstJohn51415, DJA, Miracles, in tears, helvetiamc, penelope04, iluvdad, kenkelley, prayerhelps, SAM_J, Sweetie_J, fin1710, Michanu, preachermike, prayers123, miapia, angier, sundance, Roxana_Allyson, SandyHeckendorf, AngelsVault, Truthseeker, memo, Prensesmir, Firefighter, Aska, anim2007, faydralove, Marcus (!!!), MAUII, Lisa29wv, Helpinghand, Aprildawn, tristan, blueyescry, lyric, Little Sister, vrindas, SCSunny, genius gene, peacenjoy, Riveroffaith, kbooth, celleg, Beatynimo, eremir, Imgreene16, bighill, Bakki, Henriette, morethanaconqueror, kinyanjui, cju, cory, Lindaa, tanyac and many-many-many more (a few of them are included in my other request) on this great site, founded by Greg. I went through more than 200 pages of requests before I deleted my account - this "browsing-spree" was not the first one I did here. What I realized is that most of you are heroes! After voluntarily checking the new requests, documents of suffering, pain, loss of loved-ones, loneliness, illness, I had a lot of thoughts and finaly I came to this result: perhaps the idea of God is nothing less than a virtual space for us to meet, just like the "agora" was in the ancient Greece, to share our pain, to show our naked heart and vulnerability, our love and appreciation to each other, to receive compassion, encouragement, and an angelic "soulhug" (Marcus!!!) from each other. After all, God's world is in Heaven, but this Earth is ours, and God promised only to make justice after we finished our course here, on our globe. Yet He is here with us to bring us together in Jesus name. This is the reason we met on this site, the solidarity with each other: the "Solidarność" as they say it in Polish... My Dear Friends, it is a great power, coming from God, who wanted us to find each other for support, help, togetherness, and above all for unconditional LOVE, in the most spiritual meaning of the word. I am very grateful to you for reading my requests, for your outpouring support, for the opportunity that I can (RE-)turn to you when my life feels unbearable. God bless us all, my dear friends, I pray the Lord our soul to keep - as MAUII wrote it once: "I pray the Lord my soul to keep"... YES... I pray for all of you to find good fellow humans who can help you stand up when you fall, who can help you to accept yourself with all your sins, mistakes, faults and shortcomings! Please pray with me for our life to change for the better individually and at a global scale, and please pray for us to treat each other and be treated HUMANELY in the name of the blissful HUMANITY ! God bless you all, My Friends, and THANKS! Brig

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SCSunny
SCSunny Dallas NC

Heavenly Father, most Gracious and Loving God, I pray to you that you Abundantly bless this family. I know that you recognize, that a Family is more than just a mother, father, sister, brother, husband and Wife, but all who believe and trust in You. GOD, I send up a prayer request for financial blessing for each and every one. And that the power of joined prayer by those who Believe and trust in you is more powerful than anything.! I thank you in Advance for your blessings. God, deliver the person reading this right Now from debt and debt burdens. Release your Godly wisdom that all may be a good steward over all that you Have given GOD, for I know how wonderful and mighty you are and how If we just obey you and walk in your word and have the faith of a Mustard seed that you will pour out blessings.We thank you now Lord for The recent blessings weI have received and for the blessings yet to come Because I know you are not done with us yet. In Jesus name Amen

penelope04
penelope04 Philippines

Happy Mother's Day, Brig! =) God bless you and your son always as you continue to be a great mother to him.

Diotima - 6 days ago: Oh, my dear Penelope, thanks a lot, thank you! It is really nice of you to remember me today!! Yeah, Kelly is so far away, but he is happy with his beautiful lovely Jane so while I feel sad at the time I KNOW it is how things have to be for my son, and if I REALLY love him, I feel happy for him. And I feel happy too - these two feelings keep chasing each other in my heart like two cats but none of them can catch the other... Lots of love and HAPPY MOTHERS DAY TO YOU TOO! God bless you and your family with all his heavenly gifts! Brig :-))
blueyescry1
blueyescry1 NorthWilkesboro

Thinking of you with warmth and caring today, Praying you will have a brighter tomorrow, I got back for the Doctor about 1pm today, I beleive the shots to my spine are going to help love uC~

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Diotima - 6 days ago: Wow, what a ROSE it is, oh-oh! Thank you, Cathy!!! So how do you feel after visiting the doctor? Are you better? Perhaps not yet - it takes time and many shots to have improvement. But surely you will feel much better after one-or-two months! Happy Whitsun to you, or don't you celebrate Pentecost or Whitsun now? Whit Sunday and Whit Monday? Anywaym have a nice weekend, Cat! Love Bri
blueyescry1 - 5 days ago: What is Whitsun? I have a lot to learn about your country. I think the shots are going to help. I was in and out in less than an hour, I was worried about getting a spinal head ache but I am fine. Happy Whit Sunday
Diotima - 2 days ago: Wow, it is great, Cathey! If the shots help, you will be getting MUCH better VERY soon! Pentecoste is what we call Whit Sunday - do you have Pentecost?!? Oh, thanks a lot for the candles, my dear Cat, they always make me feel better!!! God bless you in your wonderland, in Wilkesboro (North!)... It must be beautiful now!
petcats

Dear Brig, I Am Feeling You My Dear Sister Need a talk of Just how powerful you Really are. Brig, You've handled so Much on Your own and God has been there to lift and guide You. Don't lose Heartl You are Strong. Don't For one minute feel you are not Strong. Your Life speaks for itself and Many would fall at the thought of handing things You already done and put behind you. One must not attemt climbing a Montain without Tools. You will become overwelmed. So You know all you have to do. Start small and work on it each day bit by bit. You will not Fall you are Strong in Soul and Spirit. You will and Can do this Because You are Brig. I woman will a Strong Beautiful Soul. Now Look in the Mirror And see As I and God See! Amen. Love, Kathleen

Diotima - 6 days ago: My lovely Kathleen, dear soul, how can I thank you for these wonderful encouraging words?!? You are a dear friend, and I wish you wouldn't have to feel sorrow for anything and anyone in your life! As you hold the "magic mirror" of your kind words in front of me, yeah, I feel better because I endured all these things indeed! Hah! But I am sooo tired now! How do you feel, my dear? Is your father in the same condition or one day he feel better, the next day he gets worse? I keep praying for him and for you, dear Kathleen, to take what you can and to leave what you cannot take because it is just too heavy for your heart... God bless you, my dear friend! Take care!!! Love from Brig
petcats - 5 days ago: Yes Brig, You Understand With not Many words Spoken. He Is being tortured. Yet Endures. This I see is only from God. For I think for My Mother, to try and let him go home. It will crush her soul for their love is Rich. What I think will crush me is if I lose Both, because She will not be able to Endure. When My GrandMother Died I always Joked, I would Put Tea in her Coffin. So She Would have a Cup Just as soon as She Walked through Heavens Gates! So It Became What I did when She went home to God. She Loved Tea. She Came from England. My Soul Still Longs to Be with Her. Our love was Deep and she taught Me much about Love. She Would wink at me and Call Me Lovie. I so wish to embrace her once more. Everyone ,Who ever came in Contact with her fell in love with her as a Person. My Brother a few Years Back had much Sorrow and I would make him Dinner and Dance , Playcards and take Pictures{My Father Gave Me My .First Camra At age eleven} So We were Dancing and Laughing and he Turned and Looked Deep into My Eyes and Said"You are So Much Like Ma It Amazes Me" Well, I Wept and Wept! That was the Most Loving thing Anyone Every said to Me. I Carry that in My Soul Garden of Love. I See Much Love in Your Soul Brig, You are Weary Yes, We All Get Weary. But You will Rise Again. I can Spot these things Right Away! I Do Not waste Time With Lying. I think What is the Point of that. Why Do People have such trouble with truth. That is one of Many Questions I have about Life. I can't Stop asking Why? or Why Not. If We do We have let All our Wonder and Love of life "Blow Away in the Wind" Many Blessings , Kathleen
padma
padma bangalore,India

And when the living creatures give glory and honor and thanks to Him who sits on the throne, to Him who lives forever and ever, the twenty-four elders will fall down before Him who sits on the throne, and will worship Him who lives forever and ever, and will cast their crowns before the throne, saying, " Worthy are You, our Lord and our God, to receive glory and honor and power; for You created all things, and because of Your will they existed, and were created."

Revelation 4:9-11
MAY GOD BE WITH U ALWAYS AND BLESS U IN JESUS NAME-AMEN

Diotima - 6 days ago: Dear Padma, thanks a lot for your prayers! I pray for peace in your family, for harmony between you and your husband, for you to have a happy life, my dear sis! May God be with ALL OF US always and bless US ALL in Jesus name, my dear Padma! Yes, this request is the best I could wish for myself as well as for you! Love my dear Indian sister, you are all so special for me as if I was one of you, I don't know why but it is how I feel! Lots of love from Brig
anim2007
anim2007 Finland

So many desperate people here!!
Dear Brig, you are great, you are strong, I can see that you have so much things to handle, and I admire you that you are able to do all these things, alone. Lord God give Brig more strength and wisdom to handle all those things she has to do. Lord help her to take of of things, help her to get all things paid, Lord she need finacial blessing!!! Lord make her extra strong and so wice!!! AMEN!!!
God bless you!! God bless Kelly and God bless Jane!!
Nousee päivä, laskee päivä, vierivät vuodet nuo... Sunrise, sunset, Sunrise, sunset, Swiftly fly the years,
One season following another, Laden with happiness and tears. ( Fiddler on the roof)

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anim2007 - 8 days ago: Is this the little girl i carried, is this the little boy at play? I don't remember growing older, when did they? When did she get to be a beauty, when did he grow to be so tall? Wasn't it yesterday when they were small? Sunrise, sunset, Sunrise, sunset, Swiftly fly the years, One season following another, Laden with happiness and tears. (Fiddler on the roof) (and every mon and dad!!
Diotima - 6 days ago: Ohh I love the "Fiddler on the roof", I can sing a lot of its songs - I am soprano and because I learned to play violin for many years as well as "sol-fa", I can read music and sing any melody from sheet="blattol". So your response made me sing happy and loud, haha! It was good! Yes, Kelly was a little bambino not so long ago and now he lives with his girlfriend, playing "papasmamas"... Lots of love, MinaniM, I hope your marriage will revive - but I am glad I gave up my whining for my ex (if you remember of my old request praying for the restoration of our marriage), and it was because I had read so many abandonned abused women's tear-wringing story that I got fed up with belonging to them and I realized that what I asked for was a lie because I didn't really want it so I re-posted the request in a new mantle under the title of: "I am STILL longing for companionship..." BUT... BUT my case was absolutely different from yours, Ani, so go for it and good luck! Have a great Whitsun! Bri
anim2007 - 4 days ago: I didn't see your earlier responses. Yes, my situations is not like yours. Heppened is happened, so much misundestandisng, so mu stupidity, so much careless behavious, and so much of this weak huma nature, including me and my husband. But he will not leave me for any other womes sake, and if he would do that is just to be in peace. Anyways I hope that he will be sorry one day.
anim2007 - 3 days ago: Aare blond or dark haired, anyways you look nice and kind hearted.
Diotima - 2 days ago: The other was a passport-photo taken 10 years ago in a dark awful little shop. Even the stamp could be seen at the corner... My head was red, my hair was dark, the whole photo was a "nice disaster" as my son called it. So I thought it is time to replace it with my most recent photo...
blueyescry1
blueyescry1 NorthWilkesboro

hey, I believe suffering always has a purpose, for example MY BACK PAIN forced me to look up, I have been disabled since 2001, but I did not get a check from social security til 2003, the most difficult period of my life. I thought I was going to lose my house but i made it, lost my credit and had to file bankruptcy, the week before Christmas, and not working made me feel like a dead beat, but my therapist at the time showed me how to have a life, she made me paint, and the creative expression helped me work thru the pain, I still have some of them, she had me journal my feelings too, she was 50 when she went back to school to be a therapist, a wonderful lady, I still miss her, she took a different job, and I lost track of her. Life is change, I have changed since that period of my life. I enjoy our friendship so much, I regret losing the prayer circle, we lost some good prayers, and wisdom, Maybe you can get Petcat to do another when her situation improves, I is difficult for me to sit for long periods, love C~

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Diotima - 6 days ago: Thank you, now, I have it for my request - I just LOVE this picture, and I am so glad that I saved it before your "killing spree", my dear Cathey ;-) I didn't know you that your backpain is so serious that it made you disabled! Yes, it is awful difficult here too to get disability pension -recently the law changed so they took away the small money from many people who were officially declared disabled and now they have to do some "easy" job which never easy because they have to take transit (EXPENSIVE!!!), the icy winter-roads are dangerous, they need to miss the maximum comfort for many hours a day, because of the time spent with transit, besides the working hours... Very bad. Blu (I like this petname, I will use it more often), you were lucky to find a great therapist like that brave and confident woman. So you live in that fairy-tale-house with your sister, don't you? Does she help you a bit or not? Do you still paint or not any more? You should scan a few of your paintings to send them with your responses to people here - I would certainly like to see them and I am sure I will love them, Cathy! Take care, my dear! I don't receive mail from PrayAbout AT ALL since May 7th! God bless you, and have a great WhitSun! Love Bri
blueyescry1 - 5 days ago: Good Morning, No I dont paint anymore much, I painted a glass tabletop for the living room 2mons ago, I paint mostly flowers, My disablity was for crohns disease, asthma, osteoprosis, I went thru the change too early and It killed my bones, I get up every morning and take a bunch of pills, they are trying to get people back to work here also, I had to send a bunch of new information about my condition three mons ago, they wrote me back, and said they, would not have to investigate at this time, My sister does not live with me, she just ran her husband off, she has one daughter,Kristie, My sister Debbie has been married to the same man for 31 years, they have no children he had one brother a minister that was killled when he was young, it drove his mom about crazy, None of us have enough money to help each other,The best we could do is feed each other, of course I would take any of my relatives in , if they lost their home for some reason, My sisters have paid their houses off long ago, I am the only one that still has a house payment, because I am stillmaking improvements and going into debt every time.
blueyescry1 - 5 days ago: Gasoline is so expensive here Ihave not seen any of my family since Easter. They will not travel unless they have to, I have a smaller car that is not as expensive to drive. It is Mothers Day here.In the USA. I have no plans. I do have a husband, he is more a roomate, than a husband, He told me Thursday that I dont pet him enough, He wants to be a dog I suppose Ha! He pays more attenion to his cat, whatever, he is older than me, He will be 60 in December, He was in Vietnam, A very nice guy, so I am told..... Hope u have a wonderful day!!!!
blueyescry1 - 5 days ago: Big Soul hug, did you feel it, love blu
Diotima - 2 days ago: YES I FELT... SAME TO YOU!
blueyescry1 - 2 days ago: Heyu are home? or work?
blueyescry1 - 2 days ago: I dont get an email from prayabout anymore either I have to hunt for responses, I have to check all my requests so that I dont miss anyone
mr_dan
mr_dan NM

God bless you Brigg, you are one of my favorite people here on this site and I appreciate evey prayer. Life can be harsh. Even here in the supposedly prosperous USA.The economy is going down the drain. But I want to be alone. I don't want my ex back. She turned out to be a hinderance to my walk with God. she changed so much that one day, I had trouble recognizing her. She looked different. I felt a tinge of pity for her. And I still pray that God in His mercy will help her. What she thought was an unhappy relationship with me has turned into a much worse mistake than she realized. She started looking for the "good" life among the party crowd. But she is now 50 yeas old. I don't think she enjoyed the party life all that much. We both suffered for that decision. I went a little bit crazy,. I did not care about much except my kids. I started drinking to much at times. And found out that it was worse than being alone. So I quit. it's been more than a year that I have not touched a drop. My kids get me through. Good thing I have four of them. So it will be a while before I am totally alone. But when I'm at my house all alone. I get very lonley. And I stay like that for a time. But finally it goes away. I do my own recordings in my little studio here. And I have lots to do. But Lately I have been on my computer. Here on prayabout for a couple of months. That has kept my faith in good standing . I hope. ......God bless you brigg. I kind of forgot that I was making this way too long. Sorry. I pray for you and Kelly and his girlfriend.

Diotima - 8 days ago: Oh, dear Dan thank you so much for the candles, and for this short journey around your life-situation! It is very encouraging and heartwarming. What a great man and father you are! It is interesting that people like you ( and unfortunately we have plenty of examples, of course...) are sorely tried while many irresponsible easy-going (wo)men have loyal, faithful loving partners for life. Injustice!!! But life is all about these trials - the world is what it is, and we are who we are. We cannot choose what kind of world we want to live in but we can choose at least what kind of people we want to be... Perhap the way we live our lives, can touch a few minds and souls who breath the same air of spirit. This way we can make a little-tiny itzy-bitzy change around us... I think it is a really big deal! I send my love with a great admiration for your endurance! I always enjoy every word you write - I even used to read your responses to others because they are always illuminating and uplifting. Thank you for your care, my friend! God bless you and your four children! You all are in my daily prayers... Brigg
blueyescry1
blueyescry1 NorthWilkesboro

Are you ok?

Diotima - 9 days ago: Yes, my dear Blu, I am "ok" - but what about you?
blueyescry1 - 8 days ago: So So, in a lot of pain I go to therapy this afternoon maybe he can work the knots out of my neck and back, love you
blueyescry1 - 8 days ago: I have great admiration for you and your endurance, you are so thoughtful, always thinking of others I was hoping Marcus could work his magic, and you would feel better, I sense that you are not OK am I wrong?
blueyescry1 - 8 days ago: God Bless u dear Bri
Diotima - 8 days ago: Anyway, I am more hopeful now than before I left the site, it is for sure! Did you see the picture attached to my response for Mohana?!? Look at it! I hope the therapy helped... we all need some kind of threapy, don't we? Lots of love from Bri
Diotima - 8 days ago: I am a lot better than before I left this site. Look at Mohana's page to see my response! You should write her also... WIN WIN OBAMA! WIN WIN OBAMA!!! He is the only right choice for America...
Diotima - 8 days ago: You should write to archana83 also... she is my Neenu from India...
blueyescry1 - 8 days ago: ok!
kbooth
kbooth la

Praise the Lord for bringing us all together to stand strong and pray for each other. This is an awesome group of prayer warriors. God bless you in all areas of your life. Love, karla B

Diotima - 10 days ago: Thank you, my dear Karla, it is great to see you here! We need to reach the "critical mass" as Marcus said so let's come together!!! So many BROKEKENHEARTED men and women are, as Catlin wrote in her prayer request, who are waiting for help, for prayers, for empathy, for sympathy, for love... Brig
blueyescry1
blueyescry1 NorthWilkesboro

hi! HAPPY MOTHERS DAY

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blueyescry1 - 10 days ago: LOVE Cathey
Diotima - 10 days ago: Thanks a lot my dear Cathey! So HAPPY MOTHERS DAY TO ME!!! Many Happy Days to Me and You and to All of Us! Love Bri
blueyescry1 - 10 days ago: talk to ya later, you are sleeping, I hope
blueyescry1 - 9 days ago: I wish I could give you a hug, Bless u, May the Holy spirit comfort you, If i had money we would move to the beach with the dogs. Have u seen the Golden Compass ? Kellys polar bears have a starring role, it is strange fiction, but fun, I have nephews that are into that stuff
blueyescry1 - 9 days ago: It is suppose to rain here Sunday, Mothers Day, My Mother has been gone over twenty years, i have fond memories of my childhood, I was raised in the country, with cows, chickens , and corn. I loved the summertime then, now summer is so hot here, and it seems like we dont have spring anymore, we fast forward to summer, Obama won NC last night, I really like him, I think he would be good for the USA, some people will nor vote for him because he is young and half black, my sister still defends Bush, I never have liked him, It scared me to death when they turned him loose with the Pope, I just knew he would , mess up, love u
blueyescry1 - 9 days ago: Icant post a new prayer something is wrong are u ok?
Diotima - 9 days ago: Yeah, ok, it is a little exageration, but so-so...
Into_the_Light
Into_the_Light Germany

Hi dear Brig, of course still praying for you, just dont write much because this Internetcafe isnt exactly the cosiest one, too be polite*grin thanks a lot for all your prayers and candles, just a pity the prayabout server is soooo slooow, I already spend 2 1/2 h and didnt even make half of it, tztz but anyway I am still alive, nothing is finally decided and after reading your response I truly wondered how you most stupid, insecure, careless, thoughtlesslessless harmful intriguing calculating evil witch managed to deceive the whole community about your trueself....*g?? Probably you didnt deceive us but yourself with all this lesslessless nonsense....;-) Dont be so harsh on yourself, the truth is always much more balanced and there was nothing wrong with all your intentions, I wouldnt know why you should wear any mea maxima culpa suit, for what my goodness? For gently dealing with Janes fears? No way, it wouldnt be spiritually honest from Jane to blame you at all for such a careful and gentle approach, so in the case this is not honoured I would definitely recommend you to give up any further try, its definitely their time to approach you now because we still have to remember for accuracy what forced you to find some sideways, so before their is no insight at Kellies/Janes side that this communication policies are definitely such a shame there is sure no sense in any further struggles, I really hope they both finally wake up and stop this childish play with "hurted " feelings, otherwise this relationship will neverever work. Tztztztz hurted from what???? Of your very gentle caring approach??? Of patiently overlooking the only truly hurting incident that its not possible to talk with Kelly like any mother with her son??? No way, enough is truly more than enough now, completely leave them both alone now to finally work this out on their own, either they find a mature way to treat you finally with natural respect or they dont, but now its surely their turn to think about it and to normalize their relationships with you and until that I can only advise you to leave them completely alone, you really tried more than enough now, Brig
hugs,prayers,Gods Bless to you and all loved ones, Marcus

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Diotima - 10 days ago: Dear Marcus, right now I have only time to tell you: these kids, BOTH, are MUCH BETTER than the appearence showed me and far much better than or the picture I gave here about them. I know their INTENTION now which makes a big difference as it was noble and the least hurtful - quite the opposite. But there is much more about it what I will tell you, (M)ARCangel... God bless your life, Marcus, totally and entirely! YOU WILL WIN!!!! Brig
Diotima - 10 days ago: YES, you are absolutely right: I wait for them to approach me... Dear Marcus, pray for me, please! It is not enough to know the truth - I have such big tasks in front of me...financially... to raise a mortgage on the family house inherited from my parents and then to sell the house (which is in a bad shape now) because my debts are reaching the sky... The expenses of my mom's long illness, the funeral, to pay the death duty after the house, the loan-interests, the monthly installments... I am suffocating... I would need help for arranging the mortgage and for selling the house and I have two dogs - they are 9 yrs old both - whom I am not willing to put asleep but I cannot bring them into a flat of an owner-occupied block... so many things to be solved and I have nobody to help me. I cannot handle it, I am dying!!! With mortgage it will be even more difficult to seel the house but now I am at the bottom when it is the question of life-and-death, after paying off the monthly duties....
Diotima - 10 days ago: After I came back to Hungary with Kelly, we lived on my salary for years because his father didn't send us money in order to punish me and force us to return. My mother died at home - I washed her dead body and dressed her up for her last journey - Kelly was at school at that time... when he returned his grandma was already gone... I did a lot of things and was brave enough to choose and to follow my way... but now
Diotima - 9 days ago: OK, I'M WORKING ON IT, EVERY DAY A BIT, I CAN DO IT! I CAN RUN WITH THE WOLVES, IWILL...
Into_the_Light - 7 days ago: Dear Brig, ooh okay but when you have just mistinterpreted those lovely people they shouldnt have any big problem forgiving you that since nothing was wrong with your intentions...so just relax with that topic as they will surely understand it or at least hopefully -since there will be inevitably much tougher challenges in front both so it would be recommendable to master the very small ones easily...;-) I see, the god ol money...dont you have very gifted artists for the billprinitingplates in the east, I presume there would be strong interest...*g? But seriously, the dogs are of course quite a problem, cant you move into another flat that accepts dogs? Couldnt you rent parts of the house or even rooms for students etc. or is it absolutely too small, even if you would rearrange some nonstatic walls etc.?Couldnt somebody private borrow you some money (with a registry as partial owner of the house/the house as security) so that you could put it with not too much money in some much more attractive shape, that of course depends on the houses condition and what is wrong, with some houses that works very well in order to push the selling price quite a lot further than the invested money.....(for example drugrehabilation centers or unemployment iniatives etc. offering inexpensive workers for the unskilled jobs and for the more demanding jobs if you dont need bills for taxreductions etc...ecspecially since labour is not that expensive in Hungary but of course depends as well a lot if the house is at an attractive location or not, just a few thoughts on a complex theme, sure praying for you, Brig and Kellly too, how come he got this strange impression of being terribly ugly, I mean I saw your picture and didnt get it all, knowing the look of the real elephantman I really had to smile but okay, people really have sometimes very strange and distorted views about themselves in both ways much too good and much too bad, what you sure can do ist stoping with this absolutely nonproductive and surely illusive blaming/putting down yourself, what Kelly does with his look you do with your soul -putting it down for no reason at all and surely not expressing even any truth....wouldnt there be any possibility to generate further income with a second job or using one of your talents? Anyway, at least you should never allow some problems or difficulties or past experiences to put down your opinion, love, kindness and acceptance for yourself as that would only create a second and very harmful battlefield, big hug for that, dear Brig....
Diotima - 6 days ago: Salut, Camerade! I just noticed your comment NOW, many hours after I sent you my message! Yes, I do the same with my soul what Kelly does with his body: I created a "false consciousness" which became my worst enemy, so now my own creation tries to strangle me. Labour is not expensive in Hungary, but it is true only about the factory workers. When skilled (or unskilled) workers are employed privately, the limit of their hourly pay is the starry sky... We don't have the benefit of tax-reduction here to make services cheaper. Drugrehabilitation simply doesn't exist since the Psychiatric Institute, the only place to treat or at least to "store" people with drug-abuse fell victim to the privatization this year... I have no friend or acquaintance who has enough money to lend me, not even for the part-ownership of my house. Otherwise the house is in a very good location, so 1:0 for me... You know, Marcus, I am not even sure yet if I really want to move permanently to Canada. Once was enough. Democracy, freedom are laughing stock or opium for the poor, like religion in Voltaire's concept - in reality the bloody greediness rules. I have double citizenship, so I wouldn't have a problem to re-settle in Canada but to lose Europe for North-America forever?! - this is the question! I will write you about my mother soon and I will surely post a new prayer request too... Dear Marcus, I pray for you to have compensation for what there is no recoup... When were you ever loved unconditionally - except by God? I wish you to find this unconditional love to be healed thoroughly and completely. The school of the Skeleton Woman awaits you after this disaster is over... God bless you, my friend, and keep you away from vicious villains who want to abuse your childish innocence! Love and hugs Brig
Diotima - 6 days ago: P.S.: I pray for your mother, Marcus, to compensate - at least partly - the awful harm she caused and to be reached and touched by God and by all the prayers. I pray that she would stop denying her terrible guilt and finally would be inclined to admit it! It is 2:20 a.m. so I go to sleep now. God watch over our dreams!
petcats

Dearest Brig, Bless your Heart for the Candle Light, I must confess I have been feeling much Sorrow. I pray that you are feeling Better. It can be a hard Journey for each of us and alas Many Tears fall. But I pray that God will bless you, Dear Brig and give you all his love Amen. You have such a Kind and Loving Spirit. Love, Kathleen

Diotima - 10 days ago: Thank you my dear Kathleen, I think of you and of you father a lot... I feel very close to you in your sorrow... God bless your dear soul and smooth the pain you have now! Lots of love to you from Brig
Baruch
Baruch Philippines

Though oceans roar and mountains quake,
And enemies deride,
We do not have to be afraid---
The Lord is by our side. (Sper)

Diotima - 13 days ago: Thank you Baruch, wonderful poem, what a rhythm it has - ot is possible only in English, I love it! I pray for you my friend! Brig
blueyescry1
blueyescry1 NorthWilkesboro

God
bless u from me and Jake

Diotima - 16 days ago: Thank you so much, my friend, I wish those blue eyes not to cry! I have lots of pain too but I learned that tears don't help - only ACTIONS! Good for people who are brave enough to act - I really appreciate them. I still have a lot of things to learn because I have more tears than advices for myself... Love Bri
blueyescry1 - 15 days ago: I told Jake how sweet u are, and showed him your picture, i went to the eye dr. today and voted. Hope your day was good. I is a beautiful spring day in the USA Love blu
Diotima - 11 days ago: Dear ble your latest reply didn't show up yet but I already reported it to the staff. I will always do it when these mean things happen, as many times, as necessary... Good day?!? No, I don't recall when I had a really good day... lave to you, vau-vau to Jake...Bri
blueyescry1 - 11 days ago: I called Greg this morning, I am so tired of this stuff, I sent u a picture of jake ,I hope u have a red letter day
blueyescry1 - 9 days ago: They are saying , support staff that they have the problems fixed, write me
Diotima - 9 days ago: YES IT IS FIXED FINALLY!!! I am so busy this week I couldn't even write a new prayer request what I want to do this weekend anyway and I could't reply to anyone, because of the problems with the server - I only replied to Mohana but because my response didn't get through, I kept trying and trying so finaly Mohana has the same message of mine TEN TIMES!!!