It is said that sitting in a church makes one as much of a Christian as sitting in a garage makes one a car. Heehee. Well, that is just to say that the emphasis is on God...without God, a church is just a building! So I think it would be best to pray for God to direct you to the right church, one that will allow your relationship with Him to flourish. (I am in the same boat. I don't trust many churches either.) Just conversing with God, even (and especially) when you don't feel like it, is a good way to begin praying. God already knows what you will do, have done, and are doing; it is good because there's nothing to prove to Him... All that is left is for us to open up. :) I don't know, but I hope this helps some... Either way, I pray for God to lead you down the path that is right for you... Amen!

Lord I say thank your for your gift of forgiveness for you say that you are able to change that which is red as crimson to be as white as snow. Teska has admitted to have turned away from your ways but I say thank you for you allow rightturns. May you accept Teska confession and draw her back to your ways. In Jesus name I ask with thanks giving. Amen

God Our Father, in Jesus' name, I come humbly before you in agreement with Teska. Lord, lead her into your holy ways and impart wisdom into her life. Lord send angels into her life and let them lead her to your great love and mercy. We thank you Lord for your mercy and trust in your holy ways! Bless Teska abundantly and wrap her in your loving embrace, let her life be a testament of your holiness! BVM please intercede. Amen