Yesterday I saw my sister for the first time in three or four months. It was a little weird at first, but it turned out to be better than what I thought. She has been apologizing to people for the way she has been acting and I hope this is a sign of her changing, of at least trying. I love my sister and I just want her to get help. Sometimes it bothers me so much that when I think about it, I cant sleep. Its better now, but we still have work to do.

Last Saturday was my neice's birthday party and i saw my sister there. I decided to be the biigger person and just forget about everything she has done to me and my family. So i talked to her and everything was okay for a little while. It was my neice's first birthday party so once I cut the cake, I gave my neice a piece and she got icing on her clothes. My sister started making a big deal out of it and it was only a spot of icing. She was saying a lot of crazy stuff and i tried to ignore her, but it really made me upset concidering how nice i was trying to be to her even though she has wronged me so many times. So as i thought about it, I became very upset. My sister is the type of person who always has to cause a big scene at every single get together just for attention. Now, i really feel like giving up on her. Its bad enough that she never apologized to me for what she said about my kids, and now after i try to make things better, she stiill acts crazy. I feel like there iis no winning with her!