Hi, I'm Adrianne. I am very depressed and am sad about life. I have had sex for drugs and don't want to anymore. I am away from those people now but I still crave which is horrible. I feel like such a bad person who is destined to go to hell. I have bipolar disorder and suffer greatly from it and the effects of my prescription drugs. I have tried to kill myself several times but somehow have survived even though they were close calls. I don't know who I am. I gave up on God when I was 15. Can Jesus heal me? Does he even forgive me for what I've done? I feel like a terrible person. I feel worthless.

dear sister: I'm gad your feeling better, the Word of the Lord does that if you have a Bible read it every time you get that feeling of dread, don't let Satan get you down but rise above it in Jesus name, pray in Jesus, for his help and Love. when i read your prayer request it hit a nerve because i to had the feeling of suicide many yrs. ago and it is an aweful feeling of gloom and doom, you just cant stand it, but the Word of the Lord helped out of the pit and into the Light of Gods love. read Hebrews 12:2 it helped me "Look unto Jesus....." that's the only one you need to look to> I will continue to pray and encourage you untill further notice dear sister. With the Love of the Lord Your Sister in Christ Berny
Adrianne you are a beautiful young lady and God forgives all our sins just repent and ask for his forgiveness. Dear Lord I pray that you would be at Adrianne's side and show her your mercy Lord. Please comfort her and let her know how precious she is to you. Let her feel your wonderful love and be with her to show her the path to everything you want for her in life. In Jesus most precious name i pray Amen
We are still praying for you adrianne. Now you are in the family of God. We love you with unconditional love. Or at least some of us do. If they don't they don't belong here. Whenever you feel that you need somebody to talk to. You can come in here and pray for others and others will pray for you. God bless you.
The reason you may not think you know who you are is BC you may be using this world to help you with your idenity. You are beautifly made by God. Change your thoughts to how perfect you are to him, and begin your new identity in christ. I will pray for you.
Precious Heavenly Father God:
I pray that you will bless my dear sister and help her to overcome all her struggles and wrap your loving hands arount her and keep her well and blessed.
In Jesus Mighty Name I Pray........
AMEN..................
We continue our prayers for you. You are now part of the family of God. be happy with who you are. That little girl so loved by her family, her friends and most of all God. We love you too. Just come here for comfort and strength. God bless you.
Adrianne, I just want you to know that God will forgive you for anything, there is nothing to great. Just call upon him to forgive your sins and save your soul. God, we ask that you come into Adrianne's life forgive her sins, fill her heart with love and peace, let her know that she has a purpose in this world. Take away the cravings for drugs and free her from the negative influences and people who try to bring her down. Adrianne the devil will try to come between you and God, But just rebuke him in the name of Jesus. PJ
praise the lord sister .thank u jesus respones . god is with u , i pray for u amen
Dear Adrianne- I apologize if you get several posts from me, i posted a prayer and video last night ands its still not posted, so i thought i'd send another response your way. *So sorry if this is a duplicate*
Dear Lord I lift up my dear sister to your ever loving care. Lord you know the deepest desires of her heart, and I pray Lord that you can help draw near to her, helping her to ask forgiveness for her past, and watching as you wash it away. Lord when we accept you into our life, we start over new, a clean slate appears in front of us. I pray Lord that this woman can sense your presence that you can wipe away these feelings of hopelessness, depression, and anxiety. I pray Lord that you can help her battle through her past addictions, and life style and may you create in her a new heart, one that beats for you Jesus. Lord I pray that anything that is not of you in this woman's life can flee in the name of Jesus. Lord I ask for protection against the enemy, and ask that you would hold this dear sister of mine in your arms, revealing to her the love you have for her, the price that you paid on the cross- just for her. Lord you died so many years ago, paid the price for my sins, for her sins, for the sins of our many brothers and sisters. You died so we can live. What an amazing sacrifice. Lord we fall a hundred times but you catch us in your grace, showering us with blessings and mercy if only we try to live our life for you, rather than ourselves. Lord I pray for this woman's salvation. I pray that there would be no doubt in her mind that not only do you exist, but you are a mighty and mericiful savior that she can have a personal relationship with. Lord I pray that you can divinely place people in her life that will help comfort her and help build up her walk with you Lord. I ask Lord that you can stir this woman's heart and mind, reminding her of the love and promises you have for her. Lord I pray that you would hold on to her, and show her that you will never let go. Not like the relationships of this Earth, you will never let go. In the precious name of Jesus, Amen.
I also really felt led to share this song with you, here is the video on youtube, its really impacted my life and if you have a moment give it a listen
Dear Adrianne: Yes, the Lord can heal you. I believe this with all my heart. I've seen it in my son who is living such a different life now; this all to the thanks of our dear Lord. I hear your cry for help, and the only person that can help you is God. Our Lord and Savior has delivered my son from the drugs; he couldn't have done it on his own. God needs you too, he wants to have a relationship with you. You are not a bad person. You just took a different path and I believe you are ready to follow God's path. God sent his only begotten son to die on the cross for your sins, my sins, everyone's sins; but it is up to the individual to receive him and follow him. His word says, we are born of the flesh, and we must be born of the spirit--Which means he's waiting for you to ask him to come into your life and reside in you. All you have to do is ask him into your life, ask him to forgive you of your sins and let me know that you believe he died on the cross for your sins and that you believe he rose again. Little by little, you will see God making changes in your heart and in your mind; it is just beautiful and amazing.
"Our Heavenly Father, thank you for your mercy and grace. I pray for Adrianne now dear Father and I pray that you will put your loving arms around her and hear her cry for help. Lord, I believe that she is ready to make changes in her life. I pray that she will receive you and that she walk in your path O'Lord, and as her heart and her mind begins reforming, she will find an inner peace that only you could fill. I pray that she will crave only you, and all the cravings that she ever had in her life such as the drugs, etc. will be vanished. I pray that you will give her purpose for her life and that she will walk by faith in knowing that you are in control of her life. I pray that she will grow as an individual and grow as a child of God. Lord, protect her, guide her, and love her as only you can. In your most holy and honorable name, Jesus Christ, I pray Amen."
Adrianne, first of all you have done nothing that God will not forgive you for. I think that you are already on the right path and made the first step by coming to this site. So now I ask God to come into Adrienne's life give her strength, make her strong. Lord let her feel the love in her heart that you have for her, Lord we know that you can take over and cure her from this bipolar disorder. Lord she is ready and wants to make the change. Help her in the name of Jesus. Lord put many possitive influences in her life and relieve her the negative people that try to bring her down. Adrienne, all you have to do is ask God for forgiveness and except it and live every day to best you can.
Dear Adrianne, YES! JESUS CAN AND HE WILL HEAL YOU.
JESUS said COME AS YOU ARE I LOVE YOU!Once we give our self to Jesus the healing process will take place, we need not be perfect to go to him, Just please go to Jesus as you are and surrender and watch the mighty love and change you would feel.Leave all your troubles to God He will see you through, I have no doubt at all,Be strong I will have you in my daily prayers.May you experience the love and presence of the Lord.
Adrianne, I am getting ready to leave for work. I will be praying for you today. If you start to feel cravings remember pray and ask the lord to take it away. Even if you have to get down on your needs and pray. The devil will work hard to fight you on this. Tell the devil that you rebuke him in the name of Jesus Christ our Lord. The lord will give you peace. Just hang in there.
Dont give up sweetie. With lots of love. Your Friend Sherry
Adrianne, I am getting ready to leave for work. I will be praying for you today. If you start to feel cravings remember pray and ask the lord to take it away. Even if you have to get down on your needs and pray. The devil will work hard to fight you on this. Tell the devil that you rebuke him in the name of Jesus Christ our Lord. The lord will give you peace. Just hang in there.
Dont give up sweetie. With lots of love. Your Friend Sherry