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dmulvaney

Please pray for me to heal

I first want to say god bless and thankyou for this website. It has gave me healing and I hope I have helped to heal others.
I have back because I thought I was heal from everything that has happen to me. My father died due to neglect of the hospital on 1/17/08 it is still hard for me to get over it I know he is home with the lord but it's how it happened that hurts so bad. He was my rock my protector the person i come to in need. My daughter's father had adandoned us back in 6/07 and that hurted but I knew the realtionship and the demons of drug addicition had the best of him. It was truly a blessing for him to leave i felt the burdens gone but it was how he left that hurted. He did not try to communicate with me nor our daughter. I didn't really care that much about me but my daughter he could of contacted. I am left with a teenager that is hurt and full of sorrow both from this and my dad's death. In the result she goes to an alternative school due to her behavior and really she is needing more help that I have to send her to an alternative residental school to help her get back on the right track. that hurts me so bad to send your child away now so that she won't go to jail or prison in the future i am trying to do intervention. Her father waits until he finds out my dad died to write a letter from jail. The letter was weak and lame and in between the lines he was hoping my dad's death would have me vulnerable to take him back. I didn't and my reply back I let him know i finally now see him for what he is. I never gave my daughter the grievance card nor the birthday card he sent. I had to make a judgement call and thought it was too much for her to digest in his car to her he never dicuss what he did nor was he sorry or wanted to be in her life as a father. He got out of jail on 2/8 a week after my daughter's birthday. On 2/16 he came into the house we once share while me and my daughter was out during errands and stole her mattress. I was so angry the look on my daughter's face i will never forget it was a day before that mark 1 month of my dad's passing. I called his mom and I went off and cut myself from that family all together. He never returned the keys nor got his things that was threw away in the trash. I didn't have the money to get the locks changed and i never thought he would do something so cruel when i did nothing to him i just didn't want him anymore. Within 6 days we move to a new complex and the bed he returned it and place it under the deck. My daughter refused to keep it and we threw it away. The townhouse I was renting I planned to buy it directly from the owners within 3 years i just want to get my credit score higher, i love my home. Where I am at now i do not like it but it serves it's purpose he doesn't where I live. The space is less and it doens't feel like a home. I know this is temporary but it hurts me so much. I have a co-worker that knows a relative of his and she told me today that he is on drugs really bad and he done something bad to his cousin. Which out of all these years he was close to him and never done anything to him and his feelings were hurt. He tried to help him and put him in a program where he works and they will provide him an apartment to live where he only pays $75 a week. He denied particapting in the program because he rather live next door to his new girl friend. I am not hurt that he moved on with someone but we could of been civil with each other because we are parents to a child, and for him to take her bed it's hard for me to get over that especially when he knew my dad died. I want to get over this, I still want to get married someday but right now i am going thru so much i really don't want a boyfriend i know it's because what has happened to me but i do feel lonely at times

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18The Spirit of the Lord is upon me, because he hath anointed me to preach the gospel to the poor; he hath sent me to heal the brokenhearted, to preach deliverance to the captives, and recovering of sight to the blind, to set at liberty them that are bruised,
Ezekiel 11:19
19And I will give them one heart, and I will put a new spirit within you; and I will take the stony heart out of their flesh, and will give them an heart of flesh:
Jeremiah 24:7
7And I will give them an heart to know me, that I am the LORD: and they shall be my people, and I will be their God: for they shall return unto me with their whole heart.
As one with a hurting heart also I join with you in prayer and the Bible says what we make happen for others will happen for us.
Lord restore broken relationships1
Pray this with me please: Dear Father, help me to hear Your voice and not the voice of the accuser. Change my vision. Help me see myself the way You do. Allow me to see others in light of Your grace, and help me se Your destiny in people everywhere I look. in Jesus name ...Amen
Father I pray this relationship is restored. Lord bring peace, understanding and love into this relationship. May they find joy in their life throught your love for them Lord. In Jesus name. Amen
Restore Joel 2:23-26 23Be glad then, ye children of Zion, and rejoice in the LORD your God: for he hath given you the former rain moderately, and he will cause to come down for you the rain, the former rain, and the latter rain in the first month. 24And the floors shall be full of wheat, and the vats shall overflow with wine and oil. 25And I will restore to you the years that the locust hath eaten, the cankerworm, and the caterpillar, and the palmerworm, my great army which I sent among you. 26And ye shall eat in plenty, and be satisfied, and praise the name of the LORD your God, that hath dealt wondrously with you: and my people shall never be ashamed
Ezekial 36:16
16I will seek that which was lost, and bring again that which was driven away, and will bind up that which was broken, and will strengthen that which was sick: Lord You hear the cry of this heart and I am praying and agreeing that You will answer this prayer and give the desires of the heart as You promise in Your Word. You will make a way where there seems to be no way. In Jesus name. Amen
2 Corinthians 4: 13, 14, 17,18
13We having the same spirit of faith, according as it is written, I believed, and therefore have I spoken; we also believe, and therefore speak; 17For our light affliction, which is but for a moment, worketh for us a far more exceeding and eternal weight of glory; 18While we look not at the things which are seen, but at the things which are not seen: for the things which are seen are temporal; but the things which are not seen are eternal.
Psalm 116:8, For thou hast delivered my soul from death, mine eyes from tears, and my feet from falling.
9 I will walk before the LORD in the land of the living.
10 I believed, therefore have I spoken:
I speak healing, restoration, renewal,for marriages and all relationoships that are broken being made whole in mind, body, emotions, and heart, and all and any circumstances I speak God’s Word that will not come back void.
Jeremiah 33:3 3Call unto me, and I will answer thee, and show thee great and mighty things, which thou knowest not. 8 8And I will cleanse them from all their iniquity, whereby they have sinned against me; and I will pardon all their iniquities, whereby they have sinned, and whereby they have transgressed against me
Psalms 37:4,5 4Delight thyself also in the LORD; and he shall give thee the desires of thine heart. Commit thy way unto the LORD; trust also in him; and he shall bring it to pass.
Isaiah 43:19 19Behold, I will do a new thing; now it shall spring forth; shall ye not know it? I will even make a way in the wilderness, and rivers in the desert.
1 Corinthians 10:19 13There hath no temptation taken you but such as is common to man: but God is faithful, who will not suffer you to be tempted above that ye are able; but will with the temptation also make a way to escape, that ye may be able to bear it.
Heavenly Father Your Word is so sweet to my ears and comfort to my heart. I love You and thank You for all Your mercy and grace that You shower on me each day. Give me strength to be a better person, wisdom to make right decisions, and love for all my fellowman and to do what I can where I can. Bless me that I might be a blessing and enlarge my territory and keep me from evil. In the sweet name of Jesus. Amen
Isaiah 43:2,4,18 When thou passest through the waters, I will be with thee; and through the rivers, they shall not overflow thee: when thou walkest through the fire, thou shalt not be burned; neither shall the flame kindle upon thee. 3For I am the LORD thy God,
4Since thou wast precious in my sight, thou hast been honourable, and I have loved thee: therefore will I give men for thee, and people for thy life. 5Fear not: for I am with thee
Matthew 18:19 19Again I say unto you, That if two of you shall agree on earth as touching any thing that they shall ask, it shall be done for them of my Father which is in heaven. 20For where two or three are gathered together in my name, there am I in the midst of them.
Ask what I shall do for thee, before I be taken away from thee. And Elisha said, I pray thee, let a double portion of thy spirit be upon me.
I pray this for you!