please pray for me, my life is in such chaos i dont know what to do. Im married for the 2nd time, just a few months short of four years I left about a month ago, during our marriage everyone came before me, and my kids. I had to pay all the bills and he ran the show. A very controlling man every thing had to be his way. It was on a friday when he yelled for me and said I had company, It was my ex husbands aunt, he had seen her and told her where I lived. My ex-husband was extremly abusive physically, mentaly. emotionaly. I had not heard from any of them in 4 years, they hadnt tried to contact me just one day she shows up she was following me around my house and demanding that I let my son go to her house. my husband came into the room, instead of helping he said he didnt want to get into the middle of it. He said after she left he didnt know, I had just talked about getting his rights relingished how could he not know. He had given her his cell number, our address, but he didnt want to get in the middle. he knew what I had been through, my ex had stuck his hand through the window of my mothers door and drug me up out of the bed and beat me for hours, every chance he got i kept black eyes, I had to get restraining orders and d.s.s had made me leave the county where I lived my family lived and go to another county where I knew no one. so I could keep my children this is how violent he was toward me. My husband told them where I lived. Now he wants me to come back to him. he has some where to go but refuses to go instead he lives without power or water. I dont want anything bad to happen to him but that is just the tip of the iceberge as to the things he's done. My children are happier now and that is the main reason I left. I had been praying for gods guidance and to help me be a better mother and that happend. I feel it was gods way of showing me and helping me. Now I have all this guilt about how he is living. I even loan him my car every day, honestly I dont know what to do. please pray for me I do need peace and guIdance from god and alot of prayer. my children do too, him also, pray for my whole situation. thank you and god bless