I have been worrying a lot lately. Its almost time for me to move and I haven't found a place, plus I dont even have any money right now for a deposit.. When I had the money, I found plenty of places, but I had to stay until the end of the thirty day notice. My light bill was sent in the mail to the wrong address and I just received a disconnection notice. I have a day to come up with the whole amount and right now its looking next to impossible. My phone bill is due in a week, I need money to buy insurance so I can get the car registered and inspected, and until then, i cant start looking for a job. This may seem petty to some people, but when you live your life stressed out about bills along with every thing else, its no fun (especially if you dont have any where to go). Another thing that I forgot to mention is that I dont have any food in the house. My friend has been bringing stuff here and there which was really a blessing, but he can only do so much. Im upset at myself that i cant provide for my kids the way I should. Im so tired of living life like this! I just wonder, when is it ever going to be time for me to be content in my life. I dont really desire a whole lot and im a very simple girl. Im satisfied with the small things in life, but i just dont want my kids to have to stay in an apartment without any electricity.