My exhusband tried to get public visitation after deserting our son and I for three years; the judge has granted visitation stay at my place but that he is allowed to bring his new wife--just this past christmas he'd been telling me that he loved me and that we would get back together and work things out, four days after that, he was married to her (his name's Doug, her's is Judy)...their first visitation is this Thurs.-15th and I'm not sure how I should handle them being in my home and her being around my son (I'm afraid my son will end up loving her more than he does me), and I've been harboring feelings of jeolousy, hatred, bitterness and resentment; I know I shouldn't be feeling this way, that's not what God would want, but, at the same time, my ex has been lying and I just want him to start telling the truth; and that, if this is the way it has to be and if she is destined to be a part of my son's life, I need to come to terms with that and accept what's to come, I'm just not so sure I can and to be honest, I'm still having trouble forgiving my ex for all the pain he's put me through. Our son loves his father very much, even though he'd disappeared for three years and so, I just want Josh to be happy and I know I shouldn't go getting in the way of his relationship with my ex, his dad...Please pray for Thurs.-15th May, their first visit, to go well. Thank you, missmary