I can't even tell all of you how much I have lost due to all these charges against me. I have lost vision of the future. I am so down and out. We continue to have such a financial burden and I don't want the next day to come anymore. It is a reminder that the court date is too close to come. I don't want to continue. Things keep bringing the enemy battle in. I am tired, I can't see anything good. I have disappointed myself, the Lord and my family. What good am I to this situation? Why won't anyone come to my rescue and take this away.I can't handle not being able to see good in my life like it use to be. Lord please help me. I can't see anymore or have the strength to go through this court situation.