Dear Pastor,

I am Jebah Raj, a believer of Jesus Christ since last 10 years. When I was 6 years old, I lost my mom. She had committed suicide. After her death, my father had married again within 6 months to my mother’s sister. We were 4 children for our first mother and I am the eldest boy. After a year of the death of my mother, I fell into fear and confusion. I was a discarded child in my family. I did not understood what was frightening me always. At the age of 19, I understood that I was under the spell of witchcraft. I used to go wandering on the streets with little memory of what I was doing. At the age of 31, my brother-in-law took me to a spiritual church. And there, on that day, the pastor prayed over me and he got a revelation of the devil in the form of a serpent. The devil challenged the pastor that he will not leave me even if 10 like pastors come in prayer. The pastor asked me to stay in the church for 7 days in fasting. All these 7 days, pastor prayed over me but I was not delivered nor any manifestation happened to me. I started to go to that church regularly and attended many fasting prayer. After 3 months, in one of those fasting prayer, while pastor was praying over me, I was suddenly thrown down on the floor wildly. This was the first manifestation happened to me in the year 1997. Till this day, the year 2008, whenever pastor prays over me, I am thrown down to the floor wildly but I am not delivered.

I always feel myself covered with something iron like in my bones and nerves from my head to my feet. A burden on my right shoulder starting from my back neck. This keeps tormenting me till finally I go to sleep. There is a feeling of slavery and helpless in defending myself against any injustice done to me and couldn’t speak. There is always pricking pain in my joints and limbs and burning under my knees.

All these years, I am running from one pastor to another who are being anointed with the gift of deliverance. Now since more than 4 years, I resigned my esteemed job because I could not continue working. And I am constantly attending prayers everyday. Also in my house, I spent 2 hours in personal prayer and reading scripture.

I couldn’t understand what will be my end. I am already 42 years old and not married. I am not able to take decision of my marriage. I feel occupied in darkness. Could you help me in prayer and suggest me God’s revelation for deliverance.

Yours loving brother in Jesus Christ,

Jebah Raj
India- Bombay
Mobile: +91-09323868302