Lord God, I love you and thank you so much for all the blessings you showered on me and my family. Lord, I'm sorry coz now I feel sad again. I feel so alone. Why do I feel that no guy will love me and care for me? I always feel used and abused. Is this what I get for being trustful? I am deeply hurt Lord. My heart is bleeding. I know that all these has reasons but why is it so hard to move on? I felt betrayed again. I gave my all and just get dumped after everything I did for him. When he was alone and so problematic,I served as his guide and strength. Now that he's ok, he left me just like that. I will accept everything Lord if only he toldme that he's not coming back anymore. It pains me too much that he just vanished like a bubble in the air. Don't I deserve a thank you and goodbye? I was so worried about him coz he said he is sick only to find out that he is just making up some excuses. Now, he is gone and didn't left any word. I can't sleep and eat well. My blood pressure shoot down to 70/50 which is so abnormal. Lord, please help me. I need you. I know you never left my side. Heal my broken heart Lord. I ask for your mercy. Amen.