dear soul, i too have ran into a lot of hard luck. for several years actually. loss of 'friends', loss of a wife - who left for another man and her 'friends' just 2 months after marriage - and having waited my whole life for the godly woman that was meant for me! I prayed for years - she was a new believer and got pulled down into satans lies and she bought it all. i was devistated/crushed and from there.... i lost a long time career in the medical profession, and my health took turns for the worse. in constant pain - night and day. so.... if god is watching over me and my family (many health problems too) i just know he is doing the same for you. be encouraged. god loves you and so do brothers and sisters here. god bless you this very day!

Prayer for you and your family. In Powerful Name of Jesus. Amen