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dnreyn7 Kansas City

Forgive me Father!

Oh Lord, I fell to the devil. Oh Father I am so ashamed. In my pain, my weariness and my frustration I fell to sin and not only drank large sums of alcohol, but when I saw the man I love's vehicle outside of a huge party I sent him messages that were downright evil. I slurred insults, called names, told lied, slung accusations, made fun, tore apart self and family...and then did it again the next day.
Oh Father, he attempted not two days before to call and talk with me and I was rather cold instead of showing Christ. Yesterday Lord when he responded to me with the same cruelty and went a step further (as he always does) it was glaringly obvious what I had done. He pointed out that apparently Jesus was not able to keep me straight huh? Oh Jesus, forgive me. It was my error not anyone else's and it is because I TOOK MY EYES OFF THE CROSS AND PLACED THEM ON SELF. I am so ashamed and I have done tremendous damage now to myself and to him. I cannot contact him Father as I feel you do not want me to. I fell you are telling me Lord that this is over, that this is done and to leave it be. But I am saddened by what I did and also not surprised if he lashes out by turning back to the arms of the woman he betrayed me with.
Jesus forgive me, change me, mold me, sculpt me. Also my Lord be with this man I still so deeply love and am trying to stay away from. Help me Lord. I give my will and my life over to you entirely again today.
Start anew in my Father, take my will and I give my love for this man to You for You to do what You will.
Forgive me Jesus. Hold my hand today and wherever he is, go to him Lord Jesus and give Him the comforter and the desire to search for YOU for a higher plane, for the truth.

Update - about 1 year ago:

I texted him apologies. I believe I did so in such a way that I was not asking for him to come into my life but saying I was wrong. His immediate response was cruelty, but I kept it up saying I was wrong to talk about God so much and then attack. I asked him kindly to stop texting because the contact hurt me deeply. I left it on a quiet note, and one that was repentant for the cruelty. Thank you God for giving me the words and again Lord I ask that you watch over him. He does not know You Father and I failed miserably at showing you to Him for 12 years. The warm sunny, bright blue sky day we are having is the same bright blue sky he sees right now. But Father, he has no hope, no peace. And I do. He drinks every single day, takes X who knows how much and hangs out in dens of the devil to ease his pain...he does not know it is causing so much more for him down the road. Bring him a friend Lord, someone that will introduce You to him if that be your will Father. And You tell us in Your book that it is Your will that ALL come to the Lord. Oh please do not give up on this muslim man Lord Jesus. May he one day greet me in your kingdom and we can cry together tears of joy and praise as we bow before You. Please Father, once again help me to overcome my sinful nature today and to keep my eyes on the cross.

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11 months ago

mickey NY

Father, thank You that You are a forgiving Father. Plant my sisters feet in cement at the foot of Your cross. Help this man Lord to turn from his ways and serve You, In Jesus Name, Amen

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about 1 year ago

hearty_08 davao city, philiphines

YOUR ATTITUDE IS SOMEWHT DESAME WITH MY BESTFRIEND.. WELL I KNOW GOD GOD EVEN BEFORE.. BUT WHEN MY BESTFRIEND CAME TO ME, IT REALLY AMAZE ME WHEN SHE LIGHTS ME UP ABOUT GOD.. AND I DO HOPE, THAT MAN SOMEDAY WILL SURELY FIND ITS WAY WITH GOD..

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about 1 year ago

hearty_08 davao city, philiphines

YOUR ATTITUDE IS SOMEWHT DESAME WITH MY BESTFRIEND.. WELL I KNOW GOD GOD EVEN BEFORE.. BUT HEN MY BESTFRIEND CAME TO ME, IT REALLY AMAZE ME WHEN SHE LIGHTS ME UP ABOUT GOD.. AND I DO HOPE, THAT MAN SOMEDAY WILL SURELY FIND ITS WAY WITH GOD..

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about 1 year ago

Monique C. Barbados, W.I.

As a woman who has been in the same position you were in for the past 9months. I have the same situation with my ex boyfriend he is unsaved and I was saved. These men know nothing about God and would not even hear of the Lord when they are in this state. Try your best not to fight fire with fire. It hurts when you see them doing these things and seeming to be happy with out you, but as you said it is not about you. The battle is a spiritual one let the Lord work it out for you. Pray the Lord will reach him in his state and that you will be able to endure this test with grace and dignity and be strengthened to meet every situation with spiritual discernment.

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about 1 year ago

LovingHearts El Paso, Texas

Dear Lord we ask you to fill this young woman with your Spirit. Help guide her eyes to you only. Give her the gift of patience Lord if it is your will it will be done. We ask that you soften the heart of the young man to walk closer to your Lord. Help him to see the danger in his ways. Amen

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about 1 year ago

muzakguy911 Shreveport, LA

Dear Lord, I rebuke Satan and any demons he has over my sister.
Satan has no dominion over her at all!! I pray Dear God that You fill her with Your Holy Spirit, giving her wisdom, knowledge, strength and most of all undying faith in You. Also help her with her addictions. I know You have forgiven her. Also help keep her eyes on You only, knowing that by following you, she'll be on a "high" that no earthly drug can produce.
I ask this through Jesus Christ our Lord. Amen

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