my home is in foreclouser, my husband says he knows the lord but since we got married i lost my job he call me names dont give me any money to live on while he is on the road driving trucks i have too goo to the blood bank just to eat,an since he has started driving im always abunch of b----es, or a lyer i dont know wherte all this comes from except out his past from his mom im very tired he puts me out of the house,he never acted like this when we dated for 5yrs. nov22 of2004 we married he asked me why only too treat me like a dog i know my god didnt bring us together for him too start doing this crap im just meantlly tired i know longer fill i can keep living this type of life ive done nothing but keep confessing my god is taken me through this for a reason he tells me its my fault not gods dont keep saying his name why-- ineed help im ready too go to me real home in heaven overwhelmed in cleveland