DEAR FATHER IN HEAVEN, I CAME TO YOU SOMETIME AGO ABOUT MY HUSBANDS STRANGE ACTIONS, HIS HEART HAS GOT SO COLD TO HIS FAMILY, HE HAS STUMBLED OUT INTO THE WORLD, AND HAS ENTERED SATANS HOUSE(BAR) SATAN HAS REALLY GOT HIM INTO DOING THINGS HE WOULD HAVE NEVER DONE BEFORE. IT IS REALLY SAD LORD, HE FINALLY STRESSED HIMSELF OUT AND HAD A HEART ATTACK. THEN IS WHEN HE SCREAMED FOR HIS FAMILYS LOVE AND HAND, AND WE ALL WHERE RIGHT THERE WITH HIM. BUT NOW LORD HE IS RIGHT BACK OUT THERE WITH ALL THE SINNERS, I DONE WHAT YOU SAID LORD, AND IN BLACK AND WHITE, I WROTE HIM A FORGIVEN LETTER, WHICH I WOULD TAKE ALL THE BLAME FOR HIS ACTIONS, IF ONLY HE WOULD AMIT HIS SELF DENIAL AND SEEK HEALING,. LORD HE DIDNT RESPOND. LORD I ASK FOR ANOTHER SIGN FROM YOU, AND WHAT I HEARD IN MY HEART WAS, " THIS ISNT YOUR HUSBAND ACTIONS, IT IS HIS ILLNESS. HE HAS A VERY BAD CASE OF DEPRESSION, MUCH LIKE A WOMENS POST PARDEM.' YES FATHER I CAN UNDERSTAND THAT, HE HAS HAD FOUR RECENT DEATHS TO DEAL WITH, BUT GOD IT HURTS US TO HEAR HIM SAY HE HATES US. THIS IS REALLY UNEXCEPTABLE. FATHER YOU LOVE HIM AND SO DO WE AS HIS FAMILY. LORD IT IS SO IMPOSSIBLE TO REACH HIM ON OUR OWN. LORD WE LAY HIM IN YOUR HANDS TOTALLY, TO DELIVER HIM FROM THESE EVIL THINGS THAT HAS A HOLD OF HIM, AND TO HEAL HIS SAD SOUL COMPLETLY, AND LORD BRING HIM BACK HOME TO US A BRAND NEW MAN, WE ARE ALL WAITING ON HIM, HE HAS GRAND BABIES WHO WANTS TO KNOW WHY PAPA ISNT WITH MAMA...LORD I HAVE GREAT FAITH THAT YOU WILL DELIVER THIS MAN, I BELIVE IN MY HEART YOU WILL HEAL HIM COMPLETLY, NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE WITH YOU. I HAVE WITNESS MANY MIRACLES FROM YOU, THERE ARE TIMES YOU TEST ME AND I OBEY AND FOLLOW YOUR COMMAND, AND GOD I HAVE MEMORIES FROM THAT I WILL NEVER EVER FORGET, AND I THANK YOU SO MUCH WITH LOVE FOR LETTING ME TAKE PART IN THOSE TEST. NOW DEAR FATHER THIS FAMILY AWAITS AT THE DOOR FOR PAPA TO ASK TO COME BACK HOME AND LEARN THAT HE CAN COMMUNICATE WITH YOU WHEN HE IS FEELING DOWN AND TO KNOW HE DOES NOT HAVE TO BE ASHAMED TO SAY I LOVE YOU EVER AGAIN. THANK YOU SO MUCH DEAR FATHER. AMEN