honey i will stand in prayer 4 u.

Cynthia,
You are not the worst person on the planet, you are good! You are asking for help and obviously desire a positive change in your life.. that is the exact opposite of evil. I believe that you close yourself to love because you don't think you are worthy, it's not true, you are worthy! Everyone is! I pray you find help, hope, courage, faith, and self-love. <3

God please give Cynthia the strength and courage to move forward in life.

Dear God, Please guide cynthia on your way. She was so depressed. Feel her the love she needs. Touch her heart and give her a peace of mind. God Blessed her and her family. Amen

Cynthia, I feel this way a lot. The medication didn't help, everything made me feel worse, why do I need medication to be happy? how sad is that? You will be ok, first take a few deep breaths, ask God to fill your heart with love, you need to love yourself in order to love anyone else. You can feel love. You just need to open your heart to the holy Spirt, You can't reject that feeling. Last night I asked God to come into me, I could feel it overwhelm my body, heart mind and soul. All my worries, all my sorrows, troubles were gone. I asked him to remind me that I need to STOP everytime I feel a negative thought, or anything unholy, and BREATH, and ask the Holy spirit to fill me where I stand. Today alone, I did this 7 times at work, and guess what, I've had the best day I've had in a long time. Just trying to be positive, and saying, God I need to be happy, Please make me strong enough to know that I need YOU. I can do anything through you. Lord I pray that you let your holy spirit completely overwhelm cynthia, take her close, let your love pour in her heart and soul, take away her pain, make her FEEL Your love. Let her know your love so she can love herself, so she can feel the love of her family. Lord you are great, through you all things are possible, please be with your child now Lord. In your precious heavenly name I pray, Amen!