without my husband and no one to help me watch my kids so I can work. I finally found a job and a roommate who was going to help me and only after 3 days , she has decided that she is moving out next month. I was just praying to God yesterday thanking him for all the help and now it is being taken back! I want to believe that this is because my husband is coming , but we have been seperated for 6 months and he has made no effort to come home to me. I dont understand but I guess I just need to trust the Lord that this was for the best? If I can't find someone to watch my kids , I can't start my new job that starts monday!! So now after 3 months of praying for financial help and a roomate, I am back to where I was in only 3 days. I do not understand!!! I know I am whining, but I have had a really hard time hearing from the Lord and just when I think that I did hear from him I am proven wrong! What is going on here? Do I need my spiritual ears cleaned or what? Please pray for me!!!!!