i have felt the same way. but just give it to god! he will take your pain just stay strong suicide is never the answer... you'll be in my prayers!

Dear Outdoors Lady - We don't know all the areas of your pain, but God does, and He will be with you. Depression is such a pernicious stalker and a liar, yet I know God is an awesome God and He will work in ways we cannot imagine. All the advice humans can give won't solve depression, but knowing that God cares and loves and is the foundation of everything in this world will - I pray that He imparts that to you - then faith in Him will be a natural response. We have all had dark nights - some so dark that we thought of ending it all - I pray that your soul will soon be refreshed. I pray that more than anything, you continue to know how precious you are to God and to those in your family who would suffer such a great loss without you there. I can't help thinking of what the Angel said to George Bailey - "So you see, George, you really have had a wonderful life." All of us touch so many other lives - we never know who we might have blessed in the past, or who we might bless in the future - keep the doors open - I will pray for you.

Dear God, please send all your blessings down on this woman, and give her hope and faith, and life itself. Help her to stay close beside her husband and parentsand keep them safe and give them strength to go on. In Jesus name, Amen

Stay strong and hold onto the love of your family. Pray to God for inner peace.

Dear Woman, I feel your pain and how you just want to run away from it all. But I salute you. You do not think you are strong, but you are. Your life has had a great share of griefs. I want to let you know about another person who had some griefs too and He too was innocent. His name is Jesus. He was betrayed, humiliated, beaten, insulted, spat upon, nailed to a cross. That is the reason He says He is acquainted with our griefs and knows our sorrows. He knows all about yours. I pray to the mighty God on your behalf, I intercede for you in your moment of weakness. God please hear this woman's cry, hear Oh Lord the sound of her voice and have mercy upon her. She is weak but you are strong--turn her weakness into your strength and allow her to go on despite what she sees. Give her a fresh dose of courage to press on in this life. May this heavy load of grief be the wind that will drive you towards the purpose God created you. May the blood of Jesus cover you from the crown of your head to the sole of your feet. In Jesus Name I pray, Amen.

Our direction from God is not always easy to understand, because our tasks are different for each and every one of us. So one person might have a very difficult time, with many, many trials and tribulations, which another standing right beside them seems to have a charmed life. Try not to compare your life to anyone elses, but find the strength that God means for you to develop from the trials. I have a similar life pattern to you with many personal losses. From 1998, I lost best friend of 34 years, mother after 3 year illness, three aunts, second best friend of 17 years, sister, father (long cancer illness), closest work mentor, six cats all one at a time, and buried my closest cousin yesterday, 7-12-07, literally. I know exactly how you feel. Thank goodness I haven't lost a grandchild. I know that is very, very hard - little ones. If you were born on Dec 22, we have an especially difficult time, usually with health as well, and additionally.

Believe me when I tell you that there is a reason for this all, and why you have been placed in the middle of it. There is some God delivered lesson for you in it. If you don't believe in reincarnation, this seems difficult to understand, but if you do, it makes all the sense in the world. Each experience builds more character and a better spirit, as it journeys toward greater development with each lifetime. This is not punishment, but simply the tasks you must undergo, this lifetime. We cannot yield to despair, and give up hope, because we will only return to learn the lesson again, and it might be even more difficult next time. Life is not as simple as good gets good, and evil gets evil. It is far more complex. All you have to do is look around to see that. But know, it is all part of God's plan, as the spirit endures always, though the flesh may leave at any moment God decides.

Sometimes when God places you in a life pattern that eliminates your entire worldly support system like that, the intent is to force you to rely and communicate more with God. Not the begging kind of grocery list prayer, but genuine stillness in your soul, and a release of thinking that you know the direction to go, but acceptance that you must be quiet in your spirit and ask what is intended for you. If that makes sense.

I will pray for you, and please don't be despaired. Find peace, and try and understand the lesson. Pray, genuine prayer that asks simply for peace and guidance to understand God's will, I've found, is the best way to accomplish that.

Be well and may we all walk closer to God's brilliant light.
Eva

Please search your heart and realize that things happen beyond our control. Every thing that has breath is a part of God's plan. Death is a part of God's plan also. Do not take the breath that He has given unto you. Praise HIm either way...through the good times and bad. Praise Him either way. There is peace in the presence of Christ, whom is everywhere you turn, surrender your everything to Him. Rid your thoughts of trash.... and I mean anything that seperates you from CHrist... you will find the peace in which you whole heartedly search. My prayers are with you.

lord I pray for the healing of this grandmother too have lost so many and took in so much hurt . I pray lord that you wipe away her depresstion.
in jesus name I pray
amen

Thinking of you this moment and asking that You be held in Loving Kindness and that You also be filled with Loving Kindness. May you be at Peace. May your Heart be Opened and remain Open. May you awaken to the Light of your own true Nature as a Loved and Loving Child of God. My you be Healed. May You be a source of Healing for all Beings.

I tried to respond before but satan tried to hinder my rsponse to you. so here i go in the name of jesus, please my sister I feel your pain with you, but please dont let satan have the victory, I sorry about your losses, I know each and every one of those people meant a great deal to you., please think about your family here that need you and love you, dont give in to satan and leave them in sadness wondering if they could have done something or was it their fault. I know situations sometime can be rough, trust me i know, I got stories of my own, but Ive learned to give them over to jesus, cause I want to live. I want to see my kids grow into men and hold my first grandchild. I hold on to those dreams. I know you got dreams my sister! hold on . if you would like to talk to me privately let me know Ill give you my e-mail.

Do you trust the Lord Jesus to guide you and reassure you? Your life has been touched by much saddness, but through Christ Jesus you can come out on the top and allow His light to shine through you. Please hear my prayer oh Father, that my sister here would not feel confused, helpless or alone. We bind up these things that the devil had laid before her to trip her. We cast them back to the pits of hell and I ask that you would break these heavy attacks off of her and set her free. Guide her to a physician if it is Your will that she seek medical help for this despair. In the mighty name of Jesus. AMEN

I pray for you so that you leave that demon of killing and destruction to be out of life through Jesus Christ. Amen.

I Bind and Cast that Spirit of Self Harm away from You In Jesus Name. You Are Bought with The Blood of Jesus Christ. Satan You have No Power over this Woamn. She is Free and She is Free Indeed. Praise God. Legends of Angels Are surrounding her Right Now and Peace She Feels a Deep, Deep Peace. She will not look to the past she sill look to the future, a Future in You Christ Jesus. A Future in You Christ Jesus. For You are the Future. Love heals All. Call Out to God. God Hears You. The God of Restoration A God of New Beginnings. A New Day Has Come for You. Now. Rejoice....Praise God. ...Praise God. ..
Your Free....Love Again...Love Somemore...Love has No Bounds...Keep Loving....Keep Believing.....God is with You....
God Never Left You.....Rejoice .....Praise God....Sing God's Praises.....You are Free...Satan has no hold on You.....
Jesus is Your Salvation......Call Out to Him....when you feel depressed...Cry out to him....Priase God....Have a Joyful Heart...If you Praise God..Satan cant come In....That why God wants Us to Praise Him...Dance before the Lord...Sing out to Him....Love Goldiesmoon

i'am so sorry to hear about all that! please don't give up!! the devil is a liar!!!!! you have to fight this!! god loves you so much call on to him and he will respond!! he knows the situation you are in!! he lisents to all of us no matter what we have done he will never leave you or forsake you!!! please don't give up!!!! god bless you!!!! take care!!!

I pray that the Holy Spirit will give me the words to remind you that Jesus is your Sheperd. This would be a perfect time to pray the Lord's prayer and don't stop until you feel better. Also, during this time you should go to your church everyday and ask the Lord to help you carry this weight you are carrying. Don't forget he told us to ask and we would receive, to knock and he would answer the door. I've been in some pretty tight spots before and He came down and took my place for me while I pulled it together, but you must ask Him, very humbly.
I'll be praying for you.