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dnreyn7
dnreyn7 Kansas City

Deep Sadness


The devil has really been working on me the past 5 days. I have not spoken to my ex, he is likely with all probability in the arms of another. I have gotten a few little silly texts about trivial things, but no reaching out. This should be okay with me, I should feel glad that he has let go for the most part. Isn't this my choice? Aren't I the one who said we had no more chances several times to him in the last two months?
Yet I lay in bed at night and picture his infidelity and it comes in flashes and I lay away crying, sobbing. Then I check my phone often during the day...foolish, there is never a call.
Why do I have such mixed emotions? Why does it feel like a death? How will I get through this? Why have I been so distant from God the last few days?
Why do I feel empty, alone, sad, so terribly, terribly lonely? How do I forget the color of his hair and the sparkle in his eyes and how pretty my diamond ring was?
Please pray that I find comfort, things are getting worse emotionally for me but so many say that is the way it works. It will get much worse before it gets better. Then why isn't it "much worse" for him? ...Oh I feel pathetic.
I wish I had more friends, more Godly friends. People that would come spend time with me after work and just watch a movie or make dinner. Friends, buddies...
My whole life was my fiance, I now don't have a life. He has a plentiful one...sad...taking X who knows how much and who knows what else. Drinking daily, sleeping with various women, driving around town in his super flashy dodge viper...I wish the Lord would step in and do something drastic so he would see the path to hell he is on.
My spirits are so low. Pray for a miracle. God can provide those still...right? Pray that the Lord gives me comfort, it is starting to affect my health and I need intervention. Please.

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Gino
Gino Eindhoven, The Netherlands

Dear heavenly father I ask you in Jesus name to comford this lady as he is separated of her love one! Please show her ex fiance that you are the only way to real happines. Amen

I going to a similar stage in my life right now I have an advise and that is pray a lot and read the bible.
It truly helps!

ajlemon
ajlemon Inverness, Highland, UK

May be the lord has done something drastic and seperated your from this man. True love in the eyes of god is more than just dependency on one another. God has a purpose for you and only you and in god's eyes you are so important. Beleive this and take a break from this man. Perhaps in time you will be re-united i fit is god's will. Meanwhile live your lofe as god would wish and believein god and yourself.

projectthunder
projectthunder Los Angeles, Ca.

We pray that each day you see yourself happy and in love with a man who adores you. We hope you feel good and you hold it as long as you can. We pray a man will step up and nurture and care for you. We pray you are still on your mind and you watch for the universe to show you the way.

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DaynaPlummer
DaynaPlummer Tualatin, OR

I wonder how you are and if you are going through the same battle I am. If so my dear, tread very carefully. Keep your faith in God, and let me know you are doing okay.

pepsz39
pepsz39 NY

A Prayer for Healing
If you desire to pray for the power to
receive healing or if you just want to
release your faith for health and wholeness
You can receive right now
Jesus is where you are right this moment
Jesus is the healer;
Your part is to say and do.
So you say these things out loud.
You say;
Jesus is my healer
He bore my sicknesses and my diseases and pain
I expect to receive now.
Pray this prayer in faith and mean it with your whole heart
Accept it and believe it!
Father, the word of God, that I have heard and confess
is the power of God unto my salvation
I confess that Jesus Christ is Lord
over my life, spirit, soul and body
I receive the power of God to make me whole,
sound, deliver, saved and healed now
I act on the word of God and receive His power
Sickness, disease and pain
I resist you in the name of Jesus
You are not the will of God
I enforce the word of God on you
I will not tolerate you in my life
Leave my presence,
I will never allow you back
I have been healed and made sound
Jesus made me whole
My days of sickness and disease are over
I am the saved, I am the healed and the power of
sickness has been forever broken over my life
Jesus bore my sickness
Jesus bore my weakness
Jesus bore my pain and I am free
No sickness, no sin, no fear, no evil addiction
shall lord it over me any longer
I have been redeemed from the curse
and I receive the blessing
I proclaim my freedom in Jesus name
The gospel is the power of God to me, unto my salvation
I receive the gospel, I act on the gospel and I am
made whole in the name of the lord Jesus Christ.
Amen!

pepsz39
pepsz39 NY

Bless her Lord that she may be accounted worthly to escape all the things that shall come to pass and to stand before the Son of man I pray Amen.

Michaelanthony
Michaelanthony New Braunfels, TX

No denying that you are feeling pain. I truly understand how this happens. Focus on Jesus and the pain will begin to disappear. I stand in Faith for your healing heart, in Jesus Name.

Little Sister
Little Sister Florida, Tarpon Springs

Jesus Bless My Sister and give her peace Dear Lord. Let her have a good life Lord and if it be with her Ex let him change and go to the foot of the Cross and change his life Master. Lord Bless this Family I Pray in the name of Jesus,,,,Amen and Amen,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,Little Sister

DaynaPlummer
DaynaPlummer Tualatin, OR

In weakness His will is made perfect.
Be still and know that HE is GOD.
Do things for yourself my dear, let God sort out what he does.
You only have control over yourself and your walk. May the Lord bless and keep you close.

Moira
Moira South Africa

My dear you have to tell Jesus how you feel, just like you did by telling us, ask him to give you the strength & the power & he will if you are angry tell Jesus ask him to help you. we cannot proceed into the present or future with old wounds in our hearts. They ask for attention & healing. Tender & loving hands are needed when touching the wounds... & this Christ alone can do. Forget the former things; do not dwell on the past. see, i am doing a new thing! Isaiah 43:18-19

Codydman
Codydman Kentucky

"delight in the lord and he will give you the desires of your heart." the psalmist, presumably David, wrote those words. i find them to be more and more true, but the way we read scripture can be tricky sometimes, the first thing we want to see when we read that is that God will give us what we want. but the fact is what we want isnt always what God wants for us. so i iread that scripture this way, when we trust the Lord and delight in all of his things, when we have become so close to him that its not longer a burden to pray, or a a request hotline straight to the man with all the connections, but a time for actual delight, then the desires in our heart will be for the things of God. this is my prayer for you, that you are able to delight in the Lord. but it takes a lot of effort on your part, try him, and trust him, dont look for ways he has failed you, find the places where he has succeeded and dwell on those. he wont let you down.

keri33
keri33 missouri

dnreyn7,
If you would like a friend I would be your friend just let me know.
Praying for you.
Keri

keri33
keri33 missouri

dnreyn7,
My heart and soul goes out to you and I do feel your pain.For I am going through a heartbreak.Do cry out to God for he does hear you and let God wrap his loving arms around about you and hold you very close to him. For that is what God is doing to me right now. Just take one day at a time for that is what I am learning to do. You can't make people change if they don't think or see the need to change. Just like with my fiance he is 38 years old and we was together for six years and we were going to get married this August 11th but he just needed to step to the plate and grow up and some people never grows up. They have a very cold heart.
Just rest in God knowing he has far better wisdom than me and you...If you want to know what happen to me read prayer request.
Praying for you and please do the same for me.
Love,
Keri

Jesse
Jesse Collegedale

Will Pray! Pray for my wife Patti as well!
In Christ,
Jess

Michaelanthony
Michaelanthony New Braunfels, TX

Wow! you are in a pit of self pity, depression, confusion, and frustration. I know because I am in the pit right next to yours...can you hear my voice? I am being pulled from the pit as we speak and I invite you to come along. God is so Merciful. God is so Loving. Like you, I kept thinking that God could not throw anything more at me, but guess what? He easily can if he so chooses, but I suspect that much of what you are encountering is not from God, but from the Devil. Satan want to hang on to you and your Ex. Right now the Devail has a very strong hold on him, but you are the one that the Devil really wants right now. The devil is putting the worry, the confusion, the depression in you to keep you mind off of the only solution to your situation...Yep! Our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. Listen to God. God does speak to us, we just get so wrapped up in our own desire to control our lives and our environments that we just don't listen. He has given me five words to hang onto "It is NOT about me."
Father God, reach out with your Supernatural Power to bring about wisdom into this young woman. Clear away the fog that is keeping her from focus our Jesus Christ. Thank you Father, thank you for providing this young lady with the healing, insight, strength, and wisdome to stay in the service of our Lord and to give control and surrender herself to serving the Lord who will in turn provide her with all of her wants and desires. Amen.