I recently became a deaconess at the house of worship where I attend and through attending different classes, see how much I need God to take control of my life because I make the wrong decisions. I want to be a provision to the vision the Lord has given our pastor and I want my heart to stay humble knowing that this is God's will and not mine. I am in a financial situation because of the wrong choices I have made and pray that God repositions me and make my heart right so that I am right in my heart to receive the financial blessing that I am asking God for.