About Me:

I was abused from 7 until I was 21, I am 45 and cant forgive or forget. I have messed up my life and I wasnt a good mother. Drinking to forget, I have stopped that. I am on pain pills to numb me so that I dont have to think about my messed up life. I have now just quit my job and I dont know why. Please pray for me that I can forgive and that I walk with the Lord every minute of the day. I am going to church again, pray that I dont stray again. Bind satan from my life and help me not to be weak. I pray for a job soon because I have 10 days to pay my rent. I dont want to live in my car. I dont want to be a sinner, I want joy and pease. I cant do this by myself, I need my father in Heaven. Pray for me to heal and be hold for the first time in my like. I want my joy that The lord promise us . Thank you,, and God Bless