About Me:

just a guy with many health problems that persist... so much stress, anxiety, and worries. so many things taking place with my family (serious health and financial issues) my health has deteriorated and i haven't been able to work past 2 + years because of it.. struggling to get any money in .. i search and try to do things from home, but the money is NOT coming in at all. am getting no assistance and my poor parents are broke from having to help me. my life feels so much like a 'joke' any more. i lost my wife 3 mos. into the marriage to another man (she listened to her 'friends' after supposedly becoming a 'new believer), she remarried; i lost a long time medical career; my health went downhill and i have been stuck ever since. i have prayed for the long dark 'winter' season to end for so long.... going to sleep and not waking up seems so nice. i pray for it.