About Me:

I am a 19 yr old girl, and a christian since i was a little girl. I come fron a family of 11 kids. About 4 yrs ago, my parents divorced, and i was spiritually crushed. How could this happen?? I thought my parents were christians?? Ever since the divorce most of the responsibility of raising my younger siblings was mine. My mom works full time to support the family, so im with the kids most of the time. I wish i had a normal life where i can hang out with my friends....and sometimes i get so sick of playing the role of parent. It`s so hard ...all i do is go to college and babysit.. I have been depresed a lot lately, but i cant complain to my mom, because it would only add to all her troubles.. I kno God is there but sometimes i doubt he hears me... Please help! thank you very much