...Things are hard. My own father forgot about my birthday.. it was 2 days ago i still cant get ahold of him...
I feel like my life is spinning around so fast i cant stop to think. I feel like i'm falling and thers nothing to hold on to...

Dear god/ goddess things have been so messed up lately... Richard and i broke up... he... he saw something he shouldnt have... and now he's leaving... so we ended it... I... i recently got mixed up in some things that i shouldent have ... more >>

I suppose things are well... yesterday we didnt have any school becuse someone vandalized our buses. so my friend promise and i went to the mall then dyed our hair.... then my "mother" and i got into a big fight and ended up makeing me ... more >>

Ummmm.... THings have gotten really bad.... ummm I lost a Huge Battle to the Blade.... ummm I havent slept in days.... i lay in bed all night just tossing and turning... all night... I've been so stressed that on monday... my body ... more >>

ummm well 1st off if you read "stuff" when i said rich cracked my tooth . you need to hear the story before you jump to conclusions... it was pure accedent. i never let a man hit me no matter what!

Well to all happy new years. I'm for once proud of myself... i made it another year. The past 3 years have been horrific. but i'm for once ok today. Richard cracked my tooth but thats the only pain i'm in right now. so things are well. ... more >>

things have been half and half i guess. I did slip up though on the 23. But i went to church for christmas eve, and got to see me 2nd mother kate, and sat with her and her family becuase mine had abandond me... it was really nice though. ... more >>

Well things have gotten a little bit better... but my mother and i barly talk any more... we scream. and i'm being appointed a counsler for the past crap... I've stopped cutting... After ricky found out... he cryed... and for both of ... more >>

ok well A couple olast week i overdosed on 16 alieve</ and cut really bad... but I'm ok now... Ummm Ya we had Finals today at HS.... ummmm I'm dyeing my hair midnight blue and dark purple. Ya.... my dads still probably going to ... more >>

Things are ok today i guess. in the past week i've only had 5 hours of sleep.But please pray for my daddy.. he wont respond to my emails... and the last time he did... he mentiond suicide...