I am trying so desperately to deepen my faith in God and to let Him have control over my life.I just want ot obey His commandments and follow Him.I want Him to send His Holy Spirit to my ex,who I still love him very much and hope someday ... more >>

i feel so alone and lost and feel what did was way out of my character but i felt pushed.i have never done anything like this before and i feel this person turned me into an evil person.